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I'm just two days old in this forum wouldn't know who to choose here... I'm just two days old in this forum wouldn't know who to choose here...

I'm just two days old in this forum wouldn't know who to choose here...

My programme my outreach my passion my hapiness my disclosure my cream,but in all i close and open my mind to search for he who will give me happiness but cannot displace God, my enjoyment my pains my beauty my ugliness my young age my old age my stiff breast my fallen breast,in all i seek for he who will never take me for granted but will look into my eyes and be certain with his speech my sick bed my health my big my small my fat my slim in all he who will not pour me to a world of annoyance and pains seeking for a one in a million many are there many are falling many are love gamblers but in all none is qualify to win the heart of a passionate woman many are wise many are foolish many are hot many are cold but none has melted my heart to fall in love where then is my perfect "ADAM"?

Dr christanel was asked on why she always smile,she said during my medical days in school i was given a life dog to operate on that was the final examination,it died off in my hands i did nothing but to smile at it:...when schawn came he saw me smiling to the dead dog,he called me christy!!u smiled at challenges it means u can conquer it he presented another life dog to me and i did the operation n it was a success...nothing makes you more beautiful and unique than a smile a smile can heal a wound.sometimes you don't need to talk to someone just a smile can settle and heal the wound the heart faces...eventhough they are some factors behind a smile but we can't stop smiling it's a beautiful gift of nature to make us change our look..nothing sweets nature than when we smile at that particular condition that warrants tears n emotional break out...God smiles..smile like u never av or once had a problem...a smile is contagious no smile has ever returned with a frown. smile at people be it a stranger u must get back a smile...smile because life loves the smiling individual to someone that never smiles n life treats them fair,partiality of life comes between a smiling individual to ever frowning person..an old man of oak land has teeth not even a tooth but he smiles..smile while u still av the teeth...

In a clearer undstanding i wish i cud love n set my heart to be loved,i was in my blue mood n stuctured n taken away by imagination as i've already vowed to kiss dating goodbye.....kasim came up in the evening and gave me a hot kiss on my cheeks...to me it was an unexpected action,i frowned up n put up a fake smile atleast to justify my peace,kasim looked at me with a smile and i believe i love him so much but i wonder how much i do....u don't seem to love me do you?kasim asked me...i puzzled up my thought and managed my words with him''yea i love you so much but i av a dream i wish to workhard for to get if i shld continue with you kissing my lips and taking me sensational i will never achieve those dreams'" i said boldly to him,he looked at me speechless,i have no other option than to leave him n same to him,because he wanted a full relationship that will av him kiss n touch me sensationally,but that could cause me my future u know...i cried for him like a dead man but my reason of letting go which is my future gave me consolations that hard work n concentration can give me a man that will respect me for who i am because@20 years of age i've got better future ahead of me to fix up....though i love n cherished kasim but not to the detriment of my own future i believe if he truly loves me he will respect my wish but contrary to my wish 2weeks later kasim got himself another girl friend to me it was painful because i loved him but i encouraged my self with the dreams i av...

I sour in tears that i may bargain for gains i love in lost that i may learn a lot so my mind cannot attract a lost when i look into your eyes i know i mean a lot to you but shut d lust in ur eyes that i may lost in ur love the tip of ur kisses reminds of the things that i missed wen i pissed u were asleep i sale my heart to you to remain closer to u like a butterfly to it feather n stamp to a letter in all i love u...