***Instead, I just lie beside her putting my head by her panting chest. YES!!! by her chest***and of course we were both exhausted***

***It just feels like this is where I belong as I am somewhat tired***

***I just sleep off by her chests knowing fully well that she isn’t sleeping.***

***What could she be thinking? I will figure that out later, I just close my eyes now**
***manages to say something***

Are you okay pls?

***And I just sleep***

dammytex: ***Instead, I just lie beside her putting my head by her panting chest. YES!!! by her chest***and of course we were both exhausted***

***It just feels like this is where I belong as I am somewhat tired***

***I just sleep off by her chests knowing fully well that she isn’t sleeping.***

***What could she be thinking? I will figure that out later, I just close my eyes now**
***manages to say something***

Are you okay pls?

***And I just sleep***

He says something like "Are u okay, please?" His concern touches me...I smile to myself....he cares.

I lay exhausted from all the twisting, screaming and sweatiing....He is now asleep.... I just had the best time of my life with an awesome guy, Yeah....he is awesome! I have never felt this way before even with the other guys

**once again, THE thought croses my mind**

Hell no!, i cant be in love...I'm too independent to be in love.....well, I cant let go of him either
Damn! Look what he just did to me!...He aint going nowhere!

*I move away from him and head 2 d bathroom for a shower, i return back into the room...he lay there on the bed, sound asleep. I move closer to him, he is not conventionally handsome but he has a striking facial feature and his luscious lips looks very inviting..... I move away from him quickly, I cant afford to be caught staring...I get back on d bed 2 get a sound sleep.

= = = = = = = = = == = = =In the dream world = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = =

***I walk into a room to find Temitayo Osoba fondl1ng my sister mercilessly and roughly on the bed..****

What!!! Tayo, you again!!!
I will kill you today.

*****The T square from today’s Engineering Drawing class swings in my hand..*****

Ibidun; get away from there now..

****She pleads profusely****

***Launching the two-inch drawing stick at him….****
****He grabs the stick in no time away from me.*** How come? ***
****He must have lessons from Marshal Art*****

****And suddenly, I feel a large thud of wood on my head, I faintly see a lot of blood gushing out from my head*****

****And I fall to the ground on my face****

****As I pass out, I hear Ibidun screammmmmmmmm *****


= = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = I wake up suddenly = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = =

OH MY GOD

****Breathes heavily****

Thank God it’s a dream…

*****
It is morning, exactly 7:00am, i turn, only to discover that i'm alone on the bed, i look up to find him standing, already dressed....***

I sit up and say...

" You are ready to leave"

** He didnt answer immediately...he has this strange expression on**
What? Is something wrong?

** He moves closer**

****Oh dear, can she see on my face, that I’m a little scared. I thought I hid it properly.***

****Should I tell her about the dream, about Tayo her son, about.............?***

****As I move closer***

No Fela, not now..there is a better time for everything…

***Smiling towards her***

Hello Angel, do you know you are a cheat?

***Pretending not to notice the expression of confusion on her face***

Yes, you are a cheat. How can you be of this age and yet you still look this beautiful? While you were young, you were beautiful and now that you are older, shouldn’t you leave the beauty department for the younger generation?
A lot of ladies in their 20’s would die for your type of body. And the most annoying thing is that; you are even more beautiful early in the morning as you awake..

***planting a kiss on her lips***

So, tell me dear, what’s the secret?

*** I kiss him back***

"If I tell you, it won't be a secret anymore"

***i smile***

so you're leaving now?...

***I wrap my arms around his neck as if I don't want him to leave***

Bolushalom: *** I kiss him back***

"If I tell you, it won't be a secret anymore"

***i smile***

so you're leaving now?...

***I wrap my arms around his neck as if I don't want him to leave***

I know your secret jorr. It is S.T. Soap

or is it Campala soap or Mojees


And why are you acting like you don't want me to go.

Today is Tuesday and I have a lecture for 9.

But then if you can give me ten reasons why I should stay. I would, trust me...

And your time starts now...

***I laugh at his joke***

"10 reasons? Thats a lot! How about, i give just one reason....and u stay,...."

***I pull him closser and kiss him deeper, i dont ever want to stop, i can feel the warmth of his body on my skin, and i just want to stay here forever...the way i feel i cant really explain...but i know im loving it...***

**reserved**

*Somewhere , along a sandy beach miles away from the bustling city center. *
*I'm a bit of a sun worshiper , so I lay on the Lounge Chair flanked by dotted coconut trees and surrounded beautiful creatures walking on two legs and wearing bikini that could barely hid the 'unmentionables'.
Nodding to my oldie 50 cent rap as I savor the splendor of the enticing scene and fill my mind with erotic fantasies. *
*I don't know what they think about me . . . . . that I am a motherf**king love-vendor*

*But of all I'm seeing right now, none could compare to my delectable Alfreda, her sight alone could make a man swoon.
Alas , I couldn't know whether the feeling is mutual cos SHE TREAT ME LIKE A BROTHER AND I HATE IT.*
I have to get home cos now is the time she comes out , hoping to meet her

*Right on time , there she is , looking so searching , wonder if she is waiting for me.*

Hi Freddie, u seems less busy this evening to be hanging around here by urself , what's up baby.

ITbomb: Hi Freddie, u seems less busy this evening to be hanging around here by urself , what's up baby.

Hi there, err em I'm fine, and I'm not just hanging around, I'm waiting for a friend...Where are you coming from?

I have been around, just back from the beach though and after seeing people in pairs over there I felt so lonely and was thinking about you coming with me next time

ITbomb: I have been around, just back from the beach though and after seeing people in pairs over there I felt so lonely and was thinking about you coming with me next time

Me? Why would you want ME, to go with you next time...you should really get a girlfriend you know. *smiles* you're getting old.

Bolushalom: Me? Why would you want ME, to go with you next time...you should really get a girlfriend you know. *smiles* you're getting old.

My greatest fantasy is to marry my childhood lover, yea sure I'm getting old so I better make things happen fast.
Lets sit down somewhere and get some drink, we shouldn't be standing like this

ITbomb:
My greatest fantasy is to marry my childhood lover, yea sure I'm getting old so I better make things happen fast.
Lets sit down somewhere and get some drink, we shouldn't be standing like this

*** As we move away from the spot where we've been standing*** Your childhood lover?

Bolushalom: *** As we move away from the spot where we've been standing*** Your childhood lover?

Yea , and it pains when you feel something so close yet you can't touch it.
What do you think I should do in such situation

ITbomb:
Yea , and it pains when you feel something so close yet you can't touch it.
What do you think I should do in such situation

Let her know just how you feel, I'm sure she'll love you cos you are such a wonderful person....eehnn, so you have a Childhood love and you didn't tell me, Is that how a brother treats his sister? Hun?

Hmm, a brother would treat a sister that way but would never treat the love of his life the same , maybe or probably that is why I treated you that way

**Smile disappears** What are you trying to say?

Bolushalom: **Smile disappears** What are you trying to say?

I was trying to say that you look so beautiful when you smile so put that enchanting smile back to its natural place before I continue

*as she smiles*
There you go .
K, on a serious note, tell me something.
Do you have a childhood lover?

No...I don't

Bolushalom: No...I don't

Come on, not necessarily a sexual relationship , just maybe someone you have been so close and probably have some special feeling .
If I may add , apart from me *got her thinking*.
Don't tell me you wandered through the wilderness of childhood alone

Hmm, No childhood love, crush or whatever..if I had one, I don't have to think this hard to give you an answer, and moreover I have more important things to think about than guys....Ok, I think we are completely off topic...this was about you getting a girlfriend...Errm, how about that girl that comes around, I thought you guys had something going on.......*winks*

Bolushalom: .Errm, how about that girl that comes around, I thought you guys had something going on.......*winks*

Yea yea , I was trying to see if it could work between me and her but my feeling for someone else has always prevented 'something from going on'
And you, how about that man that comes around , I thought you guys have something going on . . . *innocent face*

Oh, He's just a friendly neighbour..why would you think there was something going on? He's married.

Bolushalom: He's married.

Is he?
Sorry I didn't know that, but I'm also happy that you know that.
I don't want to spoil this lovely moment we are having but I just have to confess that whenever I see you with him. I develop a feeling akin to jealousy . I don't know.

Jealousy? *laughs* I'm sure its not jealousy you feel...its just the feeling a brother gets when he sees his sister with a guy..I understand, it shows you care *gives him a broad smile*.