Do u get scared?of aging?I do too,I get very scared of what life may give to me after all my efforts,all my efforts, I hate being fat,yes and old.I dnt knw about 40!I wonder?am I readyfor life. My twenties is passing me by..is it?
Look? I see women everyday,different shapes,beautiful women,I tell myself oooh,dat is sexy and I tell myself :you are never going to be that!got it?
I am not scared of life but do you know about 20 years time?
Am not so sure.
Then where family will be a responsibility and I have to keep body and soul together so I dnt go crazy,soo I can work myself out for another 40 years I have to be healthy,in the mind and the body what about the spouse I know not of now.how would I cope with someone for the rest of our lives. His many flaws and overpowering strength...
Do you want to know my real opininion?
I think family is a piece of shit cause its a reason we all do things..like my uncle will say,my beloved sister did everything in her power while she was growing up,soo here's a way of showing my gratitude I will help you through school-shit,buh no matter what trash I give u,you can't say anything cause we are family.,
Infact I just being nice shit!
While I am being nice about the whole story of my 20 years of living,
I am also wondering whether I am damaged.
I have seen love,from men,women,but I don't trust eaasily.
I love this girl to bits that's why I let her place my write up on her wall …
Alryt,my real opinion about,being a woman is that life is a big batttle,I have to checkmate myself and everyone else around me.
You will live a life which might not be a happy one. Buh try,just tryto live it. Cancer kills,aids does too.
Have sex,have fun bùh most of all b beautiful and never give up your dream for nobody.
In a couple of months I and cumudie will be lawyers,I hope you now see that my dependence is not for soo long anymore that's y I have the power to write

My name is Nneka Okolo and I am 23 today.

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