Wizee: Since u're looking for a new job, while not find small things to keep you going, don't look @d money they will offer you, just do it. I know wen ur lonely diff thoughts comes to the mind. I knw is not easy bt try, & don't 4get you can talk to God one on one, he's always there to listen. Pls look @d frnds u follow, if they can't add value to ur life, live them and move on.

Royal Roy: Ehemwhy, don't view life's disappointments as something permanent.
Life will never be smooth sailing all the way. Your situation is still better than some others. Dust yourself up & keep trying. Your dark tunnel will be lighted up real soon.

Visit here to stay motivated::::: www.nairaland.com/1347408/feeling-suicidal-come-here-first

Have a good day!

ifyalways: @OP,You need to visit the Vacancy/job section often.You are wayyyyy off better than many of the regular posters there and none of them have given up or thought of suicide. That your family,friends have disappointed you is not enough reason to disappoint your maker,who created and made you for great exploits only if you will tarry for a little while.
Keep checking the job and business sections for opportunities and updates.There have been positive testimonies from that side.
What did you study in school,what can you do?
Have you thought of being self employed? Put an advert here on nld (It's free) and offer your services to the public.(It could be private home lessons for primary school kids,weekend house cleaning and laundry gigs etc)

This life toooooo sweet for anyone to think suicide. Get up and push it.

ehemwhy:

tsmith:

Everyone goes through rough patches in life and often times this brings about stress and sadness (depression). It's almost logically that someone you thought was strong commuted suicide and you are now thinking along same line. It's a result if circumstance, time and location. If generally people around you sink to drinking etc when they r sad, you'd probably want to do same.

That been said, at the and of the day we have the ultimate control on the effects/impacts we allow the circumstances and events have on us. It's all in the mind, you can retrain your mind to think 'dude killed himself, because of so n so, but I'm not gonna allow same happen to me. I'm going to live above this and be triumphant from it"

Writting things down does help, it reinforces the message. I know you might think it's easy to say for me, but contrary I'm going through a low and these has helped me greatly. I know for certain there is light at the end of every tunnel

Flytefalls: Thank you for reaching out to us. Continue to reach out to those who love you. Be honest with them, and (with some discretion) let them know how far your thoughts are taking you. Confide totally in someone near you that you can have total trust in. Already, you have strangers praying for you, your family probably need the chance to help you too

thorpido: If you can look beyond today,I assure you there's light at the end of the tunnel.
We all go through rough patches in life but the most beautiful thing about life is NO CONDITION IS PERMANENT.
In the words of a famous author,tough times never last but tough people do.
Get tough.

Please don't compare yourself to the guy on your street who committed suicide and as for your girlfriend who's acting up,let her go.Someone better will come along.
One thing about thoughts of suicide that people never realise is that if you look at your life as having something to GIVE rather than just what you can GET,you'll realise taking your life is actually denying people of receiving from you.It's not just about material things cos that is not what life is all about.

Think about doing more for others(and it will surely come back to you)and you will realise life is beautiful.