I know. I should have written before.
Forgive Me !
But I got the feeling that you were
beginning to think I didn’t exist. But I
do. And I wanted to let you know that
while I might be as elusive as a
unicorn grazing in a field of four leaf
clovers, I’m close.

I’m around the corner, down the
street, on Facebook, in your office, at
our local coffee shop, a complete
stranger.

I made eyes at you once on the
subway.
I saw you across the room at a party.
I followed you on Nairaland .
But it’s not our time yet.
And I know
you’re wondering why.

It’s really not fair that you’ve had to
wait this long, or go on blind dates,
endure bad sex, settle for meh
relationships, feel misunderstood, cry
from loneliness, wrap your arms around a pillow as you fall asleep at
night.

I’m so sorry, my love. You deserve an
explanation.

So here it goes. It’s taken me a long
time to even admit this to myself much
less to you, so please know that
everything I’ve written here is true.

1. I haven’t thrown out the list of
things I think you should be.
2. I’m with the wrong person right
now.
3. I’m not ready to be loved
unconditionally.
4. Since my life isn’t together, I think
you’ll reject me.
5. I still believe that drama is a show of
love.
6. I’ve been intentionally keeping my
head too busy to think with my heart.
7. I need to date more to understand
what I do and don’t like.
8. I won’t be able to appreciate you
until life has kicked my ass.
9. I’m too focused on my own needs.
10. I don’t know how to create the
feeling of home that lives in my heart.

Clearly, I’m not my best self yet. Or
even myself—I’m still figuring out who
that is. I’m pretty sure even if we did
meet, you wouldn’t like me all that
much right now. It’s entirely possible
that we did hit it off once, and I left without getting your information; or
maybe I did get your number and
never called because of any one of the
above reasons.

Be patient with me, darling heart.

Know that I’m working my way
toward you. So don’t spend any more
time thinking about where I am or am
not. Just keep making your life
exciting and full, so when we do
finally come together, we can bring each other joy, because we are
already happy.

I know it’s taking longer than you’d
like. It’s a hell of a lot slower than I
could have ever imagined.
But I’m here. This is me talking to you. And I’m not
going anywhere.

Don’t give up on me.
Yours,
In perpetuity,
The Love You Haven’t Met Yet

Hissssss.......copy-cat

..lips-sealed....

so sweet tho

Thank u darling for d letter, am always here waiting patiently for u love. *kisses*

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