EPISODE 01

My name is Adesewa.I was raised by God-fearing parents who
were blessed with six girls.My parents were deacon and
deaconess in a pentecostal church.I happened to be their third
daughter,with three younger ones.
I had my HND at Yaba college of technology and was posted to
Kwara state for my youth service.
I had given my life to Christ since my secondary school
days,and i used to sing a lot, sometimes i even compose my own
song.I joined d church choir when i was just nine years old.
After d 3 weeks orientation programme of d NYSC,i was posted
to a secondary school at Oyan for d one year service. I was given a room in d school compund at the corpers quaters. On getting there I started looking for a penticostal church where I could be worshipping and soon I was able to find one. Shortly after I started worshipping in the church I joined the choir. Fortunately it was at d time when d choir leader just left
the church,and there was nobody to coordinate the
members..before i knew it,i was made the choir leader after
being interviewed by the pastor,Pastor Williams.
I was loved by everybody in the church,especially the
choiristers,because of my unique voice.Whenever i sing or lead a
song,d whole congregation has a way of murmuring
“Huuuuunnnnn!” with a sigh of satisfaction when they hear my
voice.
Most of the choir members were younger than me,so they call me
“aunty” or “Sister Sewa”.
One of them was Bode,who used to play keyboard for us in the
church. He was so gifted when it comes to instruments,there
was no instrument he couldnt play. I always felt the presence of
God whenever he was on keyboard.
I was named Adesewa after my grandmum who passed away shortly before I was born. My dad love his mother so much hence he transferred the love to me believing that hs late mum was the one who came back, moreso according to him, I was her carbon copy. It was after he became saved,that he
knew he was wrong. My second name was Yetunde.
My dad saw me as perfect. Anything i did or said was
right,even when i myself knew i was wrong. In a nutshell,i was
his favourite.
When my mum noticed that daddy was treating me like the apple of
his eyes,she wasnt taking things easy with me at all. She spank
me at every slight mistake i made,mostly when my dad wasnt
at home.
Sometimes she would lament..”You this spoilt brat!. Your father has
spoilt you. See,i will make sure i deal with you before maggots start
coming out of your body….”
My two elder sisters too,also made life miserable for me,
especially,the first born,sister Temi. She would never tolerate
any nonsense from me,she took after mummy,but her own was
just too much.
By the time i was serving,sister Temi and sister Tiwa have
married, but I have been tamed already

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EPISODE 02

Bode was the closest to me among all the choir members.I could see
in him a younger brother i never had.
My school was not so far to the church,so sometimes after service
or singing practise he would say “aunty Sewa,i’m coming to your
place to eat o”. I would tell him to come,since i really didnt
know how to prepare one man meal,i was always having leftover.
He was only 20yrs old then,while i was 24.He was a 200 level
student of College of education,Okene,and a native of Oyan
where i was serving.
When i first got to the church,his school was on break,before we
could really got to know each other,the break was over,so he went
back to school.
About a month after he left,i saw him in church one sunday
morning.I asked him why he came home so soon, he told me he
had not paid his school fees and that his parents were not able to
give him the money.
I got to know that his dad was an old farmer,and his mum,a
petty trader at Oyan market.
Money was never my problem,because besides the allowance i was
receiving from NYSC,my dad was always sending money into my
account without my sisters’ knowledge.He would say he didnt
want me to suffer since i was far from home.
So,i asked him the amount he needed.He told me,and i told him to
come and meet me in school the next day so we could go to the bank together and withdraw the money. I withdrew almost everything in my account, gave him his schools fees, transport fare and a token as pocket money, he was very happy. His mum came later to show her appreciation on behalf of her family.
That was what really brought us closer.Whenever he was away in
school,he would be sending text messages to me,thanking me for
helping him.Sometimes,he would send me message that he went to
bed the previous night with an empty stomach,out of compassion,i
would quickly send him any amount i could afford,to buy
foodstuff,and again,he would appreciate me.
Soon,we were on christmas break.I didnt want to travel,but my
dad insisted i should come to Lagos.
After the break,i was supposed to return to Oyan in
january,daddy couldnt give me enough money as he had spent a
lot during the festive season,he expected me to still have some
money in my bank account,he was taken aback when he asked
me how much i had with me and i answered “Nothing sir”.
“You dont mean it!.What are u using money for?.Are you feeding
more than your mouth?.What did you do with the money i sent to your
account last month?….Hun?.Tell me!.”
Mummy and sis Temi heard him as he was talking to me in
annoyance.
Sis Temi came with her husband and daughter to visit our
parents.She was busy chatting with mum,when they heard
daddy raising his voice.
The moment she heard that dad was sending money to me,she said
“Da-dd-y!.So u’ve been sending money to Sewa every
month!!..I was the first person to go on service in this house,i
remember if i didnt ask you for money,you wouldnt give me,and i
would have to give you the details of what i needed the money
for,before you would give it.”
“And you (turning to me) what are you spending money on?.Have you
bought a plot of land?.Oh!..you want to build a house in Oyan? Is that not so?

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EPISODE 03

Daddy did not give me money that day.He was so crossed with
me,it was mummy that gave me transport fare and a stipend
which i managed till january allowance was paid.
Thank God for the foodstuff i took with me from home,i would
have learnt a wonderful lesson from “Mr Hunger”.
On getting back to Oyan,Bode was still around because there was no
money for him to return to school.I told him what i went
through because of him,and even then,i wasnt sure if my dad would
send me money again as usual,so i couldnt give him money.
He felt sorry for me,and told me he would source for money
elsewhere.I didnt know how he did it,but he went back to school
The following week.
Soon there was a rumour among the choir members that something
was going on between Bode and i.Before i knew it,it became viral
among church members.
One sunday morning,Pastor Mrs Williams sent somebody to tell
me she would like to see me after service.I wasnt myself
throughout the service.I kept thinking “what did i do?,why does
she want to see me?…. Anyway I said to myself that if it is because of Bode, there is nothing going on between us and that is just what I will tell her period!!
I didn't hear anything in church that day I was already devastated by the rummur going on and this?...
Finally,the service was over.I found myself sitting next to Pastor
Mrs Williams on a three seater sofa inside the pastor’s office.
Good afternoon ma.
How are u my dear?.
I’m fine ma.
“I know you would be wondering why i wanted to see you..said Mrs
Williams”.
“Yes ma”.I answered.
She continued….It’s about a rumour going on in the church. Can you
please shed more light on the relationship between you and Bode?.
“Ma,Bode is like a younger brother to me,nothing more. Believe
me ma.I only render assistance to him whenever he’s in
need,and that has even stopped now.” I told her.
Anyway,i’ve denied it on ur behalf,i only wanted to confirm
from you,because the very first day i set my eyes on you,i knew you came
from a christian home,and i have no doubt in my spirit that you are
well trained..but then,i want you to be very careful because there is
power in tongues.Dont give the devil any chance at all,and dont
trust yourself..if you see or hear a child of God saying “i trust
myself,i can never commit fornication”..then,you have heard or
seen someone at the verge of falling. Remember 1 Cor 10 v.12.
So,please be very careful and the Lord shall help u IJN.
I said "thank you ma" and left her office. As I was going home, I was telling myself "now I need to be careful" though there was nothing between us really, but how would anybody think I would date boy the same age with Oyindamola our second to last born? not even the one next to me!..Well,i just need to be
careful,help me Oh Lord!”


TBC

EPISODE 04

Then something happened.
Bode lost his dad.It was then i got to know that the old man had
more than one wife,as a matter of fact,he had four,one was late
already,and Bode’s mum was the last and the only one living with
him until he passed away.
Among the children from the other wives,only few of them were
educated,others were either bricklayers,drivers, carpenters,
tailors or petty traders.It was only Bode’s mum that was
struggling to send her children to school.
She had three of them for the late farmer,Bode was the firstborn
with two kid sisters who were still in high school. The one next to
him was preparing to write WAEC when their dad passed away.
It was announced in the church and we (choir members) decided to
go and register our condolence with Bode and other members of the
family.
On getting there, I was touched by the way I saw the widows sitting on a mat, wearing black attire with bowl in front of them wear people who came to sympathise with them put money.
I said within myself“if this kind of a thing should happen in my
lifetime,i will NEVER allow my mum to be treated this way.This is
humiliation in the highest order..Did these women conspire to kill
the man?”
Well,we greeted them.I didnt even know what to say,as i never
experienced such before.As the leader,i summoned courage,knelt
down beside Bode’s mum and whispered into her ear “God will
uphold you ma,He will send help to you from where you least
expected.Please,be strong”.
She said “Thanks my child.I really appreciate you”.
I gave her an amount of money on behalf of the choir.
She accepted it,appreciated us,and we left.
When i got home,i couldnt stop thinking about the woman.Oh!.She
was so young.Why did she marry a polygamist?,a man old
enough to be her father?.
There must be a reason.
Whatever the reason may be,i felt for her.She’s such a beautiful
young woman!.
Never!.I can never go for that kind of a man,i will never allow
any stupid love to blind-fold me.I can not even marry anybody
from that kind of a family,see their house,the moment i stepped
into the compound,i could vividly smell poverty.Where would i tell
my dad i found that kind of a man?.Me?.I even trust myself..i’m
more than that. Then my mind went to what pastor mrs Williams told me the day she heard the rummor about Bode and I "1 cor 10:12"…..wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take
heed lest he fall.
Fall?.Fall for where?.Falling is only meant for those who dont
stand well.Me,i cant fall, i trust myself.I’ve been keeping
myself since and i will continue to keep myself,i’ve determined that
no man shall see my unclothedness except my husband,and that wont
happen until after marriage.That is it!.
While talking to myself in this manner..i slept off.
Then something came up.

TBC

EPISODE 05

It was Bode that woke me up the following morning.
He told me his dad’s burial had been fixed for the next
weekend,and there’s no money.
He told me how his dad’s family members started blaming his
mum for not giving them adequate information about his dad’s
illness before the old man eventually passed away.
All these stories made me love the woman more.
At last,he decided to go.I saw him off to the door,and he suddenly
turned back,hugged me and gave me a peck.
I came back to the room,and started thinking of how i could help
Bode and his mum concerning the burial.
The only source i had was my dad,but i wasnt sure he would even
send money again this month ending as i was having a feeling he
sent the last one because of my birthday.
But then I couldn't wait till the end of the month, to know if he would send me money or not as the burial was fixed on 29th of April. So then what am I going to do?
“Oh Yes!..I have an idea.I will call my dad that i need money. But
what if he asked what i need it for,what will i say?..
I will tell him somebody is sick and that the doctor said he needs
surgery,but there’s no money,so,i wish i could render any little
assistance within my reach…Can you be of help sir?”.
That was exactly what i did.
He said “Who is this sick person?”.
“It’s one of the corpers sir”.I lied.
“Ok.Since it’s something that has to do with life,i will try and send
any amount i can between now and tomorrow. My regards to him.
We’ll remember him in our prayers”.
“Thank you dad. Love you sir.” I hung up.
Then,my conscience pricked me gently “you just told a lie!.. How
disappointed would your dad be if he found out!.”
I felt bad,but i quickly consoled myself by a thought “what
could i have done?. How would he know?.Who will tell him?..he
cant know!.”
Almost immediately,i was relieved.
I expected an alert from the bank throughout that day,to no
avail,the following day too,no alert,but on the third day,i received
an alert of N50,000.
Wow!. I quickly called Bode after withdrawing the money,to come
and meet me at home after school hours,by then,it was just 2
days to the burial,27th April.
When he got to my room,i said “how much have you been able to
get now for the burial?.”
He said nothing..that his mum’s sister who promised to send an
amount of money last week failed,but just received a message
from her that morning that she would see what she can do by
tomorrow.
I opened my bag and gave him the 50,000 my dad sent. He opened his mouth and couldn't shut it.
He held me tightly,kissed me.......and before we both knew it, we did did it.........


TBC

EPISODE 06

After the action,Bode started begging me.I could see he
actually regretted,but the deed had been done already.I
told him to go,i just didnt want to see him.
He left.
I locked the door behind him and started weeping.I wept till my
eyeballs turned red and my head began to ache.
I was confused,i didnt know what to do,i was just
weeping.I couldnt even pray,i never thought i could do such
a thing,i thought i was strong enough to stand.Oh my
God!…How wrong i was!!.
The next day was friday,i couldnt go to school.I had
headache,so i called my HOD to inform her i would be
absent.She promised to tell the Principal and wished me quick
recovery.
I couldnt attend the burial nor singing practise on saturday,i
just locked myself up in my room and was weeping from time
to time.
On sunday,i was unusually absent from church.Some choir
members came to check on me after service.
They met me under my blanket,shivering.Now i had
developed emergency fever.
One of them quickly called Pastor Williams who rushed down
to my place with his wife.
They took me to a health center. I was treated against maleria, given some drugs and injection and was told to come back by monday and tuesday to complete the injection.
The Williams brought me back home and asked if i wouldnt mind
to go with them to their place,so i wouldnt be the only one at
home,i said no,that i would be fine.So,they left after praying
for me.
I slept off and woke up late in the night. Now i felt like eating
something.I looked at my phone,it was 11.17pm.
I got up,ate bread with fruit juice and went back to bed.
I couldnt sleep.I was turning from right to left,left to right
on the bed.
Again,i remembered “Let him that thinketh he standeth
take heed lest he fall” 1 Cor 10:12.
I started weeping again.I thought i was standing,now i have
fallen.I so much trusted myself,i was so careless.
I opened my mouth and began to pray “Lord Jesus,i have
disappointed you,please forgive me,have mercy on me.I am
sorry.Now i know better.Help me Lord.Forgive me Lord.Have
mercy on me….”
I didnt even know when i slept off.
When i woke up,i knew i had a dream in which i saw Pastor
Mrs Williams talking to me,but i couldnt remember a single
word out of everything she said.
As i was trying to recollect what she was telling me in the
dream,i heard a gentle voice in my spirit “Go and open up
to her”….
“Ahhhh!.How on earth would i be able to do that?.I cant
Lord!.I cant!!.”.
I didnt hear the voice again,at least at that moment. The next
thing i heard was a knock on my door.
Who is that?.I spoke softly.
I didnt hear any response from the other end.
I moved to the door,unlocked it and opened.
Guess who was standing there??


TBC


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EPISODE 07


It was Pastor Mrs.She was on her way to school that monday
morning as she taught in a primary school at Oyan,but she
quickly branched at my place to check on me.
She came with a basket containing pepper soup,jollof
rice,vegetable soup and obe ila alasepo (okro soup with stew
ingredients).
She said she didnt know the one i would love to eat,but i
should try and take the pepper soup as it would deal with that
malaria fever.She told me to warm them as i could see she
brought them out of the freezer that morning,and couldnt wait
to warm them before leaving the house to prevent her from
getting late to school.
I collected the basket from her,appreciated her and sat on
my plastic chair.
“Can i drop you at the health centre for ur injection?,since its
on d same route to my school”.She asked.
“I’m not ready yet ma,i will take a bike.Thank you ma”.
“It’s a pleasure my dear.So,how are you feeling now?.”
“I’m better today ma”.I answered.
"Oh!! Thank God, my mind was with u throughout the night. I really couldn't sleep well, I started blaming myself for allowing you stay here all alone, I could have forced you to come with us yestaday. But hope you slept well, and.........."
Switched off my phone.....I was hearing in my spirit “Open up to
her!.Open up to her!!”.
Then i heard another voice contrary to that one saying “Dont
try it!.U’ll disappoint her.U can see how she loves and
cares for u,she’ll withdraw the gesture..What if….”
Suddenly,i felt Pastor Mrs’ hand on my shoulder.
She tapped me and said “Are you okay?.I’ve called you
twice,but you didnt respond.
What is bothering you?.What are you thinking of?.Feel free to
share it with me,i’m a mother..”
Before she could finish her sentence,i cut in “Nothing ma”.
“Hunhun!.Dont tell me there’s nothing when obviously
there’s something. That’s a lie,and i dont expect you as a child
of God to tell one,if you dont want to share it,just say you dont
want to share it,instead of saying there’s nothing when
there’s something.”
I was dumbfounded.I didnt know when i said “Okay ma,i
will tell u later”.
“ That’s better my dear.See you later then.Hurry up so you can go
for your injection on time.Make sure you eat before you go.” She said.
"Okay ma, Thank you mum"
I got to the health center that morning and saw a choir member, she was supprised to me and also to hear that I didn't attend Bode's Dad's burial.
When she asked “why?” i told her i was sick,but didnt tell
her beyond that.
As i was getting back home,i met Bode coming out of the
corpers’ quarters.
I was a bit shy to look at his face,remembering what
happened between us.I was no longer free with him.I wish i
didnt see him.
He gave me souvenirs of his dad’s burial,and said his mum
sent her greetings,and that she promised to come and visit
me as soon as she could go out.
I took those things from him and thanked him.
Then he said “Sis Sewa,i’m indeed very sorry for what
happened last week.Its the devil.Please forgive me..”
He wanted to hold my hand,but i didnt allow him.
I said “Its fine!,Its fine!!”.Just go

TBC

EPISODE 08

I didn't attend choir practise on Saturday nor church
service on sunday because i didn't want to see Mrs Williams. I've made up my mind not to tell her anything and i knew she would ask me if she set her eyes on me.
I didn't know i was only adding more petrol to a burning
fire.
Some choir members came again after service to check on
me,thinking i haven't recovered fully or not strong enough to attend service.Of course when i saw them,i pretended to be weak still.
Bode came later in d evening when everybody had left.
He said “I knew u didnt come to church today bcs of me,not
bcs of ur health.U refuse to forgive me despite my pleas.I
told u its d work of d devil,pls let’s be doing as we used to
do before..pls now”..He began to weep.
I was moved with passion when i saw him weeping.I went to
him,gave him a gentle pat on d back,and said “Dt’s
okay.Stop crying.It wasnt only ur fault,but mine too.We
both need to ask God for forgiveness and make sure it
doesnt happen….”
Before I could finise my sentence he got up and started kissing me, every attempt to rescue myself out of his hand failed at that time so I surrendered and again..................it happened!!!
Before i could put myself together,Bode dressed up and ran out of my room.
I started weeping.
“Lord,i’ve done it again.I disobeyed U.I didnt yield to the voice of d Holyspirit.What will i do now?”.
For days,i was praying and weeping,asking God for
forgiveness and what to do,i didnt hear anything as I heard it earlier.It was so obvious dt something was wrong with me,as i was a shadow of myself.Even my dressing changed,a 60yr old woman would dress better. Everybody was asking,”what’s wrong with u?.Hope there’s
no problem.Are u still sick?”.
My usual answer was “No problem,all is well”..but within me,i knew nothing was well.
I wasnt attending mid-week services also.I would prefer to be in my room,and be thinking.D thought dt bothered me most was “Will God ever forgive me?.
If d first one was a mistake,what about ds one?”.
Mrs Williams called me one wednesday evening after having prayer meeting in church.”Sis Sewa,i noticed u were not in church today for d prayer meeting,how are u?.Are u not
okay yet?”.
“I’m fine ma”.
“Then,why have u been keeping urself away from church?”.
“Nothing ma.”
“U’ve started again.Oh!.Dt reminds me,u promised to tell
me something d other day,will u come and see me tomorrow
after school?. I will be waiting for u at d church office.”
“What time ma?”
“Let’s make it 4pm”.
“Ok ma”.
She hung up, my heart started beating very fast I could even hear the sound. What will I tell her?? Maybe I should just cook up some story..but,what if she knew it’s all lies. Oh my God!..what
mess have i gotten myself into?. How will i get out of this now?.As i was pondering over ds,my phone rang.
It was my dad.I picked it.


TBC

EPISODE 09

Daddy said he would be celebrating his 60th birthday on
30th of May,and would want me to come and grace d
occasion with him and other members of d family.
I promised to come,but after d conversation,i started
praying dt i would have gotten over d mood i was before
going to Lagos,bcs i didnt want anybody in my family to
have an idea of what i was going through.
The next day i had an appointment with my pastor’s wife.I
decided not to go as i didnt know how to tell her what was
wrong with me.
Fortunately for me,she called around 2.30pm to inform me
dt we would have to postpone d meeting as she needed to
attend to a matter urgently.I was very happy to hear dt.
To avoid people coming to my house again,i decided to
attend sunday service d following week,only to discover dt
Bode was absent.I didnt even ask of him as i preferred not
to see him,but i overheard someone telling d pastor he had
gone back to school.
Immediately after the service Mrs Williams sent an ursher to tell me that she is waiting for me in her office. When I got there, she asked me what was bothering me.
I was too scared to tell her d truth,so i said “It’s family
matter ma,my dad and mum are not in good terms,and it’s
seriously affecting me….”
She said “Are u sure?”
“I said “Yes ma”.
“Anyway,if dt is d case,dont let dt affect u.There’s no
marriage without its own crises.God will be glorified in dt
union,it doesnt have to bother u,afterall,u know how to
pray,just pray for them,and everything will be well.”
Then she paused,and looked at me “Sis Sewa,are u sure ds
is what is bothering u?.I’m having a feeling u are not
telling me d truth.”
“Dt is it ma.”
“Okay.Let’s pray.”
She prayed with me,and i left.
As i was going home,d Holyspirit came with his rod
again.”Hunnnn!.U have just told another lie!!. Dt’s
another blunder..Go back and confess ur sins.”
I refused to go back.
How would i face her to tell her i told a lie,after asking me
twice if i was sure i was telling d truth,and i said yes.?.
About a week before my dad’s birthday,i fell sick .I was
throwing up,nothing stayed in my tummy,in fact i couldnt
eat.
But i just treated malaria,why ds again?.I said to myself.
I became very weak.
I decided not to call anybody’s attention..i was fighting it
alone.
Then,very early one saturday morning,Pastor Mrs came to
my house.I was so surprised to see her.
“What’s wrong with u Sis Sewa?”.
“Just a bit weak ma”.
“Just a bit weak?,when did it start”.
“About a week ago ma”
She looked at me closely and said "no it can't be let me see your eye and palm"
She checked both "you are pregnant!"
“No ma,i’m not,its malaria”.
She sat on my bed,and was looking at me.
“I said u are pregnant!.I knew it last sunday when i saw
u,but i didnt want to be too fast.Okay,if u are not
sure,let’s go to d clinic.”
“No ma,i’m not pregnant,i’m sure i’m not”.
“Now,tell me,what did u do?. Did u sleep with any man?”
I didnt answer.
“Oh my God!.U? Of all people!. I’ve been using u to counsel
sisters in church,i saw u as a role model to them….”
She bursted into tears.
I started weeping too.


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EPISODE 10

She wiped her tears,came to me and said “when last did u
see ur menses?”.
It was then i rememberd i saw it last in April,i’ve not seen
it in May.
I checked my calendar,with tears rolling down my cheeks,i
said “April 11,ma”.
“And what is today’s date?.. 23rd May,u ought to have
seen it before now….so,u didnt even know u’ve missed ur
period!.Ok,let’s go to d clinic for confirmation.”
I dressed up and followed her to d clinic.
A pregnancy test was done,and d result was positive.
When we left d clinic,Mrs Williams drove straight to d
church.We entered d office,and she locked d door behind
us.We were d only ones in d church premises.
She said “Let’s pray”.
She prayed. After d prayer,i couldn't lift up my head,i was
just looking down,i didn't want to look at her face,bcs i
knew what d next question would be,and that was d last
question i wanted to answer.
Then she said “Sis Sewa,now that we have confirmed dt u are
pregnant,can u tell me who is responsible for d
pregnancy?”.
I didnt answer. I was just sobbing in tears.
“I didn't ask u to weep,i said who is responsible for the pregnancy?”
Now, I couldn't stand it anymore, I felt like throwing, I was feeling dizzy and was very weak, my tummy was turning upside down.
I got up from where i was sitting,opposite her across d
table,managed to get to where she was,leaned on her and
fainted.
By d time i would wake up,i saw her speaking in tongues,my
dress was wet with water.She had a paper in her hands with
which she was blowing air on my wet body.
When i realised what had happened,i opened my mouth
and said “Mummy,i’m sorry for putting u through ds”.
“She said “Forget about dt….Are u now okay?”
“Yes ma”.I answered.
“Thank u Jesus”.She murmured.
She quickly plugged an electric kettle which was in d
office,got a mug,put a teabag in it,poured hot water and
added sugar.
She said “Now take ds.I didnt put milk,so it doesnt
nauseate u”.
I collected it from her,and said “Thank u ma”.I took
it,and i felt better.
She allowed me to relax very well,before she continued.
“Now,tell me,who impregnated u?”.
I bowed my head again.
“Tell me now!”
I couldnt talk..but i must tell her now,i had no choice.
Then,a thought came to my mind,”Write it in a paper”.
I saw a pen on d table,took a small piece of paper also
from d table,i wrote “Bode”.
I pushed it to her on d other side of d table where she sat
gazing at me amazingly.
I didnt know what to expect afterwards.
After reading it,she shouted “Ahhhhh!. Lord Jesus!!”
She held her head with her two hands,bowed down her head
for about 5minutes,without saying anything.
I also bowed my head,but i was peeping at her once in a
while.
By d time she lifted up her head,her eyes were filled with
tears.I cant imagine how disappointed she was.
She looked at me,and bowed her head again.
I was just weeping.
After about 10mins,she got up from her seat,came to
me,pulled me up and gave me a very warm and tight
hug. She said “I know how u are feeling. I was once in your
shoes..but hear this, though u have fallen into sin,but that is
not d end of your life,nor d end of your christianity. Jesus The
Merciful Saviour is still available to cleanse u.He still loves
u. All He wants u to do is to repent,ask for forgiveness and
sin no more. If He could have mercy on me,He will surely have mercy on you too

TBC

EPISODE 11

I was a bit relieved,at least,after hearing what Mrs
Williams said.
“Now,tell me….how did it happen?.” She asked.
I told her everything i could remember without hiding
anything intentionally.
Whenever i said something she didnt understand,she would
throw a question to me,and i would answer.
After our discussion,she said “Do u know what?”
I said “No ma”.
She said “I will take u to ur house now,to go and pick some
of ur dresses and things u’ll need for a few days after
which u will come with me to our place.
I agreed.In less than one hour,i found myself sitting in d
small,beautiful living room of D Williams.
I was taken to d visitor’s room,where i put my bag.
What am i going to do next now?….I had no idea.
Thank God for d way everything happened,maybe i would
have taught of abortion,but now,dt’s out of d way,except i
wanted to offend God more.
We didnt meet Pastor Williams at home when we got
home,he was away to attend a meeting,i learnt.
He came back around 8pm.
He was surprised to see me in their house.
I only greeted him,he answered me,and went straight into
their room.
His wife followed him immediately,i guess she was going to
tell him why he saw me in their house.
About an hour later. They both came out of their room. Pastor Williams was unusually silent, but I could read from his face that he didn't like what he heard. Of cause I didn't expect him to like what he heard.Then,Pastor Mrs came to my room after dinner and asked
“Sis Sewa,what do u want to do now?”.
“I dont even know ma.”
“Have u informed Bode?”
“No ma.I didnt even know i was pregnant.”
“I learnt he has gone back to school….Send a message to
him to inform him,let’s hear what he will say.Dont let him
know i’ve known about it o”.
“Okay ma.I’ll do dt.”


TBC

EPISODE 12
I sent a message to Bode immediately Mrs Williams left my room,informing him about d pregnancy. I expected his reply throughout d night,but he didnt. D next day was sunday.I didnt feel like going to church.I was too ashamed to see anybody’s face,though no one knew about it yet,besides The Williams.I imagined what would happen when d news went viral among church members dt i was carrying Bode’s baby….having denied dt i was in a relationship with him earlier..Oh my God! How did i find myself in ds mess?. Then i thought of my dad. Eeeeh!.My dad!!. He trusted me so much. I was his pride,his angel,d apple of his eyes. How would he take it?. I have disappointed him. And my two elder sisters. None of them had a child before marriage,even Sis Tiwa was still trusting God for d fruit of d womb then,its only Sis Temi dt had a baby girl,expecting d second one. Oh!..I’ve disappointed many people. And Bode’s mum?.Wouldnt she think i lured her son to sleep with me?.Wont she see me as a cheap girl?. As i thought of these things,tears was flowing freely from my eyes. Mrs Williams came to tell me to get dressed for service. I told her i wasnt feeling like going to church. She said “okay,its fine. Just make sure u seek d face of God for forgiveness,mercy n d way out.” I said thank you ma They left I switched off my phone. Then i started thinking again and again,weeping and asking God for forgiveness. I also prayed for His mercy and way out,as Mrs Williams told me. After d prayer,i put on my phone,and almost immediately,Bode’s message came in. I read d message which went like ds..”I was devastated by ur message. I think d only solution is abortion. I thought about it tru out d night n dt i think is d only way out. I’m very sorry for any inconvenience ds might have caused u.” I threw d phone on d bed. I said to myself “how i wish it was dt easy.” As a matter of fact,maybe i would have agreed with him, if ds woman was not involved,but now,i just have to bear d consequencies:d shame,reproach,rejection and anything That comes from it. I threw myself on d bed,covered my mouth with a pillow n screamed into it. JESUS!.JESUS!!..Pls have mercy on me….ds is too much for me. While doing ds,i heard d Pastor’s car moving into d compound. I quickly got up,wiped my face n pretended to be fine. Soon Pastor Mrs was in d room. “How was ur day my dear”. “I was praying ma”. “And weeping at d same time”. She said, smiling. I didnt answer. I showed her Bode’s message. She read it n said “i knew it. I knew dt would be his option.” Then she sat beside me on d bed,hugged me n said “Listen my darling,there’s nothing new under heaven. Many people have gone tru ds route before,and many will still go tru it. I’m sure if not for divine intervention,u could have considered abortion as Bode suggested. But sometimes we offend God while trying not to offend man. Dont use sin to cover sin. God is d Ultimate. Once He has forgiven u,it doesnt matter if anybody doesnt. Now,i will tell u d story of my own life.”

EPISODE 12
I sent a message to Bode immediately Mrs Williams left my room,informing him about d pregnancy. I expected his reply throughout d night,but he didnt. D next day was sunday.I didnt feel like going to church.I was too ashamed to see anybody’s face,though no one knew about it yet,besides The Williams.I imagined what would happen when d news went viral among church members dt i was carrying Bode’s baby….having denied dt i was in a relationship with him earlier..Oh my God! How did i find myself in ds mess?. Then i thought of my dad. Eeeeh!.My dad!!. He trusted me so much. I was his pride,his angel,d apple of his eyes. How would he take it?. I have disappointed him. And my two elder sisters. None of them had a child before marriage,even Sis Tiwa was still trusting God for d fruit of d womb then,its only Sis Temi dt had a baby girl,expecting d second one. Oh!..I’ve disappointed many people. And Bode’s mum?.Wouldnt she think i lured her son to sleep with me?.Wont she see me as a cheap girl?. As i thought of these things,tears was flowing freely from my eyes. Mrs Williams came to tell me to get dressed for service. I told her i wasnt feeling like going to church. She said “okay,its fine. Just make sure u seek d face of God for forgiveness,mercy n d way out.” I said thank you ma They left I switched off my phone. Then i started thinking again and again,weeping and asking God for forgiveness. I also prayed for His mercy and way out,as Mrs Williams told me. After d prayer,i put on my phone,and almost immediately,Bode’s message came in. I read d message which went like ds..”I was devastated by ur message. I think d only solution is abortion. I thought about it tru out d night n dt i think is d only way out. I’m very sorry for any inconvenience ds might have caused u.” I threw d phone on d bed. I said to myself “how i wish it was dt easy.” As a matter of fact,maybe i would have agreed with him, if ds woman was not involved,but now,i just have to bear d consequencies:d shame,reproach,rejection and anything That comes from it. I threw myself on d bed,covered my mouth with a pillow n screamed into it. JESUS!.JESUS!!..Pls have mercy on me….ds is too much for me. While doing ds,i heard d Pastor’s car moving into d compound. I quickly got up,wiped my face n pretended to be fine. Soon Pastor Mrs was in d room. “How was ur day my dear”. “I was praying ma”. “And weeping at d same time”. She said, smiling. I didnt answer. I showed her Bode’s message. She read it n said “i knew it. I knew dt would be his option.” Then she sat beside me on d bed,hugged me n said “Listen my darling,there’s nothing new under heaven. Many people have gone tru ds route before,and many will still go tru it. I’m sure if not for divine intervention,u could have considered abortion as Bode suggested. But sometimes we offend God while trying not to offend man. Dont use sin to cover sin. God is d Ultimate. Once He has forgiven u,it doesnt matter if anybody doesnt. Now,i will tell u d story of my own life.”

EPISODE 13

I lost my parents when i was very young n went into
prostitution when i was in school,sleeping with anything in
trouser just to get money n live fine. I aborted many
pregnancies,n at a time i just get tired of dt kind of life n
decided to opt out of prostitution..but then,unknown to
me, I was already carrying a pregnancy which i didnt know
who was responsible for it.
For a reason i couldnt really explain,i decided to have d
baby.
I had a baby girl,named Temidara n was taken care of her
alone. Since i didnt know who her father was, i gave her a
surname,Omoolorun which means a child of God.
When Temi was 2yrs old,i gave my life to Jesus n i was
seriously enjoying my new life in Christ.
About a year n half later,i met a man who proposed to
me. He was born again n feared d Lord.
We got married about six months later,n we had one of d
best marriages in d world.
Though,i didnt have a child for him,d man loved me so
much despite pressures from his friends n family members
to leave me n find another lady,having known my past.
We both continued to serve God with all of our
hearts,trusting Him dt one day,He would shut up d mouths
of our enemies n give us a child.
Then,d unexpected happened.
After 7yrs of marriage,my husband slumped n died in
church one sunday morning.
He was d one dt drove us to church dt day,he didnt
complain of having any pain earlier.
U wouldn't like to hear what i went tru in d hands of his
family members afterwards. I was treated like an animal.
Thank God for my pastor n church members dt came to my
rescue. I was not allowed to take anything out of d
house,not even my own belongings. It took my pastor’s intervention before I could be allowed to take my certificates, they said that I was responsible for their son's death. Months later I found myself sleeping around with men who where coming around to render one assitance of the other. I knew it
wasn't good,but i just couldn't help myself.
I prayed n prayed for God to deliver me,but d more i
prayed,d more i found myself in it. People in d church were
seeing me as a strong woman,but i knew i was as weak n
helpless as a worm.
Then,one day we were having a special programme in
church,n a guest minister was invited.
As he was ministering,he paused n said “God is telling
me,dt dir’s a woman here,who lost her husband sometime
ago,n has since been sleeping with men,both married n
single.U know its not good n has bn praying abt it,if only u
can come out now,God wants to deliver u. Everybody close ur
eyes”.
It took me quite some time before i could come out. Infact, it was d Holyspirit dt pushed me out.
D man prayed for me,n since dt day i was delivered.
Some women picked quarrel with me later,suspecting dir
husbands were among d men i was sleeping with. How they knew i was d one dt came out,i wouldnt know. Afterall,d pastor told everybody to close dir eyes.
About 3 months later,d same man of God dt ministered to
me,sent my pastor to tell me dt God told him to marry me.
I was surprised..”but,doesn't he have a wife?”.I asked my
pastor.
“He lost his wife last year”.He answered.
Dt man of God is Pastor Williams.
We got married,and exactly a year later,we had a set of
twins..a boy n a girl.
Dt was why i told u d other time,dt if God could have mercy
on me,He would surely have mercy on u too.
Look at 1cor 10:13.God will always provide an escape route
for u if u are His child,when u fall into d enemy’s
trap,provided u ask for forgiveness and obey his leading

TBC

I've seen this script either in a novel or movie before, cant remember which one.

let me give you the lowdown:

Mrs Williams is in cahoots with Bode to make sure the girl gets deflowered and choose one of two options: abortion or single mother/baby mama.

She could have avoided their trap (this time) by keeping her legs closed, but didnt and now has gotten derailed.

Mrs Williams and Bode, while professing to be Christians, are also members of a cult which specializes in promoting concubinage and destroying young girls' destinies. Some will become runs girls, prostitutes, etc while others will simply be baby mamas. Some will marry, some wont. There are other church members in the same secret society who remain unrevealed in the meantime. However, they all know each other.

The girl in question will consider Mrs Williams her friend, not knowing she is the brains behind the operation and possibly has had the hots for the girl's father at some point in time, unknown to most members of the church and the girl herself. Or has slept with one or more of the girl's relatives during her runs days.

Where the story will go from here, as per the girl, is up to you, op.

Thoughts, questions, etc plz direct them to the op, I simply posted my opinion, I am not the originator of the thread and neither is my post based on anybody.

Any resemblance to real life stories (in my response) is coincidental.

tpiar:
Thoughts, questions, etc plz direct them to the op, I simply posted my opinion, I am not the originator of the thread and neither is my post based on anybody.

Any resemblance to real life stories (in my response) is coincidental.

My dear I luv ur Instinct buh as I said earlier "itz a true lyf story"....wait til d end nd u will see dat itz far 4rm what u've been thinking.......all d same thankz shaa

*grabs 2 wraps of moimoi with I litre zobo,sits down*oga stormisova contunu na

Where is the rest of the story?

[quote author=Maamin post=43832179]Where is the rest of the story?

typing......................................................

go on,

Where is the rest of the story? :

My dear, I don't even know what to type but one thing I know is this God is a merciful God. Things like this happen especially to believers, especially when we allowed our emotions to becloud the presence of the HolySpirit in our lives. Thank God you are true with your academics, that is the Cross you will have to bear for now because the way I see Bode he is not ready to shoulder any responsibility as a result of fear.You have to continue to ask for mercy and grace from the Lord to help you through this trials.Pastor Mrs Williams is really a woman of God unlike some pastor Mrs nowadays who would spread the news to all and sundry , I respect her person she handle the case maturely. Another important thing is this don't allow the devil to be accusing you with guilt and condemnation because it will always make you not to realise the mercies and goodness of God.

EPISODE 14


So,u see my dear,dir’s nobody without a past,but it doesn't
matter how ugly ur past is,a bright future awaits u if u are
in Christ Jesus..said Mrs Williams.
Now,to ur situation. She continued..We must find a means by which ur parents would hear about it,n then we take it up from there.
Let me talk to my husband about it,as i cant handle ds
alone,then i’ll get back to u.
When she left,i started thinking..i was so blessed n
encouraged by her testimony,at least to learn dt someone
with such an ugly past could turn out to be a pastor with ds
motherly love n gesture is so amazing. Her words made me to develop a kind of courage n inner confidence coupled
with faith dt God who made a way for her,is still dir to
make a way for me too.
Again,i remembered my dad!.
I sighed. Next weekend,he would be marking his 60th
birthday,n expected me to be dir. How would i do it Lord?.
Later in d evening,Mrs Williams came to me n said “I’m
sorry,i had to discuss ur case with my husband,its not my
usual way of handling matters,but in a situation like ds,he
just have to be involved. Like i told u earlier,i can’t handle
it alone.”
“No problem ma”.I said.
“Now,we have decided to go with u to Lagos to attend ur
dad’s birthday,n thereby,use d opportunity to break d news
to him n other members of d family.”
I could hear my heart beat fast, infact I almost fainted. "When exactly is the birthday?" She asked. "Its Friday ma" I answered. "Oh I thought its saturday.
“D birthday falls on Friday,n he doesn't want to shift it to
Saturday,since dir’s a public holiday dt Friday”. I said.
“Dt’s beautiful then,we’ll leave on Friday morning,grace d
occasion with him n break d news later in d evening when
all d guests have left.”
And,dt was just what we did.
My dad n everybody was shocked!.
“Adesewa temi?..No it’s a lie!. How can i believe ds?.How
come?.How did it happen?. Where would i hide my face in d church?,among my christian friends?.What will i tell my
pastor?.Ahhhh Yetunde!.I never expected ds from u. Oh my
God!!.” My mum was just weeping. My sisters n i were weeping too.
Later,my dad said “Go with ur pastor o,i don't want to see
u. U’ve put me to shame. I don't want to set my eyes on u”.
We all knelt down n started begging him with tears flowing
in our eyes,but he declined.
He was too hurt. I knew why it was so painful for him. He was so proud of me,always treating me as his only daughter.
At a time,Pastor Williams excused him to his room,where
they spoke for about an hour.
Pastor Mrs also took my mum to d corridor for a private
talk.
By d time they came back,my dad was a bit calm,but i
could see he was still boiling.
D next day,i left with d Williams to Oyan.
My dad never called since then,it was only mummy dt was
calling me from time to time to ask about my welfare n to
encourage me. Inever knew she was dt loving.
I was staying with my pastor n his family as Mrs Williams
didnt allow me to go back to my house.
When we came back from Lagos,Mrs Williams said “Now call Bode,tell him to come home n see u,and tell him that you will not terminate the pregnancy, let's hear what he will have to say



TBC.......sorry 4 d late update

EPISODE 15

I was no longer active as i used to be in church.
Soon,people began to suspect something was going on.Some
came to ask me why i was living with d pastor’s family.Some
would ask why i was no longer acting as d choir mistress.
Others asked why i was putting on weight,while many others
did not come to me,they would rather backbite or gossip.
With time,my tummy was protruding.
Hun!..Come n see sidetalk in church,even during service!!.
Thank God for Pst Mrs,she has prepared me before
everything started. Sometimes when i was so bothered n
moved by what anybody did or said,i would tell her when we
get home,she would encourage me n i would get over it
immediately.I was discussing with her from time to
time,without hiding anything.Many times,she would pray
with me.She was d angel God sent to me at a time i really
needed one.
Then,one bright saturday morning,my mum called
me,telling me dt she n my dad were in Oyan,dt i should
describe where i was,as they wanted to see me.She said
they’ve been at Ikirun since friday,to attend a
programme.So,they decided to check on me before going
back to Lagos dt day.
Pastor Williams travelled,while mummy went to market to
buy some groceries for d house.
I quickly called her n told her dt my parents were in
Oyan,n were on d way to their house.
She rushed back from d market.By d time she would enter
d living room,my parents were already seated,enjoying d
cool breeze blowing from d fan my dad told me to swicth on.
They exchanged greetings.
My parents appreciated her n her husband,n told us dt he
had forgiven me..n dt he was ready to meet Bode n his
family.
He asked about his parents. We told him he lost his dad of
recent.
He said he would like to go to their house to meet his mum.
As much as i appreciated d fact dt my dad had forgiven
me,yet i didnt want him to visit Bode’s family house,as i
didnt know how he would feel,seeing d old,poverty-stricken
building they were living.
I was left with no choice anyway, so we went there together with Pastor Mrs Williams. Bode wasn't around, he was in school.His mum was in d
market,facing her business.
She had come to greet me once at my pastor’s house.
Somebody quickly ran to d market to call her,dt some
visitors from Lagos were waiting for her at home.
She rushed home to meet us. My parents were just looking
up n down d whole street n compound.
They exchanged greetings,after which we went into d sitting
room.
Pst Mrs introduced them to each other.
My dad asked about Bode n wanted to know when he would
be around.
His mum said she wasnt sure of when he would come home as
he left not too long ago.
Daddy said his mum should tell him to come n meet him in
Lagos,as dir’s something he wanted to discuss with him.
He gave her money to send to him for transportation, gave
her n her daughters money too.
We returned to pastor’s house,they ate,n left.
Now,i could go to Lagos bcs d school was on long vacation,
but i didnt want to go bcs of what i would encounter in d
hands of Lagos people too, church people,neighbours,
family n friends.
So,i told dad n mum i would prefer to stay in Oyan till
schools resume in september, and they agreed


TBC

EPISODE 16




After writing his exams,Bode came home.
One sunday after service,i saw Pastor Williams holding his
hand n they both entered d pastor’s office.
When they wouldnt come out after about one hour thirty
minutes,Pst Mrs said i should let us go home,dt she would
come back to d church later to pick Pastor.
So we left to go n prepare lunch as d children were hungry.
About one hour after we got home,Pastor Williams trekked
home with Bode.
I didnt need anybody to tell me he had been seriously
scolded.He was looking like a kid whose mother didnt
remember to drop d key of d cupboard where his lunch was
kept before she left d house.
Mummy n i were in d kitchen when they came in.
Bode came to meet us there,greeted mummy,n then turned
to me.
“Pls,we need to talk privately, Pastor said i should come n
meet u,so we can talk n sort things out.”
I wondered why,but then i turned to mummy “Am i allowed
ma?”.
“Of course,my dear.Go to ur room”.She answered.
We both went inside d room n left d door widely opened.
Goodness and Mercy (Pastor’s five year old twins) ran
after us to d room.
I heard their mum shouting from d kitchen “Come here
o,Mercy!, Goodness!!..Aunty Sewa will soon come n join
u,dont disturb them”.
As soon as d children left, Bode said “Pls,i’m sorry for
everything i’ve put u tru. Pastor have made me realise my mistake, he really spoke to me, he even asked if am born again, I told him I am. I only yielded to the call of flesh. He made me to pray a prayer of forgiveness,n i believe u’ve
done d same,i also believe God has forgiven us.I promise u
n God,just as i’ve promised my Pastor,dt such will never
happen again,not with u nor any other woman,except d one
i eventually get married to.Pls,find a place in ur heart to
forgive me.” He started shedding tears.
I asked him if he wouldnt mind going to Lagos to meet my
dad.
He said he didnt want to go initially,but Pastor Williams
told him to go,so he has decided to go.He said he would go
during d week.I gave him my dad’s number n he called him
right there.
Daddy told him to come on thursday or friday,as he wont be
in Lagos from monday to wednesday.
When he left,i told mummy everything we discussed.
She said “Thank God he’s able to realise his mistakes. Dont
worry,God will surely perfect everything. Let’s just keep
praying. He never fails.”
Again,we prayed about Bode’s meeting with my dad,dt
God’s perfect will should be done.
She asked if i had an idea of what my dad wanted to
discuss with Bode.
I said i had no idea,dt my mum only told me dt she had
been talking to daddy everyday about my case,n dt she
really begged him before he could agree to come to Oyan to
meet Bode’s mum. And as God would have it,they needed to
attend dt programme at Ikirun which was just a few
kilometers to Oyan.
“Well,all shall be well”. She answered.
Finally,thursday came.
Bode called me very early in d morning,to inform me dt he
was in d park,waiting for d bus to be full,n then,he would be on his way to lagos.


TBC

EPISODE 17

Bode came back from Lagos on saturday.He passed two
nights in our house.
He was so surprised at how he was warmly received by my
parents n siblings.
He really didnt give me d details,but i knew he gave Pastor
d full gist.
With time,my dad became a loving dad to Bode.
They were always talking of each other.
Bode’s 21st birthday met him in Lagos,n according to him,
my family marked it for him in a little way,which he really
appreciated.
He proposed to me,but i turned it down immediately. Not
bcs i didnt have feelings for him,but because of d age
difference.
When i told mummy about it, her reply surprised me.”Go n
pray about it my dear. Whatever God asks u to do,do it..but
about d issue of age difference,it has no meaning.”
“But….Ma,even if God comes down to tell me to marry
him,i dont think i can.How can i marry someone i’m 4yrs
older than?.He’s just 21 n i’m 25.”
She laughed n said “Is there anywhere it is written in d
bible dt husband must be older than his wife?.D bible only
says dt wives should be submissive to dir own husbands,n as
a result of dt, we have programmed it in our minds that the only person we could be submisive to must be somebody older than us, for your information, am 3 years older than my husband. If I didn't tell u now,how would u know?.Go n pray
my dear,n let God’s will be done”.
I prayed n didnt have any restriction in my spirit.
I told my Pastor about it n they prayed for us.
My parents also agreed with d union n we got married at
Ikeja Registry in december, after which we went for
marriage blessings at my parents’ church.
I had a bouncing baby boy on d 17th of January,named
Oluwadarasimi (Meaning God is good to me).I decided to
stay with d Williams until i had d baby.
When Bode graduated from school,my dad connected him
with one of his friends who employed him in his company.
With time,he became d manager of d company,n we’ve been
doing fine since.
We celebrated our 9th wedding anniversary last
december,n up till now,i’m still trusting God for another
baby.
Sometimes in my thought,i would imagine what would have
happened if i had aborted Darasimi’s pregnancy.
I would have thought i couldn’t have another child due to d
abortion.I would never recover from d guilt.
Also,i would have remained barren up till now,not having
any child at all.
I would have been a hinderance to Bode’s destiny.
Lastly,i would have attracted d wrath of God upon myself
in a big way.
Looking at Darasimi,who is Bode’s carbon copy,he has d gift
of singing n playing instruments.He had been composing his
own songs since age 5,dir’s no sentence he cant bring out a
song from,just say it,n he would turn it to a song. And by
now,he’s becoming a Guru in playing keyboard.
I have no doubt God will still bless me with more children, He
had assured me of dt,n i know He would never fail.
My brethren,pls let us learn from ds story.It doesnt matter
how tough what u are going tru is,one day,an end shall
come to it.
Even,if u have missed it in life, dir’s still Somebody u can
turn to,He Is The Way,The Truth and The Life. He will
surely show u d way out if u allow Him to lead u.Never cover
ur sin with another sin. If u do,u are only sitting on a time
bomb,it will explode sooner than expected. Remain Blessed


THE END

Hmnnn.

God bless you abundantly...