Jesuobu:
you're welcome my dear but your are ignoring the last step, which is giving me her name. I don't need her full name but only her first name so that when I speak to God in prayer, I should be able to tell Him the exact person I'm referring to but if you choose to do it on your own without my assistance, it's still OK. Just have faith and everything will be fine

so yahweh doesn't know the content of your heart or what? Just tell him Mercykayy on Nairaland needs help.
Imagine, many people have been praying for me also to return to yahweh(satan), but it hasn't been working, maybe because they don't know my real name

Congratulations OP. All these god-believers reject other gods so you should be able to reject their god too.

Mercykayy:

I'm beginning to think he doesn't exist. Don't know how to let them know about this at home.

Where you able to get through this? Are you still an atheist?

Mercykayy:
Please help! I think I am becoming an atheist. I've realized that I just don't believe in christianity anymore. I only attend church services anytime I'm home but not in school. Church preaching are always boring to me..
Please, I don't want insults. Thanks all.

How's your journey?