mastermaestro:
I won't condemn you. Most addictions are learnt at the dawn of youth years. You picked up a very bad habit that has entrapped you without mercy. Hey bro, you were deflowered by a marine demon-possessed prostitute. The demon now lives inside of you. You cannot break free by any human efforts. Only a supernatural intervention will be able to destroy its grip on you!

No kindergarten should quote me senselessly on this matter. Op, just look for a spiritually sound pastor to help you intercede through prayers. Try all you can, you cannot break free by yourself! You are dealing with a resident sex demon.

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All this year's i have tried all i could but no way, the sexual urges keeps coming back, last week i swore never to go there again, but this week alone i still went yesterday and a day before yesterday am presently regretting it now and feels like killing my self for my foolishness , now i have swore never to go again with all seriousness, but am not so sure if i will be able to withstand the urges if it arrives again. Thank you very much sir, i will do as you commanded, thank you i really do appreciate this. Thank you

Aashik:
Kudos to you bro, it take a strong will to type all this epistle. I feel your pain.
First and foremost, i want you to know that everyone has battled with one addiction or another. Like me, i was a chronic game addict and porn addict.
Thank God for all the beautiful well wishers i was/am amongst. So you are not alone.
Secondly, know that every reality began with a thought backed by faith and persistence. You have been unconsciously repeating to yourself consistently for many years that you have no control over it, so you mind believed it. Which shows in your moniker.
So the first part of solution lies with your thoughts.
It will be better if you to stop all the unconscious negative autosuggestion and take a lead on conciously constructed positive ones. Very sure with time you mind wil take it up. It is POSSIBLE.
something like
" i release the need to visit brothels
I am overcoming the need to be controlled by sex
I can achieve anything i set my mind on
I am the master of my destiny
I am getting over any sort of addiction by the day...etc.
You can construct more.....start with continuous tense then transit to affirmations. Make sure to write them down and read
Read it first thing in the morning and a moment before you go to bed at night .

Also, PRAYER...i mean fervently. You need it the most

Fasting...pray when you wanna break your fast

Avoid FRIENDS that do the same like abomination.
Mingle with righteous ones. This will go a long way

CHARITY...GIVE MORE and MORE and MORE alms to the needy... THAT'S a SHORTCUT

Help and satisfy your mum, make her happy and Make your Mom pray for you everyday...it works like MAGIC

Someone had advised you on money.. .heed.

On gynaecomasta...(abeg no comot my teeth ).
It is curable, seek medical assistant.

Why did you sentence yourself to prison....tomorrow wear no shirt to bathroom and bath at the normal time you used to bath before. People gossip the dead.
Set yourself free. Be brave, take the bold step.

About opposite sex.... You can get any girl you want bro, it all down to your confidence erase the thought that because of gynaecomasta you can get girls. You will find your missing rib. Carry yourself above high. Get out of your shell, stop finding excuses

Lastly... Follow the various advices given and HAVE FAITH! HAVE FAITH!! HAVE FAITH!!!. You need it, can't emphasize it enough.

From a muslim

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Thank you very much sir, i will try my possible best to do as you commanded, but wearing no shirt to the bathroom?? That is definitely the last thing i will ever think of, even at gun point i don't really thinks it will ever be possible, you won't really understands.

I can avoid friends
Fasting and praying, this will hard me a little
Meditation, am okay with it
Giving to my mum, hmmmm will be hard also
Giving to charity will be hard also, but i will try my possible best

Am just being honest

hiroz:
op i think your problem is psychological.
from what you've written ,you are an introvert and you come from a family with problems, coupled with your
gynaecomastia, you developed a very low self-esteem and feel unaccepted by everyone around you, i cant imagine how u feel, living with a junior brother you are afraid off..
the prostitues are like an escape for u, they won't judge you, wont look down on you, and they wont belittle you like you junior brother.
Op you can't overcome this on your own, you need help, if only you had someone u could trust a confidant, that'll look out for you and help you come down from the high you feel when the urge comes..

one thing I'll advise u too do is to start body building, it'll help with your gynaecomastia..

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Thank you very much sir, you are definitely right am 101% an introvert
Always shy all the time, i mean very shy
As for body building i have done that before but it didn't really work, my ganaecomasta is not the one caused by fat, if it is it would have vanishes my now, it's two rubbery hard tissues under my aerola, in the inside of my chest, the fair colour it has really made it looks like a feminine brest, more that 6 years now, no human alive, man or woman, boy or girl has ever seen my chest.

As for my junior brother, it's not really like am afraid of him, but it's just that am just being careful bcus one thing might lead to another and fight might start between us, God forbid we might probably be outside that day, he might disgrace me and i won't be able to bear such shame, that last time we fought that was when i lost my 3 front tooth all broken into half, two f them now looks very sharp because of the way and shape it was broken, i really don't know what might happen next if we found our self fighting again, am not really sure am ready for that yet, i always ran out of breath easily even with the most slightest thing, just shouting alone i will be feeling weak and tired, i have muscular pains also, i don't think i will be able to fight a 15-17 years old presently now, i will be beaten mercilessly, the last time I played ball for not up to 30 minutes, i was unable to stand up from the bed the next morning, so much pains all over the whole of my body, i can't even stretch my hands on that next day, i was totally finished.

Luxuryconsult:
Op don't mind all those talking about one useless prayer, fasting or any mumu church. You don't need anybody at the moment except yourself, no one will save you except you. It is addiction, and you've just taken the first step to getting out of it by complaining/voicing it out.. It literally means your soul and spirit is now tired of it buh tour body is still in control.. Just give it time, you'd get there. You can get yourself a girlfriend or turn a player for fun in a bid to help controlling your flesh. As time goes by, sex will mean nothing to your flesh anymore cuz it'd have had its fill. And then try class yourself in the society, i think this will bring shame to your flesh anytime it's requesting for a prostitute again, the fear of being seen by people that respect you will help you shun any brothel around. So you don't need any prayer or any fasting or any pastor. All you need is you.

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Thank you very much sir, you were right when u said my spirit doesn't needs it but my flesh does, am tired already am tired but the urges keeps pushing me, i swore never and ever to go there again, but just yesterday i still went and i was filled with so much anger and regrets, i hated my self and wishes i should just die. But not i have made another promise again, but i really don't know if i can hold it off before weekend.

Maychang:
Hm. This is a big shocker.

For those that are upcoming A.Q patronisers or you have it in mind to go there, learn from the OP today and know that just 1 night of pleasure can turn your life into a complete mess.

As the OP talked about 460. I was amazed. Sex is like a soul tie. Imagine your soul being tied to 460 persons.
Lets look at it this way.

OP's first contact was a prostitute who had probably slept with about 500 Men (depending on when she started her trade before OP met her). So OP was joined to 500 souls instantly. Lets say Olosho number 2 has soul ties with 300men. So lets add 500+300= 800

Then the List goes on and on SOtey Op reach 460 (lets assume he repeated the same prostitute 2 times) that would give an average of 230 women who each of them has an average soul tie of 100 Men/Women (each (which is more than 100, but lets use this figure not to scare you)

230×100= 23000.

OP you currently have nothing less than 23000+ demons. Let me be truthful. It would be very Hard to break. But here is good news.

If Jesus could cast out "Legion" from that Man in the bible, then he can do yours as well. The journey wont be easy i must tell you. The enemy would even make things difficult for you in order not to break loose. He would fight you but you must fight it to the end.

Dont mind those telling you not to go to church. Trust me, its the fastest route. Else you would keep going in circles and may not find life worth living.

I wish you well my dear. JESUS LOVES YOU

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Thank you very much ma'am, i appreciate this, i have really tried all i could, but nothing really seems to be working, i kept going back, even yesterday i fought it so hard with all might and strength but at the end i still went, after everything i was so furious and filled with so much rage and anger, i just kept cursing my self and Wishing God should take my life, such anger and retreat and i have swore never to go there again, but i really don't know if i can hold this urge enough till weekend, i don't really knows why it keeps pushing me even when i tried resisting with all my might. Am really so frustrated

LadySarah:


You are not finished,you can ovrrcome it.

Dunno what to say but you are in my prayers,for the sake of your mum dont llook back.

Thank you very much ma'am, i appreciate this. Thank you

egopersonified:
this life sha. you mean you have boobs and you are hiding it? if you know how most women hate flat chest eh?

apart from work, please look for other activities to get involved in, can you register somewhere to go swimming, here it's 1k per session. if you are registered, you can pay weekly or monthly, and please don't tell me about people seeing your boobs while swimming

Thank you very much ma'am, but even at gun point i don't thinks i can take off my shirt, even my younger brother that is just 11, i hides it strictly for him, i always avoids camp like a plague, i no longer take my bath at anytime, i always observed if there is anyone at he backyard before rushing into the bathroom, and if after bating i will start peeping if there is any, all because am on shirt coming from the bathroom, and if there is eventually any then i will be there no matter how long it takes and wait for the person to leave before coming out, this has been my experience all my whole life.

Acidosis:

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What you need is solution. Stop thinking about regrets,think the way forward. Keep cash away from you,without it you can't make a deal. Stop clubbing and drinking. Do it gradually,take one step at a time. Change your friends. Start other after work activities. Join a class,choir,gym,a serious football team or an evening work. No more free time.
Desert or mountain Prayer like others have suggested. It will give you opportunity to stay away from frivolities and commune with Divine.

The part you fought with your brother got me laughing out loud.

Back to the topic, what you're dealing with is an addiction, it's that way because you were deflowered by prostitutes. The solution to your problem lies within you...the decisions you make now will determine whether you'll quit or keep going back to the brothel. Firstly, get a girlfriend since you're now sexually active...one you love. Secondly, decide never to visit the brothel and be willing to fight the urge to 'cause sex is overrated. All the hype ends the second you cum. Is that worth visiting brothels for? I find guys who patronise prostitutes to have low moral compass. Lastly, develop self-control 'cause it's important.

guy u said he should get a girlfriend aren't u feeling pity for the girlfriend someone who HSS had sex with slmoya thousand women should insert that same dick on an Innocent gal haba na

One unfortunate lady will go and marry this one and be praying every night for God to make him faithful; not knowing that he has destroyed his life with brothels.

Since its like some sort of passion...guess that's your path..lol

Na wa ooooo, things dey happen ooooo

amfinishedhelp:



Thank you very much ma'am, but even at gun point i don't thinks i can take off my shirt, even my younger brother that is just 11, i hides it strictly for him, i always avoids camp like a plague, i no longer take my bath at anytime, i always observed if there is anyone at he backyard before rushing into the bathroom, and if after bating i will start peeping if there is any, all because am on shirt coming from the bathroom, and if there is eventually any then i will be there no matter how long it takes and wait for the person to leave before coming out, this has been my experience all my whole life.

I hope you are not dead yet?