right now, I am buried in severe nervousness. I read about HIV stuffs here on nairaland few days ago and like 3 days after, I developed a sore on the left corner of my throat. Though, it has resolved a bit but I am still having slight feelings of its presence. My ear now also ache me at random time and so also my neck on the left side. When I noticed all these, I was extremely anxious. Not long and why still basking in the unpleasant tought associated with the nervousness, I developed hurts on my body from one spot to the other. It may hurt ( like say he they pepper me ) on my leg now and the next moment it may be on my hand or elsewhere. It doesnt hurt me all over my body at the same time but from one spot to the other. The hurt has now largely settled on my chest at the right side. Right now, I am in great fear to do any test. God forbid, if it turn out to be what i am thinking, the rest of my life will be miserable. I don't think there is any PhD holder in counselling that can cansel me back to normal life. Not only me will even suffer, my mum may also not recover from the shock. I am dam emotional and weak-minded. For the past 5 days now, i hardly had meaningful night rest. It has been sleepless night all through. Pls, Doctors in the house, how can i overcome this ?

Ftc.... MODIFIED............ When you were toasting, did you call us? When you were fucking, did you call us? No e be like say oja fe bust lara e (yoruba guys will understand) you come nairaland day cry. Ogbeni, JA PA!!!

erunbami:
right now, I am buried in severe nervousness. I read about HIV stuffs here on nairaland few days ago and like 3 days after, I developed a sore on the left corner of my throat. Though, it has resolved a bit but I am still having slight feelings of its presence. My ear now also ache me at random time and so also my neck on the left side. When I noticed all these, I was extremely anxious. Not long and why still basking in the unpleasant tought associated with the nervousness, I developed hurts on my body from one spot to the other. It may hurt ( like say he they pepper me ) on my leg now and the next moment it may be on my hand or elsewhere. It doesnt hurt me all over my body at the same time but from one spot to the other. The hurt has now largely settled on my chest at the right side. Right now, I am in great fear to do any test. God forbid, if it turn out to be what i am thinking, the rest of my life will be miserable. I don't think there is any PhD holder in counselling that can cansel me back to normal life. Not only me will even suffer, my mum may also not recover from the shock. I am dam emotional and weak-minded. For the past 5 days now, i hardly had meaningful night rest. It has been sleepless night all through. Pls, Doctors in the house, how can i overcome this ?

I will advice you make up your mind and go for the test.
what you don't know kills you faster

We that are living with the virus, are we demons?

your own imagination will kill you first before anything. I have gone for test twice without any fear though the first one was a bit scary because of the delay. having HIV is not the end of world what you lack is proper orientation

Don't go for any test... What are you even looking for? You'll be fine.

Except you're sure you exposed yourself

most of those
symptoms are illusion caused by fear or normal typhoid or malaria symptoms, it happened to me b4 I went for test and found nothing.. just man up and go for a test..