Good day everyone reading this. Let me explain my story, I was born in Nigeria but moved to Germany when I was 4 years old and grew up in Germany and the UK.

And I have always been fascinated by my roots, heritage and culture (I'm igbo). Last year I took time off to spend it in Nigeria, i stayed there for 6 months and my goal was to learn Igbo and understand the way of life. Unfortunately I didn't manage to learn igbo in just 6 months ( which isn't surprising at all ) but I learned plenty of other things and valued my time there greatly.

One of my biggest motivations to have gone to Nigeria in the first place was an inferiority complex I've been battling with for many years.

I feel inferior to the general population of Nigeria, for having gone through things i cant even imagine, like federal boarding school, or university, cult involvements, torture by police etc.

Anytime my parents tell me stories about their boarding school experience it always makes me feel so much inferior for not having gone through the same struggles.

My life has been very easy compared to most ( in Nigeria). And now I'm back in Germany I feel like i still need to be in Nigeria as my training isn't complete.

so na like this u like suffer.enjoy ur cornflakes jeje.if I hear chuu chuu

Hmmmm.

Village people seems to be at work here.

Bro, there’s an error in your last paragraph. To be frank with you, you seriously don’t need to be in Nigeria, at least not now.

You have two options:

1. Come back home, dash me your green card and any bank accounts you own then stay in Nigeria while I go and take over your existence in Germany.

2. Start taking drugs, the stronger the better.
In a few years time you’ll become homeless, probably go to prison and suffer — living up to your fantasy of struggle and adversity.

Those who told you the stories about Nigeria must have been master storytellers. They successfully glorified suffering and hardship to the point of making you feel inadequate for not being one of the numerous victims of excruciating suffering.

I respect them very much!