*JUST ME*
The regrets of yesterday keeps hunting me
My soul is like a haunted cave , fear and sorrow are my only console
You ought to learn from your past right?
But I don't!!
My past is to make me a better person ,but it only makes me worst
I laugh and play around just so I could forget who I really am, thinking that will make me better, but I only get better at being me!!
I feel immense anger when I see people merry and are peaceful. I wonder what's so good about life that you could be so joyful? Or maybe they're just like me, trying to hide the pain that lies deep within
Its as though am awake from one dream yet sleeping in another
Its like my body is separated from my soul and am just somewhere between, floating!!
Am so scared and cold, my eyes are drained with tears but no one seems to notice
The limit to my joy is sorrow
The peak of my successes is failure
I scream but no one hears
I call for help but no one listens
No matter how hard I try, am always left alone
I realize it's always me, will always be me, *just me*