Please my fellow Nairalanders,
I created this account just to post this so that my wife, family and friends will not see it in my original account.
I am having thoughts of suicide lately, it seems more and more appealing to me the more I think of it cos I don't see how I will go on, I don't want to go on anymore. The only thing still keeping me alive now is the thought that suicide is a sin and I might end up in hell for it, if not, I would have taken the decision a long time ago.
I have a wife and 2 kids, but it seems my death will do them a big favor instead.... They will mourn for a while, and maybe just maybe, my wife will remarry and she and the kids will be better taken care of and life will be better for them cos I can't bear seeing my family hungry and not taken care of. As a man it kills me inside. My wife has been seriously sick for the past 3 days now and I can't buy paracetamol for her. She is just bearing the sickness in silence, feigning being alright in my presence so as not to make me feel bad. One has to see money for food before talking of money for medicine. I am really really fed up. The issues are just to numerous to type here.
Please I have tried every reason to hold on and I am exhausted. If anyone has any other reason to hold on or any words of encouragement that might lift me up, I will really appreciate it before the devil takes over. Thanks

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When there's life there's hope...
Stay alive think big irrespective of the challenges u're facing...
You'll conquer..
Suicide is not the solution at all.
Truly you'll end up in hell if u do so..
Just Stay strong you'll make it

Sucide shouldn't be an option. As long as you're alive, there's hope. Open up to your family/relative, close friend, they should help.

StrikeBack:
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If d only reason U want to commit suicide is becos U can't afford medicine for ur wife and feed ur 2 kids den I dont believe ur story as it sounds too shallow.. U are not depressed but simply looking for money

Please I need Bible verses too to encourage me... Very important. Thanks

Nbote:
If d only reason U want to commit suicide is becos U can't afford medicine for ur wife and feed ur 2 kids den I dont believe ur story as it sounds too shallow.. U are not depressed but simply looking for money

God bless you for your comment. Only God knows everything. I pray no one ever finds himself/herself in a situation where contemplating suicide will seem like a good option. God bless you

Turn ur case to testimony later later brother, suicide are for cowards,

IWantToGiveUp:

God bless you for your comment. Only God knows everything. I pray no one ever finds himself/herself in a situation where contemplating suicide will seem like a good option. God bless you

My comment was based on d fact dat U could contemplate suicide despite having a sick wife and 2 kids like U claim. I've done a bit of a background check and see no reason why U can't use ur real moniker to ask for help. U think suicide is d solution right? U do know they will have to look for money dat isnt available to bury U ryt? So where do U want dem to get it from? We all need something and not opening up about what we need means we may neva get it.

Nbote:


My comment was based on d fact dat U could contemplate suicide despite having a sick wife and 2 kids like U claim. I've done a bit of a background check and see no reason why U can't use ur real moniker to ask for help. U think suicide is d solution right? U do know they will have to look for money dat isnt available to bury U ryt? So where do U want dem to get it from? We all need something and not opening up about what we need means we may neva get it.

Like I said earlier, God knows everything,and he knows if I am being honest or not. That not withstanding, I appreciate your comment. May the devil not have the last say in my life in Jesus name... Amen

IWantToGiveUp:
Please I need Bible verses too to encourage me... Very important. Thanks

Suicide have never been an answer

Every suicidal regret it when it's already too late, this is base on the account of those that manage to escape the attempt.

We know it's not easy at all but hold on, taking your own life should be ruled out.

You want to commit suicide because you don't have money today. What will be your advise a man that have million in his bank account but want to commit suicide because he don't have children.

A cousin of mine was once repariated from UK in 2006, upon arrival in Lagos with what he saved while there he bought a 2003 Honda Accord. He drove to the village and robber stole the car and the only thing he though of was suicide.

While considering the thought, he asked himself "what will be my siblings reaction". After much thought, he gave up the idea of suicide.

Fast forward. Today he have a 9yrs old daughter, he own a hostel, he import and sell cars before relocating to the US 5yrs ago. Now he have a US green card and doing very well pursuing a degree in computer science.

My brother, we don't know what tomorrow will be just hold on and don't let go. Since you mentioned the Bible. Read the story of Joseph, Jonah and David these men went through trials but they overcame.

Like Peter, gold and silver I don't have to give but with God being God, you shall overcome.

IWantToGiveUp:
Please my fellow Nairalanders,
I created this account just to post this so that my wife, family and friends will not see it in my original account.
I am having thoughts of suicide lately, it seems more and more appealing to me the more I think of it cos I don't see how I will go on, I don't want to go on anymore. The only thing still keeping me alive now is the thought that suicide is a sin and I might end up in hell for it, if not, I would have taken the decision a long time ago.
I have a wife and 2 kids, but it seems my death will do them a big favor instead.... They will mourn for a while, and maybe just maybe, my wife will remarry and she and the kids will be better taken care of and life will be better for them cos I can't bear seeing my family hungry and not taken care of. As a man it kills me inside. My wife has been seriously sick for the past 3 days now and I can't buy paracetamol for her. She is just bearing the sickness in silence, feigning being alright in my presence so as not to make me feel bad. One has to see money for food before talking of money for medicine. I am really really fed up. The issues are just to numerous to type here.
Please I have tried every reason to hold on and I am exhausted. If anyone has any other reason to hold on or any words of encouragement that might lift me up, I will really appreciate it before the devil takes over. Thanks

take it easy there is always hope if there is life,am always like you then but I keep motivating my self although am not married everything will be find just because of those children don't do it try and always sing praises to God and watch how things turn around

Please let's find a way to support and help him financially nothing is too small because from his explanation he needs financial assistance and prayers

Nbote:
If d only reason U want to commit suicide is becos U can't afford medicine for ur wife and feed ur 2 kids den I dont believe ur story as it sounds too shallow.. U are not depressed but simply looking for money

why dont you believe, what is worse than these?

when there's life there's hope, u do have a job right, or u got fired

IWantToGiveUp:

Like I said earlier, God knows everything,and he knows if I am being honest or not. That not withstanding, I appreciate your comment. May the devil not have the last say in my life in Jesus name... Amen

I attempted suicide twice and I survived points to note: 1. If you attempt and fail you will be disfigured. this is what people who want to attempt don't know. E.g. drink acid if you survive your gullet will be damaged and you might be feeding through pipe. Point no. 2. I don't know how to encourage you but one thing I can assure you is, if you on your own manage to come out of this successfully. You will live a better and happy life. From my experiences. Above all "what doesn't kill, will make you stronger". I will only advice you to pull back a little bit, relax, give everything a little time. Everything will be fine

God bless you.

govomotors:


Suicide have never been an answer

Every suicidal regret it when it's already too late, this is base on the account of those that manage to escape the attempt.

We know it's not easy at all but hold on, taking your own life should be ruled out.

You want to commit suicide because you don't have money today. What will be your advise a man that have million in his bank account but want to commit suicide because he don't have children.

A cousin of mine was once repariated from UK in 2006, upon arrival in Lagos with what he saved while there he bought a 2003 Honda Accord. He drove to the village and robber stole the car and the only thing he though of was suicide.

While considering the thought, he asked himself "what will be my siblings reaction". After much thought, he gave up the idea of suicide.

Fast forward. Today he have a 9yrs old daughter, he own a hostel, he import and sell cars before relocating to the US 5yrs ago. Now he have a US green card and doing very well pursuing a degree in computer science.

My brother, we don't know what tomorrow will be just hold on and don't let go. Since you mentioned the Bible. Read the story of Joseph, Jonah and David these men went through trials but they overcame.

Like Peter, gold and silver I don't have to give but with God being God, you shall overcome.

what become of them after your demise? think of others who commit suicide due barrenness, be positive, better days ahead.

IWantToGiveUp:
Please my fellow Nairalanders,
I created this account just to post this so that my wife, family and friends will not see it in my original account.
I am having thoughts of suicide lately, it seems more and more appealing to me the more I think of it cos I don't see how I will go on, I don't want to go on anymore. The only thing still keeping me alive now is the thought that suicide is a sin and I might end up in hell for it, if not, I would have taken the decision a long time ago.
I have a wife and 2 kids, but it seems my death will do them a big favor instead.... They will mourn for a while, and maybe just maybe, my wife will remarry and she and the kids will be better taken care of and life will be better for them cos I can't bear seeing my family hungry and not taken care of. As a man it kills me inside. My wife has been seriously sick for the past 3 days now and I can't buy paracetamol for her. She is just bearing the sickness in silence, feigning being alright in my presence so as not to make me feel bad. One has to see money for food before talking of money for medicine. I am really really fed up. The issues are just to numerous to type here.
Please I have tried every reason to hold on and I am exhausted. If anyone has any other reason to hold on or any words of encouragement that might lift me up, I will really appreciate it before the devil takes over. Thanks

IWantToGiveUp:
Please my fellow Nairalanders,
I created this account just to post this so that my wife, family and friends will not see it in my original account.
I am having thoughts of suicide lately, it seems more and more appealing to me the more I think of it cos I don't see how I will go on, I don't want to go on anymore. The only thing still keeping me alive now is the thought that suicide is a sin and I might end up in hell for it, if not, I would have taken the decision a long time ago.
I have a wife and 2 kids, but it seems my death will do them a big favor instead.... They will mourn for a while, and maybe just maybe, my wife will remarry and she and the kids will be better taken care of and life will be better for them cos I can't bear seeing my family hungry and not taken care of. As a man it kills me inside. My wife has been seriously sick for the past 3 days now and I can't buy paracetamol for her. She is just bearing the sickness in silence, feigning being alright in my presence so as not to make me feel bad. One has to see money for food before talking of money for medicine. I am really really fed up. The issues are just to numerous to type here.
Please I have tried every reason to hold on and I am exhausted. If anyone has any other reason to hold on or any words of encouragement that might lift me up, I will really appreciate it before the devil takes over. Thanks

I smell SCAM. All this story just so people will send you money. smh

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Good Evening All. Someone has connected me to a Man of God at Aba where it is suggested I go for deliverance as the problems seem not to be ordinary.
The issues I am having are way way back and have lingered for so long, my wife's sickness and children's plight were just the stuff that finally broke my resolve and I started contemplating suicide as a last result.
After the interstate Lockdown is lifted, I will go to Aba, but before then if anyone has any deliverance pastor in Lagos (who won't charge me money please) or any specific Bible Verses to encourage me while I wait for the Lockdown to be lifted, I will really appreciate it.
And for all those who think this is a format or scam or whatever, my prayer for you all is this.... May the good Lord Almighty never permit into your lives any situation that will make you cry out to strangers for help or make you begin to contemplate suicide as a last result for otherwise you wouldn't understand. And for all those that encouraged me with your kind words, in your time of need, may the Lord God Almighty also send people to encourage and strengthen your faith in him in Jesus name.... Amen.

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you talk like a sick fool...


im sure you are not up to 16 years.


go read your books boy. stop wasting time . commenting stupid comment


sick

did u even read what he said before insulting him?

IWantToGiveUp:
Good Evening All. Someone has connected me to a Man of God at Aba where it is suggested I go for deliverance as the problems seem not to be ordinary.
The issues I am having are way way back and have lingered for so long, my wife's sickness and children's plight were just the stuff that finally broke my resolve and I started contemplating suicide as a last result.
After the interstate Lockdown is lifted, I will go to Aba, but before then if anyone has any deliverance pastor in Lagos (who won't charge me money please) or any specific Bible Verses to encourage me while I wait for the Lockdown to be lifted, I will really appreciate it.
And for all those who think this is a format or scam or whatever, my prayer for you all is this.... May the good Lord Almighty never permit into your lives any situation that will make you cry out to strangers for help or make you begin to contemplate suicide as a last result for otherwise you wouldn't understand. And for all those that encouraged me with your kind words, in your time of need, may the Lord God Almighty also send people to encourage and strengthen your faith in him in Jesus name.... Amen.

lol u are not serious u want to go to aba to look for pastor ur problem is spiritual, i swear i hate being a Nigerian, so many dull people around. After lock down put ur head together bro look for a job start some where ur family will never let ur family suffer cut ur coat according to ur size n pray.

travelling to look for pastor yet u no get moni for panadol, u are not smart at allllllll. be looking for pastor every where u hear. nonsense.

You are not in need bro, you are in need and you still have pride not to use your real account and post this, why did you create new account, use your old account and send you account details to me, I will credit you

betonnaira:
did u even read what he said before insulting him?

was I talking you you

was not referring to the op. read his comment.

if he doesnt want to help the op.. he should have by passed the post. are you his brother. ??