May 26, 2020
“I AM TIRED OF THIS LIFE” SHE SAID
“I am tired of this life” She said
I just talked to a long-time friend of mine whom I have not spoken to for a long time. She said something that wasn’t foreign to me but touched my soul. “I am tired of this life”
I remember saying those exact words some weeks back.

Do you know that depression is real?

It comes in different forms, but its goal is to take away your joy.
Have you ever felt this yearning ache in your heart that something is missing, maybe a purpose maybe a dream, maybe someone? Have you ever felt this emptiness in your body and soul that your innards felt so hollow? Have you ever felt lonely even in a crowd of people that cared about you, that even their attention doesn’t reach that depth of ache that comes intermittently, without warning it throws you off balance.

Sometimes it leaves you crying helplessly, and shamelessly with a heart wrenching pain that you feel better after those healing tears. That hurt that cries into you, telling you that all your sacrifices/ years have been wasted.

Have you ever had this feeling about your life, that there is something it was supposed to complete, but sometimes it seems lost wandering today that tomorrow you find yourself once more and borrow some energy, from any source to keep pushing?

Suicide is nt an option

It's not over till it's OVER! Hang on there!

YES i will keep hanging on to life.
thanks