Karleb:
I hope you find peace.

Dear parent, if you can't cater for a child do not bear one.

A lot of depression in Nigeria are poverty induced.

DumbGeek:
After a failed overdose last year, I came in contact with this great man, Mr Josh Yi of David E Taylor ministries, I was just on my own on the hospital bed when I got a message request from him, I was thinking inside of me, who could this be, he introduced himself and said to me that God sent him to deliver me from the hands of the devil. I have been an altar server for over 13 years, and coupled with my praying spirit I have worked with many pastors and priests. But at that moment I was down and needed their support and help, I was on my own. Well Mr Josh took me as a special case and he has always given me that moral support.

So tonight while I was reminiscing on my decisions, he called, just out of the the blue, because we haven't talked in months now, we talked to about what I'm going through and all. we also prayed.

He has given me a chance to make it pass tonight, I hope God set up someone for my sake

Naijabad:


I don't have anything in life. I still struggle to feed myself and family.

But I cannot read through your story without lending a helping hand.

If you're in Lagos, let me know your address; I will visit you within the week.

If you aren't in Lagos, put your account number let me give you a token to buy food and drugs.

Whatever you do, don't take your life. The owner will ask you tough questions, believe me, you wont have any answer.

Bro., I see your breakthrough.

Blessingisrael:
Hold on, don't give up, at least not yet. There is light at the end of the tunnel. What can you do with your hands if given an opportunity?

DumbGeek:
I was learning plumbing, but due to health issues, I had to stop for now.

I'm also applying for nursing school admission.

Blessingisrael:




if the admission comes, how do you expect to pay for it really? what exactly are your challenges?

DumbGeek:
Read my story and help anyone you can, don't let them end up like me

I'm not really a writer, and this is not main account.

I don't know where to start, but one thing I know is that I have come at the Nd of my journey here, the pain, the pressure, the failure, those words, I can't bear no more... Before you tell me to talk to God, since my childhood knowing where I come from and knowing the journey is not going to be an easy one for me, I have always put my faith in Him, but I feel betrayed..

once a smart kid with a promising future, but then the family struggle brought in depression, which affected my reading and my understanding, I lost one thing that made me happy, I lost interest in life, in friends, in family, in any thing that might bring joy, all I feel is pain and sadness, even though I don't get angry.

I'm 24, but still not yet in school, no hand work, just usual daily labourer work. left secondary school 2015, saved up to continue life outside Nigeria, but then my dream travel to Germany was cut short because of someone's wickedness, then the stage two depression set in again I fought back, I tried to remain calm and happy as much as I can. once again I started saving again and then last year I tried my luck with the nursing schools, well I got them after writing the entrance exams but then no money to continue... it wasn't easy.. the money was much.. then I did the most foolish decision of my life, that has made me want to end it, I invested in Forex with the last I had, and shit it was a scam.. All through this year's of pain and sadness, I have been calling unto God, hoping things will get better, but it's not, last year my BP went above normal and I nearly died.

well I think there is too much to tell but not everyone really want to read through. one thing for sure is there is no rest for me here, there is rest for me only in the other world..

last year I attempted suicide but it didn't work out, but this time for sure, I hope God is willing to send me to hell for believing and hoping things will get better for me.

LyfeJennings:


Alaye, calm down
No go murder yourself o
Trust me fam, the world will move on
Infact Life no go know say person commot from am
Yo, put more effort into yourself. U just 24. Nigga, at 24 I was also lost but man mi, ALMOST EVERYTHING I EVER DREAMT OF 24 IS A REALITY NOW. Calm down man. Life will be good to U but relax son