What I read from people shock me sometimes.
I still continue to shake my head how some still don't believe that JESUS visited me and told me to serve HIM. So you are still not convinced that GOD is currently using me?
My strong desire is to please my FATHER in Heaven that I barely think of myself and rewards/praises from people. He has being rewarding and sustaining me, and has been unbelievably Faithful to me.
I never knew I could do this alone but HE always gives me strength to do it... If GOD reveals to you that HE exists, you will do what I do everyday in enjoy without expecting rewards from men.
I don't even want to be known to be honest. I am very reserved person. I have never even liked publicity before becoming a born-again. It's the Power of GOD that is helping me do what I do today. And I strongly desire to please HIM always.