Mainlymanof:
I am a disable, not in born but I had a motor accident and lost one of my leg and resulted to wheelchair.. so I am a wheelchair man ...
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SOCIAL : Sometimes I feel like I am not wanted in this world , as I am typing this right now, it is with tears in my eyes . I am just confused about life . No matter what I do is not taking serious. Every where I go people looks me like an Allen , which sometimes I get angry and rebuff them. Somes times , I just accept the reality and move on .

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE : Not just that , I can't even have a better girlfriend because I am not better looking. If I try to dress simple and responsible they look down on me , they prevent me from entering some kind of places , like event venues , bars , eatries , hotels , etc they start looking me less less . The worst and painful part is that I can't pass peacefully on the road again because people start making attempt to dash me moneys like N20 naira and N50 naira until I start insulting them off . Infact before I even try to push my wheelchair a kilometer , I will be abuse by good Samaritan who wants to give beggers arms thinking I am a begger because I am on wheelchair. I quorell almost every day on that , I lay curses on them sometimes , I can't accept arms on the road because I have a small business I am surviving on and I am not and can never be a begger. As I was still saying People start avoiding me , some people start behaving like I am disgusting . Smelling etc . BUT IF I DRESS BIG .. the big dressing I mean is putting on a big trending shoe and maybe a hairstyle and shining clothes boom some start saying I look like a tout . All eyes on me , if even you didn't see me , your neighbor must tap you and be like look at that boy . All eyes on me . Cant even pass on the road again , shame would hold me cos of the eyes . Oh God , I want to live a kind of simple lifestyle and I don't really love dressing big but because of the insults I receive when I dress simple , that's what made me to always prefer dressing big and for my own happiness.
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Emotional Part I have passed through a lot of rejections . Nobody wants me in any where any thing I do . Sometimes I go indoor cry all through the day . But comes outside smiling like all is well . people don't see any good in me
. No matter how I try to be good , nobody talks about it . It pains me when people call me a bad boy either jokingly or seriously. It pains me more when people say my kind of person (Disables) are the most evil .

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Please I need your advice . Just talk sense into my head , say something that will inspire me to live
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This is not all my stories , I still have a lot of things to say , I am just tired of typing at the moment .

go and join disable association of Nigeria.go to national stadiums. try and do any sports that u like .u can represent Nigeria at the Olympics.