Good day everyone, happy weekend.
I feel so lonely and sad and lonely most times but it's not really helping matters.
I want to improve my life in general — I believe I have potentials to grow exponentially but my growth curve isn't just kicking off properly and I feel left behind.
Sometimes we just need that push in our lives.
I want to be hardworking in a particular field and accomplish great things.
I'm feeling stressed out and under pressure to do a lot and it's affecting me to a great degree. My sleeping pattern is horrible. I'm running out of time...
I really need some mental drilling or should I say coaching to level up.
The people in my life aren't much due to my poor networking skills and I can't say I have that connect to pull strings or get things done.
I kinda need guidance at this point, at least lemme try and get things started.
Some people I relate with that are comfortable are not even ready to show me things—I mean they just cut me off entirely.
Been trying to do so many things but I'm just distracted and also worried about the time frame for dividends to start coming.
Not to have tried is true failure but mehn...e no easy.
I'm in good spirits today and I felt I should drop this here before I relapse...
I've got about a month or there about to leave for NYSC camp and I really need some improvement in my life in general.

Hang in there bro/Sis
All I'd say is to discover who exactly you are. God made us with unique personalities, try not to mimic others.
Your next phase is NYSC, be focused and determined while at it. Use that period to draw your game plan, meet purposefully driven friends. God bless us

macnino399:
Hang in there bro/Sis
All I'd say is to discover who exactly you are. God made us with unique personalities, try not to mimic others.
Your next phase is NYSC, be focused and determined while at it. Use that period to draw your game plan, meet purposefully driven friends. God bless us

Amen. Thank you, I appreciate.

Be intentional about relating with people, exchange contacts even if it's going to be an occasional 'hi' here and there, make up your mind on new skills etc you want to learn and be committed. Firstly not lastly, you can tell God anything and everything.

Do you watch porn and/or masturbate?
That is one of the reasons for under achievements as a person.
Talking from experience here

faithfull18:
Be intentional about relating with people, exchange contacts even if it's going to be an occasional 'hi' here and there, make up your mind on new skills etc you want to learn and be committed. Firstly not lastly, you can tell God anything and everything.

All right, thank you. Though I stopped being prayerful and I just have the guilty conscience like it's because I'm in need that's why I want to start being prayerful and all that.

FanOfMyself:
Do you watch porn and/or masturbate?
That is one of the reasons for under achievements as a person.
Talking from experience here

No, the only time I come across stuff related to pornography is via ads on my webpage in movie sites especially.
Some people do all these and even more and they are productive.
I've done well in a couple of things but this demotivation just comes in the way these days.
I'm just so overwhelmed and the only thing that's just bugging me is succeeding at all costs. Fear of underachievement is lurking.