azraeljaheel:
Under the sky, dews rain on me like illicit substance. Maybe hardwork wouldnt take despain away, should i sell mysoul to thesourcerer. I find myself cursing at everything, my attitude makes people say, you being arrogantbro. Am faraway, butathome[budaatum] i dont think they care, they already labelled me a childofdoom. Pastor of the church were i sleep keeps telling me you need forgivenes and righteousness too[righteousness2] to be among the heavenly explorers, but i telim for how long will i wait on God.
everyday i go to bed for the past three month hoping i dont wake up the next day!! Lonely af ifind myself conversing with thedevil.. Thug of war in my head. Angels and demons fighting..

Arrogantbro:
Nicely written bro.

azraeljaheel:
Under the sky, dews rain on me like illicit substance. Maybe hardwork wouldnt take despain away, should i sell mysoul to thesourcerer. I find myself cursing at everything, my attitude makes people say, you being arrogantbro. Am faraway, butathome[budaatum] i dont think they care, they already labelled me a childofdoom. Pastor of the church were i sleep keeps telling me you need forgivenes and righteousness too[righteousness2] to be among the heavenly explorers, but i telim for how long will i wait on God.
everyday i go to bed for the past three month hoping i dont wake up the next day!! Lonely af ifind myself conversing with thedevil.. Thug of war in my head. Angels and demons fighting..

BlackXabbath:


Guy afa na? You don reason your pastor ni via the virtual package?

azraeljaheel:


thanks for asking.. I havent told him yet.. But i dey burst my as$ for one labourer job just to raise money pay the people wey dey do contribution! Although he rang me today say if i don give who supose colect the "ajor" money! Told him no!! Scared i dont want to lose his trust

BlackXabbath:


Gee, forget trust matter!


Nobody be saint abeg, meet that man face to face reason am wetin sup. You no kill person.

azraeljaheel:


chief am scotin at his church!! Sounds easy but actions are way deeper! If i fit clear the contribution money then others na secondary!

trust lost na life lost

BlackXabbath:


If you insist.

Arrogantbro:
Nicely written bro.

azraeljaheel:
Under the sky, dews rain on me like illicit substance. Maybe hardwork wouldnt take despain away, should i sell mysoul to thesourcerer. I find myself cursing at everything, my attitude makes people say, you being arrogantbro. Am faraway, butathome[budaatum] i dont think they care, they already labelled me a childofdoom. Pastor of the church were i sleep keeps telling me you need forgivenes and righteousness too[righteousness2] to be among the heavenly explorers, but i telim for how long will i wait on God.
everyday i go to bed for the past three month hoping i dont wake up the next day!! Lonely af ifind myself conversing with thedevil.. Thug of war in my head. Angels and demons fighting..

budaatum:
This dishonest individual (who in mentioning me has done it in sneaky way so his lies do not come to my attention), is one of a very few I have paid money to do work for me. And the work was very simple as the lying individual can testify.

azraeljaheel:


what the hell! Lies!? You should really take back your words! I in no way lied to you and i wasnt trying to conceal your nick!

you see the funny think is. I thought you saw the mention but ignored

too bad you jumped to conclusion.. I had no reason to be dishonest to you..

you just messed with my reputation..

pattymike

azraeljaheel:
Am faraway, butathome[budaatum] i dont think they care, they already labelled me a childofdoom. ..

budaatum:


The following is a dishonest lie.

I never labelled you, and buda does not put buda's money where buda does not care.

azraeljaheel:

Pastor of the church were i sleep keeps telling me you need forgivenes and righteousness too[righteousness2] to be among the heavenly explorers, but i telim for how long will i wait on God.

budaatum:


Parable of the drowning man

azraeljaheel:


i cant access the link, thanks to my phone. Kindly edit that your post!

budaatum:


I should edit my post because of your phone?

Some people.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parable_of_the_drowning_man?wprov=sfla1

azraeljaheel:

i meant the first post you were accussing me of being a dishonest person.

buda am not rejecting any help! If i were to be in that drowning pastor's shoes i'd grab the offer.

azraeljaheel:

But view it from another angle what if the pastor was waiting on God to speak directly to him?

azraeljaheel:
Or maybe God spoke and he wasnt listening?

azraeljaheel:
buda some situations can run a person mad!

azraeljaheel:
Do or dont
yes or no
move or halt
speak or mute
run or walk

budaatum:


You are a dishonest person who tells himself lies.

Was help not offered to you when you said you were drowning.

Did you not refuse to apply?

Like, you so special?

https://www.nairaland.com/6907353/virgin-birth-pagan-get-over/2#108809605


Or deaf?


Ignorance, especially. And, dishonesty with oneself.


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