Depressed as hell.

This same time last year, I was balling hard.

Now, am just a living dead.


Will I ever make it back to the standard I was before.

I doubt myself.

I fell off the ladder 9 months ago, right now am a living dead

na ritual u do?

Why didn't you invest?just keep trying and you'll bounce back.

Icouldhave:
Depressed as hell.

This same time last year, I was balling hard.

Now, am just a living dead.


Will I ever make it back to the standard I was before.

I doubt myself.

I fell off the ladder 9 months ago, right now am a living dead

We no dey ball without budget

Holly Gram HIGH some WEED bro. u go de ALRIGHT. WTF MAN

I feel helpless

Rejected

Supposed to be out there, now am in the darkness of my room for months na.

Viewing whatsapp status of boys who ask me for help last year.

Some I helped, some I gnored

Lets relax bro... My story is just same as yours. No rituals at all but my problem was simple mismanagement & business flop. Sometimes nigeria can frustrate u & make u feel u dont knw how to do things. All d best man. Am trying 2b strong too

Have cursed God several times.

Because am depressed, not in my senses


If they told me I would be this broke this year January, I won't have believed.


I hate my life


I used to b the talk of the town.

Now am just a man in rags.



Will I ever be back to the standard I was before

I miss been rich.

I miss taking care of my bills

I miss giving hands to gees in The street to feed.


1k several times have gave to keke napep for a distance of #50.


I miss been out there, anywhere

Any location at any time.

Every Sunday.

I always come out from 5.40pm when the sun is down.



With a clean white cloths.

Fresh jeans.


Expensive palms, all eyes on me

I miss spending

I miss my steady credit alerts.


I miss coming home like 2am this Sunday from the club with a bottle of henessy vsop in my hands.

Icouldhave:
Every Sunday.

I always come out from 5.40pm when the sun is down.



With a clean white cloths.

Fresh jeans.


Expensive palms, all eyes on me

I miss spending

I miss my steady credit alerts.


I miss coming home like 2am this Sunday from the club with a bottle of henessy vsop in my hands.

chief go out and hustle. Get your hands busy most especially get your mind busy. Self pity is allowed but dont sleep in it. They can only laugh at you when you fail to get back on your feet.
my advice to you is stay loyal to your grind but it must be a legitimate one.

go through this thread maybe you will be encouraged to dust your as$ and hustle. All the best

https://www.nairaland.com/6796546/dairy-cheap-labourer-daily-bread

azraeljaheel:


chief go out and hustle. Get your hands busy most especially get your mind busy. Self pity is allowed but dont sleep in it. They can only laugh at you when you fail to get back on your feet.
my advice to you is stay loyal to your grind but it must be a legitimate one.

go through this thread maybe you will be encouraged to dust your as$ and hustle. All the best

https://www.nairaland.com/6796546/dairy-cheap-labourer-daily-bread

thanks

You will be back. Bigger and wiser.....You need to go broke sometimes in life and have sense...this money we go make am..just don't stop bro..keep grinding.

SORRY BRO . THERE IS ALWAYS LIGHT AT THE END OF EVERY TUNNEL . NO FUGACCII . IF YOU ARE A SMOKER , PLS SMOKE MORE WEED TO SUPRESS THE DEPRESSION AND THE OPPRESSORS . NO FUGACCII

Icouldhave:
Depressed as hell.

This same time last year, I was balling hard.

Now, am just a living dead.


Will I ever make it back to the standard I was before.

I doubt myself.

I fell off the ladder 9 months ago, right now am a living dead

Icouldhave:
Depressed as hell.

This same time last year, I was balling hard.

Now, am just a living dead.


Will I ever make it back to the standard I was before.

I doubt myself.

I fell off the ladder 9 months ago, right now am a living dead

my brother that's life... that's why they said there's a time for everything.

Am not hear to beg you for money


I just wanna tell my story.

My present thoughts, past life.

I feel like my life coming to an end.


My last breath.



I had the money.

I touched the money


But I didn't understand the money

I was depressed when I was rich


Am still depressed now that am broke.



I never understood life, took too many flight's to interstates just to flex.


If someone had to told me last year, you be poor.

I would have stashed a huge sum of my deeds in buck.



Would I ever go back to were I was before.

Yes am scared



I don't trust myself


Have lost myself


Have lost the battle to fight back to the top


I admit it


I cursed God


But I still pray to him


I still curse God

I blame myself, but I blame him more.

For not giving me the sense

Why will u curse God, what happened to you, is just a lesson. I do tell myself something, Because I do see guys, even those of 30yrs plus and even younger riding cars and flexing, whereas, that is not the next step. Make stagnant money and be money wise. I make bastard money but before I can spend 50k, I must have earn a million. Money goes easily. To spend money is so fucking easy, How much do we have in 9ur account before going to club to carry Hennessy and co. I know you will bounce back if you stop all this ur complaints. Grind hard, stay away from people, change your number. Grind like you have never before. And by the way, what was your occupation then?

When I had the money I didn't eat


But I was fresh.


Because when I eat, I eat rich.



Now am looking like an hiv patient.



Don't mistake it, I got assist from my loved ones.


But the thinking, the thoughts are killing me deeply

If I could rewind time, I would to 2019 when I was still me.


Right now am a walking dead


A living dead



Will I ever go back to where I was before?

Icouldhave:
I feel helpless

Rejected

Supposed to be out there, now am in the darkness of my room for months na.

Viewing whatsapp status of boys who ask me for help last year.

Some I helped, some I gnored

Wetin do you?

Icouldhave:
I was depressed when I was rich


Am still depressed now that am broke.



I never understood life, took too many flight's to interstates just to flex.


If someone had to told me last year, you be poor.

I would have stashed a huge sum of my deeds in buck.



Would I ever go back to were I was before.

Go back to what you did to have those money and aim bigger this time around but try to invest when you hit jackpot

I give up

The struggle won

The pain won

Am weak, I can't fight no more.


I miss been rich, I hate been poor.

But I give up

I can't fight no more



I might kill myself tonight.


The tears is dripping from my eyes

As I type


The struggle won

Iyaebe:
Why didn't you invest?just keep trying and you'll bounce back.

na d investment mak me broke like dis so
make ogun kill crypto

bro not too reason am..dis kind time last year i da hot
dis year January person introduce me to crypto, omo crypto start to bless me, den i come leave yahoo, i nor come da bomb again, i even lose clients self.. cus crypto really come da show me love ..i nor know say na my foom i da prepare for..
na april d misfortune start, wen coins start to dip.. small small and with my inexperience i lose everything, man, i said everything, i wan die , den na spot i da do... nai person cone tell me say if i wan get al my money back, mak i do futures, i go boro money take start, another downfall, like dis na, i nor even get one thing again, to chop self na problem, na my babe da help me for past 2 weeks, if i da remember all money wey i lose, tears go wan come out..but man na man
d sun will rise, and we will try again
heads up, come back da bad
all na lessons.

I get brothers plenty for here,maybe we should create a group chat,make person teach me yahoo

[quote]I give up

The struggle won

The pain won

Am weak, I can't fight no more.


I miss been rich, I hate been poor.

But I give up

I can't fight no more



I might kill myself tonight.


The tears is dripping from my eyes

As I type


The struggle won[/quote still alive bro?]

davealvaro:
bro not too reason am..dis kind time last year i da hot
dis year January person introduce me to crypto, omo crypto start to bless me, den i come leave yahoo, i nor come da bomb again, i even lose clients self.. cus crypto really come da show me love ..i nor know say na my foom i da prepare for..
na april d misfortune start, wen coins start to dip.. small small and with my inexperience i lose everything, man, i said everything, i wan die , den na spot i da do... nai person cone tell me say if i wan get al my money back, mak i do futures, i go boro money take start, another downfall, like dis na, i nor even get one thing again, to chop self na problem, na my babe da help me for past 2 weeks, if i da remember all money wey i lose, tears go wan come out..but man na man
d sun will rise, and we will try again
heads up, come back da bad
all na lessons.

I b car dealer 2 days I carry client go c 1 car em say em dey come yesterday. 7:00 am I don rush go car stand go wait for the guy, till 5pm d guy show con dey dull to pay 4 d car another buyer from nowhere just come pay 4 d car. All my effort yesterday na zero. I no fit cry I no fit laugh

Depressed as hell.

This same time last year, I was balling hard.

Now, am just a living dead.


Will I ever make it back to the standard I was before.

I doubt myself.

I fell off the ladder 9 months ago, right now am a living dead

ok please Am going to $hit....
i be back in 3hour..(no oofenese)

I hope you ain’t dead yet .. just keep that hope alive . We live in a crazy world where so many lives are controlled by paper money now we are forced to make loads of it or else poverty might be the case .. forget about the past forge a new path .. stop cursing God ..