So I saw this lady today who lives in my area and she was strolling to her house but then I decided to give her a lift in the keke I chattered and she started saying that why am I not married with kids and that I would be raising shoulders and forming. I was so happy for the opportunity to educate her brain about my life and life in general. I am not forming for anybody, in fact I’m actually very suicidal, and frustrated but I decided to wear clothes of 20k so as to hide my pain because In 2019 I was wearing rags so the world would see my pain but society treated me like the scum of the earth, that’s when I realize nobody cares and I started taking care of myself. I told her that it’s just cloth that’s covering me and that I’m filled with pain and frustration and she was doubting at first but came down with shame and I’m sure she would never see me the same again.

People are going through hell, some like me will rather wear designer clothes, earrings and gold chain to disguise the fact that everyday we battle the urge to kill ourself, because our lives is so empty, we failed as adults and barely have any archeivment in life. Before you start saying people are proud or are doing better than you please talk with them first, you will be shocked at how that proud guy or proud girl in your area is battling severe depression.

TRUE STORY

Now this touched me so bad cos I can relate..

Am with you guy.

You are right!
Thank God u got hold of urself
Pls always try to make urself happy. There is nothing much to think about in this life. Frustration/depression is real but pls hang on. There is light at the end of the tunnel. Just the way u are wearing cloth to cover up, almost everybody does that
You are better than some people. If not for my mom, maybe I would have gone to the world beyond. I thank God, today is better. Pls hang on. I wish I could talk to u more. If u need specific help there might be people who could help here. Pls open up. Life is precious.

Yeah, I definitely can relate. Everything isn't always what it looks like on the outside. Behind those smiling faces we see each day are silent tears. Every man with his own battle...

OP! God bless you.

I told my guy something similar few days ago. Behind those smiling faces lies men and women with great pains and frustrations.

Never pray to be like somebody. you don't know the battle he/she is fighting internally.

I would hug you right now !