Help Fellow Nairalanders I am depressed, tired of everything about life and I feel like ending it all.

I have worked so hard but achieved nothing.
I just came here to share it because they said a problem shared is half solved if not fully solved though I dont know how truth this statement is.

Am a private school teacher and we haven't been paid now for a month.

Am also attending part time programmes in Lagos State Polytechnic (LASPOTECH) now called LASUSTECH.

My exam is some days away and I haven't paid my school fees yet. All the textbooks we are expected and made mandated to buy,I haven't bought anyone but that's the least of it now.
For days now,I haven't eaten and am feeling weak.If I call left, no one answers, if I call right,no one answers.
I called my old parents but they are suffering too,I was ashamed I did.

Now currently, am sick but no money to buy even paracetamol.
The worst of all is my landlord asked me to pack out.
To renew the rent is 35k.
I have to 25k already and the deadline is tomorrow or I will be thrown out.
Some of the loads have been thrown out already.

Why is life treating me this way??
Is it worth living?

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Cut the crap, u aint going nowhere . Tell u what, everyone is depressed, tired of every goddamn thing about life particularly in that shiithole called Niger Area but feeling like to ending it all ain't the solution plus it changes nothing rather it shows your level of cowardice. It is only a coward who gets drifted in the thought of ending it all & of course, u aint no coward or are u That said, we all got one story or the other to tell or share so as to save souls from damnation, an indelible fact. So bruh, take this heads up; endeavor to make every moment a happy one. I agree with u, it aint easy but remember, nothing good comes easily. So shame those twin killers ; depression & suicidal thoughts by creating happiness for yourself. Let those twin bastards know u aint no coward. Again, it aint easy, gotta be frank but then, nothing good comes easy. Lastly, be a man, don't give up, believe in yourself & ask God for GRACE to MANAGE every goddamn situation. Shalom.