Since I've known myself I have this demon I've been trying to overcome all my life, I never express my feelings physically, when you encroach on my life, push me to the limit, have me cornered, annoy me, take advantage of me, I'll never tell you how I feel, I'll never point it out, even though every nerve in me is screaming let it out, people take advantage of this alot, they just do things and say afterall he won't react and truely I won't react, most times I'm dying inside, always depressed, sad and melancholic, now what's worse of this whole thing is, I have liked few girls since I come of age, and the likeness is always intense, I hardly fall for girls because I have a preference most girls don't fit, but when I fall, I fall hard, now what's killing me is, all the girls I have ever felt anything for, I never for once voiced it, I never asked any of them out, I guess I internalize and overthink everything and I hate myself afterwards especially when I realize there's high possibility she could've said yes if I asked, I'm now an adult I still can't overcome this, so my dating life is basically nonexistent, how can I change my personality, it's making me antisocial, like dangerously antisocial and alone, the only good thing in all of this is, since I have zero friends and social life I invest alot of my time to video games, movies and hustling, just to fill that void and emptiness, and I'm always indoors.

This is so me i'm 23 and in my 3rdyear in the university I'm a cool dude, handsome etc but zero pussy have a girl crush on me from 100 level to now so obvious but I am yet to approach to say hi or make matters easy for her ps. I make enough money, so don't come at me with bullshit wanna know how to be smooth with them shawries and have fun

Introvert shit.
Everyone is introvert online.

Bros e be like say na low self esteem you get you no be introvert

I use to think I'm an introvert until I started cashing out.. Sometime nah brokeness dey make person hide face..

longetivity:
Bros e be like say na low self esteem you get you no be introvert

So how did u come to that conclusion?

Inferiority complex on the beat. Op don't insult introverted persons

Hmmmm.... I was probably worse than you were. Learn the art of meditation and watch your life transform. "When you meet with your true self in meditation, you won't be afraid of interacting with the outside world"

Oga it is low self esteem you have
Work on yourself

OP
if you manage take Canadian loud with chill hollandia yoghurt.
You go see say you be outrovert not to talk of extrovert. You morale need spirit

You're an introvert but, you have such esteem issues.
Low self esteem.

I'm an introvert too but, I know and go for what I want.

Let me give you a few tips on how I overcame my introverted side. Though still there but, I guess I'm more of an ambivert now.


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