I just want to share how I get delivered from the bondage of Masturbate and wet dream and little story of my life

Please if you know you do masturbate you need to stop it as the matter of fact masturbating is demonic and if you don't know you are feeding your Glory so some kind of demon which you can't see with your naked eye.. I came across a post which sincerely speaking it help me alot because it set me on the right track of fighting my battle(with the help of God) I can say the unnotice spirit as be in with since I was kid which I didn't know it all(by the way this post is going to be like confession as well)

So
When I was still a kid like 5or 6yrs I can't recall ..... Well we use to watch movie at our neighbors house cause we don't have TV (we live in a face me and face you house) so I can easily watch TV from our neighbors although my Dad aren't in suppose of it at all. So one day we are playing pillow fight in a room the window was close it is dark with some kids who come to visit our neighbors we are 4 in the room. so there is this our neighbours was my opponents he is more more Older then us then so no body really see each other better in the mist of playing we like grab each other like trying to fall someone on his back but instead he kiss me which I won't deny I return it back but other guys aren't aware we are kissing... Not happening more than just the kiss and I never did that again... One day happens to be like that the elder brother of our neighbours was at home watching movies and my friends come which we near each other come to visit me so we went to our neighbors house to watch movies so couple of scenes were nude American movies of cause there this particular one which there are girls in it and both the girl where naked and rubbing each other body's not having sex oh but they are touching each other sensitively so after some time they took of the light so me and my friends went around a lonely house to touch each other as well like playing with our (stuff) but be where caught... You know Proverbs 22:15 says
Foolishness is bound in the heart of a child; but the rod of correction shall drive it far from him. This is exactly what happened since then such never happened.. Even when I go to church since the incident I always feel guilty why would I do it because since that I always ask for forgiveness....

Moving to the next chapter..

When I grow up.. Like am about to finish my second.. We are now in our own house... It happens to be a new area... People' just started constructing in the area so one of the bricklayer working in front of our house come to charge is phone(3310c)nokia I don't know what prompt me to take the phone and you won't believe there is a password was on the phone I can't remember but the password was so simple because I easily gain access to it I went to the gallery lo and behold all what I say there was porn and I watch it. this is how I start to masturbate..... when I finish my second school I don't have phone and I use to do labour sometimes as well if am not I'll be home since I have finish my second before moving forward... I had a friend which is mom was my mom friend when we are living in our old house.. So they happen to build there own house at few junctions from where I live and he was already learning bricklayer so I use to do labour and buy stuff and we use to go out together we went out one day to buy movies but we buy porn movies. when I watch I borrow him to watch the movie in his house if he has porn movies he do borrow me as well.. Well you all know what is going to happen I'll masturbate...... So find it difficult to( woo) a lady because someone will just tell me what do I want in a lady that I can do my self it has become daily actively which I can do without even when I manage to get girlfriend I managed to cut it off it on went oN and ON I was trying to control it but I couldn't even tho I try..... My friend even think something is wrong with me because he never see me with a girl and I don't so much like talking about Girl... His though was like maybe I am (impotent) because he looked the way I react when it come to girl.... By the way I was even now scared to talk to girls as I grew older....I now pray about it frequently to stop conducting the ac but still I'll end up doing it.. One thing lead to another I was leaving with one of our street bro... This bro is an original Casanova... He was the one putting through this sinful act like how to play girls and how to date multiple girl without letting other one to know ... am a quiet person... And I don't like trouble... So in the cause of of this so call lecture I have got like mutiple contact that I have determine to play and have fun with.. Just to take the doubt of am not an impotent out of the way the first relationship I have once when I was growing up we did not had sex like that but we just do all sort of kissing etc.. But this time around when I leave with this bro the first girl I had sex with was nurse and believed me I find no fun in it after am done with her.... By the way this my so call friend which I said he was doing bricklayer... As engaged in fruad... (An adage say show me your friends and I will tell you what you are) I also engage in it as well but I have Stop since I finally give my life to christ... An incident happened to me which make me quit all my sinful act after I had sex with the first lady which was 2021 a week to that time I start falling sick I have never been so sick to the point of receiving drip...( ever since I had know the difference between my left hand and my my right hand) It an adage by the way. You know our lord God even told us not to commit sin with our flesh... Because he is the God of all Flesh and.. It won't be wise enough to fornicate with the body of christ

Galatians 5:16-19
[16]This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.
[17]For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would.
[18]But if ye be led of the Spirit, ye are not under the law.
[19]Now the works of the flesh are manifest, which are these; Adultery, fornication, uncleanness, lascivious Ness, etc

I guess I fall for the lust of flesh.. And do you know what sin could bring Death... Thank God am a living witness of God salvation...

So after I have had stuff with the first girl the following week the girl I collected I her number in the street which I have even forget... call me and we meet.. She was the kind of girl I'll like to wife then but God forbid bad thing I rebuke it.. I invite the girl over just to play her but when I know she was virgin I like her more I was even thinking of wifey her then like I said God for bid I rubuke satan and is hand work... During the week I notice I sleep and when I wake up my heart was aching like long to see this girl like it an abnormal state it was doing me like I should see the girl and marry her right away which is not right even the girl come daily is family are not in support of our courtship I have stop masturbating for that cause of time I meet those girl and I was serious with this girl which I bearly know for 1 week all and I fall sick more and more any time she come I even like collapse two time which as never happen to me when I start to notice this I knew something was wrong I start to call every priest I know to check my State that this is what is happening by the way not priest like pure priest they are like Alfa runs pastor etc.. The say it is spiritual attack. From my family side that is not ordinary by the way am the Only Male child in family..... So I couldn't eat well again I start seeing my self as if am died I feel weak if I stand up today I fall sick the next day there is this time my mind was telling me if I sleep I'll died because no breath in me I just tell the brother am living with to please sprinkle me the church water my mom give me after I sleep... Even the brothers was even scared by the way the bro is not into anything call fruad oh I was even the bad egg trying to introduce him I was like teaching him... So that day that I think I'll died that I told the bro to sprinkle me prayer water before I sleep I cry to God that if I could stand up I would do is wills I will work for him I will leave my bad habit.. By the way they have told me in different places that I am anointed that I would work for God many times even herbalist because spiritual stuff don't work for me I live by grace All this while I don't know my body is different and won't yield to charm or spiritual stuff... but what I notice before I become more sick is after I had sex with the first Girl during that week when I sleep and wake up one afternoon I realized something left my body... I don't know but it was the second girl that when I start seeing her it getting worse.. I move out and when to leave with my mom so I was keeping pray and I have leave all my sin act I even confess to the people I do fruad that they should forgive me.. Which he did... So back story.... I was living with my mom.... I no some people might not believe this but I can tell you I work I walk on this earth like I am death during this cause of my sickness I feel empty and I know nothing was left in me but I keep believing and praying. the first week of my stay I keep having strange feelings like my heart pump like someone is trying to pull my heart out .... I went to one church my self Note I was still sick oh I mange to get up to go to a near by church it was C A C church they are even new they are not much during the service it was then reveal to the Evangelist woman he told me I was dating a girl right now that he a witch I first girl was light in complexion but the woman said this girl was dark and I know it was the second girl.. Even during prayer for me!! the Evangelist woman say the girl as appear to her now questioning her why would she Free Me. but God has have mercy on me that the stuff the girl has collected from me God has returned it back to me after praying the now said I should kneel down but when he want to pray for me he say anointing on my head not visible anointing oil but spiritually anointing I knee down like an empty sack bag and I accept that instant That am going to follow God's... Because before when they told me that I will work for God I reject it in my mind then I look up to heaven after some time After I have went far from the place where they told me the message and (I say to God what do you want from me that he should leave me alone that am not working for him that he should find another person that my friend are there why not choose them) that time illegal activities was still in eye... Now I have seen the glory of God my eye has clear it was said in the Bible a fool said in his heart there is no God.. I was once a fool now am wise with God wisdom.. Do you know during the time they was praying for me in church this girl was calling me like 20 time after church time I pick up she ask where I was I said I was in church she ask me to pray for her and he want to see me after church.. I said OK but I didn't go any where... I believe everything they told because I noticed since I work up suddenly with a heart ache longing for her suddenly something is wrong also anytime she call before... even before I leave that brother I was living with... I got scared and my heart beat fast like something is scaring me. After that my mom took me to a church again it was reveal that the first girl was a Maimi water girl which I kind of knew... That the second girl was a witch that was trying to use me and my Glory to claim post like witch contribution... He ask if I have had sex with her which I Thank God I didn't have sex with her.. You know I said her family aren't in support of courtship is uncle came to bang on the girl heavily the day I want to do it also this girl was dating someone one guy before which he told me but during the following week that I knew this girl the boy die in an accident you know she told me clearly that we were two that she is dating the other died just few weeks that I know her....
Back to my story the pastor my mom took me to meet said thank God I didn't have sex with her then what but people I want to meet told me is to leave her that I shouldn't force her that she I'll live me alone that I can't force her but I was scared the next Sunday I want to the first church I attended my self they give me a prayer point which I pray I saw this girl in my dreams I don't know what happened I break her head in my dreams and I collect an egg back from her... Something happened after which I use as evidence to seperate my self from her.. It remove me from her hook finally... During this time she want me me to come but I did go at all..... seriously this girl done so much damage that I could ever expect but Thank God for life.....Psalms 126:1-3
[1]When the LORD turned again the captivity of Zion, we were like them that dream.
[2]Then was our mouth filled with laughter, and our tongue with singing: then said they among the heathen, The LORD hath done great things for them.
[3]The LORD hath done great things for us; whereof we are glad.

After this incident I was feeling better but not ahole praying but I keep on praying... I have stop masturbating and watching porn since the first sickness of mine so one day I had a dream in my dream I see my primay school friend which we even attend same junior secondary school together preaching to me say why did I keep and have soap and spiritual drink with me I told him it was from the church and not from not from herbalist or cleric man that it was from church so it is pure he now ask me since I have been using it to cure my sickness did it work I said no it didn't that it even get worse he now told me to throw it away which I did then all of a sudden I see my self in a huge pure white building heaven was open I see different with wings flying to heaven even my friends which told me to the house instantly Got a pure white wing and started fly I also got wing but I fly when I reach like a roof of the building because the house I was in was cover with pure white roof but one angle come down and blow trumpet that when I see people started flying and the roof of the house was open when I fly to the limit of the roof I keep falling down so they close the roof sometimes again whereas some people was coming from the entrance to enter the building they were allowed to come in but as soon as the roof was close they shut the house door the remaining of us which couldn't fly was said to us this is our second chance and we are going to be give 3 test each..... They now group us the test now come like physics test to like practical experiments I pass 1 fail 2 some people in my group pass 2 fail 1 they said we all need to pass it so we keep trying and we also have 3 time to try then I wake up...... so the third I throw away all the soap.. And I even feel much better and getting better always

And before this this I have had a dream about this earth was burning and people didn't have any where to run to like the fire was just coming form different angle I dreamt like 6 time this type of dream also I always saw an image which I think it is Jesus cover all of the cloud everything...

So about my wet dreams

I have been having wet dream before from since I start masturbating but it does not occur frequently maybe 3 time a month I don't count it as something huge but during the cause of my sickness I started praying about the more I pray the more it occurs sometimes for time before in a night in a day I change boxer frequently.. I cry and I pray.. If I stop praying then it I'll do me like maybe 4 time in the month but if I pray frequently it happens frequently.. I cry about it alot I didn't not tell any pastor about it until one time 2022.. Less I forget sometime when I pray and I start crying I'll just burst into laughter and smile with it my mind will now Go to all the messages they have told me about working for God and when I refuse and when I look up to heaven and say God should leave me alone...( My mind will now say now who is begging who now?? )
Now it was me begging God to show me mercy and I use to go to Church but I guess am just a listener of the words not the doer of it...... Well I move closely with God I go to church do all church work I was going to the nearby church which I went the first time I went to my mom place..... There is this people that. Do preach with bell every morning in the street like people who holy spirit live with them because they are trying to call more people to the ship... People volunterly do this preaching ever morning sometimes afternoon self.. There is a church program Wednesday program I and the bother I stay with use to attend it although we are not the doer of the words so there is this particular one we went.. We are ask to wear white lọ and behold the Abaya that I went to buy didn't look like Abaya it look pastor garment and I have already bought it was when I wear it then I know so when we are praying in this program they invite one pastor it him who head the program throughout during pray I feel like going in spirit but I control my self like setting distraction in my heart.. People fall on anointing but I no fall I intentionally block my heart because I don't want to receive messages again that I'll work for God lọ and behold message still came out that I like it or not I'll work for God. He told me I have a stoning heart but even if I worship idols for my life I'll still do God's work at last that it is better I accept him now I guess this message serve as final warning for me he told me I will till look for God my self that when I am now looking for him it going to cost me fasting and prayer I received this message March lọ and behold at the end of July to August I was looking for God because that was when all this stuff of sickness start I was looking for God with fasting and prayer even with weeping. ... So after the program end that day the brother which I went with that we stay together was making a jokery words and I now told him I can't do it that is it me that will be ringing bell early in the morning and preaching here and there lo and behold I was been told to preach with bell for the 7 days my heart fainted I quickly start it my impression when I rang the first bell tears roll down upon my eyes and I now remembered my words back then... Well I keep asking for forgiveness and I finished the 7days preaching... And I move on still yet the so call wet dream is still doing me

It was last year 2022 December I saw a thread here... I'll share the link to the thread.... Then I say to my self I have been praying in the wrong way.. If some want to be friends from wet dreams you have to stop giving the demon evidence over the cause of your life like someone need to quit movie Facebook YouTube Instagram even WhatsApp if possible and so on in the thread I read my attention was drawn to a part where the Op said he spank is body I have to inciate this act because I want freedom I even went has far as grabbing GOTV cord to do the spanking it painful but it work also I follow the scriptures that the op follows I do read them which am going to drop as well.....mind you when I had wet dream I don't use to see my self in my own body is either I fond my soul in a white man body with a ladies part or found my self in a white lady body making love with her.. So my mind just told me to pray over against the spirit of soldom so I pray against it I have a dream few weeks of pray I see this black American there are many man he was making love to but they all have female part.. female where also there.. He now ask me to bend now that it was my turn I bend first and suddenly I said am not doing again.

He now make a eye gesture like I should look around that who is going to saved me I look around the door was black and it was locked he pull me by hand to come i look around still there is no way to escape because I do really want to run but all of a sudden the Door was torn from down below to the view of the door was iron door but when it was torn the inside was just like a cold living tree the man now told the other Black man that don't you hear him saying he is no more interested in it again so the man that torn the tree ask me what did collect from me I said he collected my money for all my work lọ and behold this my was holding few dollars which was not in is hand before so the other man was chasing the black man but to collect the money but I just jumped out of the house running because this man that come to my hide was also naked I thought in my mind I don't know both there intention then I wake I thought it was over but no it wasn't now I still had it now seeing my self with African girls doing it during the course of my prayers I have left all social media even WhatsApp.. I pray about it I had a dream which I. Told the lady's am not doing again even they show me naked women and pornhub in the dream I'll just work out of the room and ask I been ask don't I like it I said no I don't like it...

You see breathen who still perform this sinful of masturbating it is very sinful and it eat up people year just like the locusts and canker worms and palmwormer it is also demonic because it is live feeding someone glory to the demon this Bible verse is going to help alot

1 Corinthians 6:12-14
[12]All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any.
[13]Meats for the belly, and the belly for meats: but God shall destroy both it and them. Now the body is not for fornication, but for the Lord; and the Lord for the body.
[14]And God hath both raised up the Lord, and will also raise up us by his own power.


Hebrews 11:1-2,6

Psalm 77
Isaiah 54:17
Deuteronomy 28:13
Psalms 18:2,14
Psalms 20:7-9
Romans 8:37

This is the thread I read here that help me

https://www.nairaland.com/7426411/how-jesus-delivered-me-wet


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