Your church fathers told you that john the son of zebedee was the disciple jesus loved. I have read quite a few commentary is but none could bring one verse that name john to be that disciple . All commentary were based on assumptions no solid evidence to support this claim. My investigation has poped up shocking reality that many of you druged puppet of religion will struggle to accept. One red line that shows john can not be that disciple is the scene at the super . This disciple was sitting on the lap of jesus and resting his head on his chest. Now that is wired! For such position is only meant for lovers who have had sexual intercourse. Why would christ love one disciple to the point of openly showing such intimacy ? Is christ having sex with one of his disciples?

When a man loves a woman, he naturally loves the other members of the family. The bible tells that christ loved Martha, Mary and Lazarus JOHN 11:5 "now jesus loved Martha, and her sister (mary) and lazarus". ( her brother) see john 11:1.

Now that we know who the family christ was in love with, who amongst the two sisters was his girl friend? The bible gives us evidence of the secret romance between christ and mary. john 11:28 Shows us why martha had to inform mary about the presence of christ secretly. This is the sort of thing you do when two people are in love secretly. If jesus was just another neighbour , martha wont use secrecy to inform mary of his presence.

Christ wept when mary began to cry. His deep love for troubled his spirit and moved him to tears. Watching the woman you love weep can break your heart. The foolish jews thought he was crying because of lazarus. JOHN 11:33-36.

The disciple whom christ loved is mary magdalene the sister of martha and lazarus. Yet their is more !

The writers of the New Testament turned sex to a sin when God did not, that's why the invented Jesus Christ was made to look like He had no interest in a woman. This is because the Roman empire invented Jesus Christ after they conquered Isreal and took the Jews as slaves about 2000 years ago to control the people's minds to obey them. If not why do you have to fear and obey Christ like slaves do to their earthly masters.
Ephesians 6:5 Slaves, obey your earthly masters with respect and fear, and with sincerity of heart, just as you would obey Christ.

The command God gave the Jews is that when a man has sex with a woman then the woman becomes his wife, but the New Testament invented by the Roman empire does not mention this. This is why it's very important for a man to only sleep with a woman they would be happy with in marriage and also to practice safe sex.

Acquiring a Spouse
Mishnah Kiddushin 1:1 specifies that a woman is acquired (i.e., to be a wife) in three ways: through money, a contract, and sexual intercourse. Ordinarily, all three of these conditions are satisfied, although only one is necessary to effect a binding marriage.

God is not agaist sex and it was easy to get a woman for sex during the time of the Bible
Deuteronomy 21:10-14
10 When you go to war against your enemies and the Lord your God delivers them into your hands and you take captives,
11 if you notice among the captives a beautiful woman and are attracted to her, you may take her as your wife.
12 Bring her into your home and have her shave her head, trim her nails
13 and put aside the clothes she was wearing when captured. After she has lived in your house and mourned her father and mother for a full month, then you may go to her and be her husband and she shall be your wife.
14 If you are not pleased with her, let her go wherever she wishes. You must not sell her or treat her as a slave, since you have dishonored her.

Slaves could also be bought in the time of the Bible and you can make them your wife for sex and they have to be obey and fear their slave master.
Leviticus 25:44-45
44“ ‘Your male and female slaves are to come from the nations around you; from them you may buy slaves. 45 You may also buy some of the temporary residents living among you and members of their clans born in your country, and they will become your property.

See mad people!

In Di Vinci painting of the last supper he carefully included Mary Magdalene among the disciples....the church did not frown against it...

Me think she was the disciple jesus loves..if not her, it might be Joseph of Arimathea...because that is the house they had the supper...

It was a delibrate cover up by the translators of the original text . they added magdalene to confuse many into thinking the mary of bethany are two different persons when they are the same. They added Arimathea to confuse people when in truth joseph Arimathea is the same joseph the father of Yahshua aka Jesus.