I know some people will insult me but I don't care I've done everything humanly possible to survive especially after losing my savings nothing is working out, I tried begging my family and friends even some people here on nairaland I couldn't even get 1k, even tried fiverr I was told my phone version is too low and I needed laptop. I'm tired of living, I've difficulties sleeping due to over thinking, finding what to eat is near impossible I can't bear living in this poor condition, I hope those that refuses to help me when I needed them won't share fake tears when I'm dead.

A cowardice way of ending things, there has to be some other play. Where do you stay?

Remembr hell is real? Just google search d torment in hell? Wot u facing 2% torment. but hell toments is 100% pains.agony.inciting. Bad odour and full of regret

Indicate ur location? NL Is coming 4 a visit

Dumbooo

Nobody is coming to save you, brace up and save yourself.

It seems you found the best way to save yourself.. suicide..

Dumbooo

Tough times don't last, tough people do.

Please i beg you in the name of God. Stop the thought completely. You still have at least one person in This world that will be heart broken if you kill yourself. Remember that person and live even if you hate your self. Don't also forget that God loves you.

I'm sure you will be alright

Stay strong, this phase shall pass

Alapogentle:
I know some people will insult me but I don't care I've done everything humanly possible to survive especially after losing my savings nothing is working out, I tried begging my family and friends even some people here on nairaland I couldn't even get 1k, even tried fiverr I was told my phone version is too low and I needed laptop. I'm tired of living, I've difficulties sleeping due to over thinking, finding what to eat is near impossible I can't bear living in this poor condition, I hope those that refuses to help me when I needed them won't share fake tears when I'm dead.

You think you are the greatest sufferer in the world?
A woman in Umuofia had 23chidlren and she buried 22 of them and the one left doesn’t know her left from her right and yet she didn’t kill her self, and she is still alive
Nobody will come and save you
You’re in sub Saharan Africa life Dey win you 4-0 like this
No time to complain chief
God Dey with you
One day at a time
I pray God heals and blesses the works of your hands

I love isi ewu and Nkwobi especially with my chilled brand.

I'm not sure if they sell isi ewu in heaven or if they serve beer in hell so if I were you, I will stay here where I can do anyhow...

Alapogentle:
I've difficulties sleeping due to over thinking, finding what to eat is near impossible I can't bear living in this poor condition, I hope those that refuses to help me when I needed them won't share fake tears when I'm dead.

Stop trying to emotionally blackmail absolute strangers please.

Go back home to your mother and father. They are the ones you should be telling all this to.

How did you lose your savings?

Una plenty this period wey wan kill una selves o.harvest of corpses.




Stay safe

Nothing lasts forever....

Kobojunkiee:
Stop trying to emotionally blackmail absolute strangers please.

Go back home to your mother and father. They are the ones you should be telling all this to.

No mind am. Funny enough, if you offer his type Job they will run away. All they want is beg for easy money.

If all these u listed here are your only problem, then you are lucky .

You are healthy and physically fit. Leave your comfort zone,go out and hustle broh

Even people with physical disabilities are still hustling out there ....Dont be lazy man

Rest In Peace in advance. Greet PA Awol and Baba 70, tell baba 70 that what ve preached back then is what we are facing right now. Tell PA Awol that free education he gave his tribesmen is now a waste right now that his grandchildren are now agbero in all corners of Lagos

Bro go do yahoo, it might sound somehow but sometimes in a life phase we need to do some illegal things to be able to achieve some things.
Its your choice sha, just giving out my own view

muyico:
Indicate ur location? NL Is coming 4 a visit

Seriously. We are coming

Samuelojonla123:
Bro go do yahoo, it might sound somehow but sometimes in a life phase we need to do some illegal things to be able to achieve some things.
Its your choice sha, just giving out my own view

See advice.
Teach him nau. Abi he no need teaching?

Kobojunkiee:
Stop trying to emotionally blackmail absolute strangers please.

Go back home to your mother and father. They are the ones you should be telling all this to.

Your username seems to suggests you borrowed money from LAPO.

muyico:
Remembr hell is real? Just google search d torment in hell? Wot u facing 2% torment. but hell toments is 100% pains.agony.inciting. Bad odour and full of regret

Young man, this your approach to deter OP is funny. There is no place called hell.

muyico:
Indicate ur location? NL Is coming 4 a visit

Ekpoma

pointblank247:
Tough times don't last, tough people do.

Please i beg you in the name of God. Stop the thought completely. You still have at least one person in This world that will be heart broken if you kill yourself. Remember that person and live even if you hate your self. Don't also forget that God loves you.

I'm sure you will be alright

Thank you

Kobojunkiee:
Stop trying to emotionally blackmail absolute strangers please.

Go back home to your mother and father. They are the ones you should be telling all this to.

I'm not trying to blackmail anyone sir, I'm sorry if I make you feel that way

ecolime:

No mind am. Funny enough, if you offer his type Job they will run away. All they want is beg for easy money.

don't jump to conclusion, if someone can offer me work I'll gladly accept it

budaatum:
How did you lose your savings?

it's partially my fault https://www.nairaland.com/7411237/depressed

Alapogentle:
I know some people will insult me but I don't care I've done everything humanly possible to survive especially after losing my savings nothing is working out, I tried begging my family and friends even some people here on nairaland I couldn't even get 1k, even tried fiverr I was told my phone version is too low and I needed laptop. I'm tired of living, I've difficulties sleeping due to over thinking, finding what to eat is near impossible I can't bear living in this poor condition, I hope those that refuses to help me when I needed them won't share fake tears when I'm dead.

You are not ready to die my brother, had it been you want to die we for the read your obituary now.


Do you know what I have gone thru in life as an orphan?

I have no father, mother, or an elder brother to look up to and I even have younger ones to take care of yet ever think of ending my life.

Only lazy, and low self esteem individual and cowards has suicide tendencies.
I graduated at old age, saw myself thru to this period.
I used to cried indoor and smile outside with people.
Have done my Nce all by myself, uni also without assistance from any relative except for some friends in school.
I am married with two kids, living ok though without a job at the moment but I trust in the Lord for everything.

Life without Christ is full of crisis.

Alapogentle:
I'm not trying to blackmail anyone sir, I'm sorry if I make you feel that way

These issues are things you announce to your family members as they are in the best place to help you find the support you need. Strangers also have their own problems to tackle and so it it unreasonable to come demanding help from them in this way when they don't even know you from Adam..

Alapogentle:
it's partially my fault https://www.nairaland.com/7411237/depressed

It's completely your fault. You did not go get your sim as you should have done. In fact, worse. What you did was place the child you called Folorunso on a railway line, except in this particular instance, lucky you, it was not a child but 400k. Imagine if it were a child you'd been so careless with. I guess you wouldn't have to commit suicide then because we might suicide you instead.

Now, I suggest you forgive yourself for stupidly giving away your 400k and consider it payment for your education, because you sure have been educated I must say, not to sit on your ass and instead go and do what you should do when you should do it. It's also payment for education on how to handle any future adversity, which, if you learn the first lesson, will not involve Folorunso whom you placed on a railway line.

Toktee:
You are not ready to die my brother, had it been you want to die we for the read your obituary now.


Do you know what I have gone thru in life as an orphan?

I have no father, mother, or an elder brother to look up to and I even have younger ones to take care of yet ever think of ending my life.

Only lazy, and low self esteem individual and cowards has suicide tendencies.
I graduated at old age, saw myself thru to this period.
I used to cried indoor and smile outside with people.
Have done my Nce all by myself, uni also without assistance from any relative except for some friends in school.
I am married with two kids, living ok though without a job at the moment but I trust in the Lord for everything.

Life without Christ is full of crisis.

Thanks for sharing.

When I was in secondary school and felt life was not worth it, someone will ask me what's the matter and I'd tell them what's the matter. Then they tell me their own matter and ask me if I'd swop matters - give them my own matter and take their own matter. "Hell no!" I'd say. "Your own matter is worse than my own matter!"

And it always was.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQrJHl-TsOU

Never give up.

budaatum:


Thanks for sharing.

When I was in secondary school and felt life was not worth it, someone will ask me what's the matter and I'd tell them what's the matter. Then they tell me their own matter and ask me if I'd swop matters - give them my own matter and take their own matter. "Hell no!" I'd say. "Your own matter is worse than my own matter!"

And it always was.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQrJHl-TsOU