Good morning once again everyone on this noble platform. This is my second time writing on this site because i belive that a problem shared is a problem half solved. Well here I am again at a cross roads of life,due to the mountain of financial issues i am faced with. Although i am quite aware that alot of good and God fearing men and women are faced with similar issues too,i chose to express myself out just so i wond off the suicidal thoughts and tendencies surrounding me in recent days.I have children that i love so much and wish to see them grow without a broken heart but really really i am dieing inside.I know i have over the past years made unwise financial decisions,but now all i think about is ending it all maybe the other side would be a better one who knows,I don't sleep at night just thinking and when day is breaking i start to get scared.Please good people of this noble platform talk to me,help me get out of this terrible state am in for the love of God and humanity because i know no one can take care of my family better than i would.Good morning 0912 608 8187