Family › Re: At 23 Years Old, I Have No Idea What I Am Doing With My Life by Hummel94: 6:23pm On Aug 06, 2020 |
YoungandDepress:
 I know the sins of my past are catching up with me. Karma is hitting me from all directions. I see my mates riding nice cars, living in their rented apartment, I cry.
Most of my classmates I finished secondary school with are now responsible graduates and here I am, stuck in 200level.
I see them in the street and I hide myself in shame and disgrace because I can't answer the catching up questions.
I still ask 500 naira from my parents just to go out.
I stayed through out the month of June without earning even one thousand naira by myself.
Sometimes I curse the day I was born and why I came through a mid level family and not a rich family.
God has abandoned me. I can't remember the last time I prayed. Not that I even care now. I am turning into an atheist because of my frustrations.
Sometimes I think why not just die and end it all, I mean we are all going to die one day so what is the point, but then I think of my family and the shame it will bring upon them and at the same time I think what if I die and heaven and hell is real. It's funny how the thought of hell keeps me going and trying to do good with my life when I don't really believe in God anymore.
Safe to say, my suicidal tendencies are very low to non existent but I hope I have the courage to keep pushing. I hope one day, I just don't loose it completely.
Even my phone I am using to type this has a damaged screen which I'm half managing but it is what it is, I have no funds to fix it and no relative to help.
I mean I'm just here watching the days go by, taking evening walks around the neighborhood and thinking how my life would have been if I didn't mess it up or did all these happen to me so I can be a testimony to others if life decides to smile on me? I have no idea.
I'M JUST A YOUNG, BROKE, MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED MAN.
I PRAY MY SOUL FINDS THE PEACE THAT IT DESPERATELY SEEKS. 
I just wanted to table my emotions here and vent out all the frustrations in my head because I have no one to talk deep with me. I hope to find little relief and seek solace in the peace of others. My Brother.. Life isn't Easy For anyone at all.. Most Ppl U see are Just Packaging themselves N Hoping for a Better Tomorrow..Which Happens Most Times..Just Do Ur Best...Learn a whole Lots Of Things Now..Pray To GOD..Yes Go Back To Prayer..It Helps.. N Never Ever Give Up..It always Gets Better .. It always Does |
Family › Re: At 23 Years Old, I Have No Idea What I Am Doing With My Life by Hummel94: 6:21pm On Aug 06, 2020 |
Kissiemu: And you came to Nairaland where people that know what they want to do with their lives abi?
...I don't even know what to tell you. Actually He said He doesn't have anyone to Talk to.. so Grab |
Career › Re: Medical Laboratory Scientists Forum by Hummel94: 5:12am On Aug 01, 2020 |
Pls guys..my friend had a pass in medlab..what do u advice him to do plsss |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 4:03am On Aug 01, 2020 |
Before I Exit The Thread Finally...
Take a Closer Look A Tacha N Take a Closer Look At The Rest...
I was expecting u to Mention DonJazzy Tho...
Kwkakakwkwkwk..
Something Bigger Than OPPO IS Coming..
Machineries Brace Up..
Titans We Move...
BYe Guys....
Muah Muah Muah.. |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 3:56am On Aug 01, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: Trashpig is not only badluck to herself but to those who came close to her.
Her relationship with kahfi caused the sudden death of her brother...
Sirdee never did well for one second until he ran for his destiny... Nkay couldn't sell one cloth when she was with trashpig until she joined the winners circle and it's been testimony upon testimony..
Toke Makinwa that has been growing and making impact is suddenly being exposed as a cheap LovePeddler who was leaving in man's house all these while and has been evicted by Amcon. Imagine the embarrassment... 
See Peter okoye na, he cannot even rise... 
Ubi Franklin has been rendered useless.
Tbillz nkor, that one's destiny has been exchanged. He can NEVER amount to anything...
Should I go on?... 
Anyone who associates with trashpig faces one disappointment or the other. Good thing Mo' abudu didn't associate herself with trashpig when daftians were trying to rope her into their nonsense..Tueh!
Trasha needs proper deliverance from the spirit of badluck.....  Kwkakwkwkakakkakwkka.. The First one Isn't Called For at All.. Let's Leave Khafi Out Of All These Plssssssssss..Be Reasonable...Plssss.. Now Back To Our Draggings.. Sirdee Is Doing Better Than Ike sha..We All Know That. Kwkakka..Nkay Has Not Started a Clothing Line when She was with Tacha...So Get Ur facts Right.... Kwkakkwkw..I Know Tokes Own Pained Y'all To Ur Vulvas ..The Silent Treatment y'all received ..Just The way A Queen Should ..Kwakakak..Now Who's The Fool...Another Public Display Of Madness.. Kwkakakakakakakakakaka Hmmmmm...I don't Understand What U mean By Rise..Cos Last I checked..Alll Agama Supporters Joined Together..They No Reach Am At alll....I mean Alll Of Them..allllllllllllllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Who's Ubi Franklin Plsss..Last We all Checked He was Winner In The Crazy Losing Department N was Never a Tacha Stan..just a Manipulator like AGamabia If Tbillzs Calls U Now Taht He want To Work With U..What Will Be Ur Response... Kwkkakakwkwkwakakakkakakaakka.. My dear..I Know it's Painful To see Tacha Winning N the winner of The show is Playing Poker For Loserz....Dingdong |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 3:48am On Aug 01, 2020 |
Tatiana4u: Kwa kwa kwa
Agama's supporters are stagnant!
see venita and Ike life...
Diane had to flee with sense..
omotola don face front..
Rita Dominic has stopped famzing..
Dencia the bleaching cream/love peddler has abandoned Agama!
Hawaii soap cant wait to sign Erica and dump Agama.
her Tacha hater fans have moved on to nengi and erica.
kwakwa kwa I swear I Noticed It Ooo..
Even Leo Dasilva Is Famzing Titans Now Oooo...
All Agama Supporters are Not Doing Well Really..
I Like The Fact Diane Gbe Body at last ooo |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 9:09am On Jul 31, 2020 |
can Ur Fave Ever Ever 
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TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 7:09am On Jul 31, 2020 |
Tatiana4u: Kwa kwa kwa kwa I really struck a nerve! Lmao! E pain am! If Royal hair decides to bring Nengi on board,agama the self acclaimed queen of highlights should be worried because she won bbnaija and she's supposed to be the face of the brand and their only ambassador(if wishes were horses)! Wetin concern Tacha? Kwa kwa kwa I guess your tears are affecting your thoughts! Asin ehnn..I was Reasoning the same.. Tacha that's On Her Lane Alone...Kwkakakwkwkkwkwkaa.. No Body Comes Close.. when There's a More Successful Disqualified Housemate Like Tacha Even More Successful Than The Winner .then We will Take All Of Them Seriously |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 7:05am On Jul 31, 2020 |
doziefrank07: Btw,which english is this one??
I guess Agama taught you that one
Like fave,like fan Corn sellers English..
She Passed Well In Alagbado College Of Nitwits |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 7:02am On Jul 31, 2020 |
doziefrank07: I'm very sure you would have run down here to wail if Tacha did not wish Sir dee on his birthday..... But God pass you Ntorrr  How do you feel calling someone bad luck? Tell me,how do you feel?
Amongst all the Mumunaries, you are the worst.. a disgrace to them I'm sure Agama won't like to be associated with a dirty low life bivtch like you Okruuhhhhhhhhhu.. U Kept The Corn seller In Her Shed.. Gbas Gbos |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 7:00am On Jul 31, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: You are Trending in ojuelegba market... kwàaaaa!..
 It fUnny How U Will Snap Trendlist Without U all Showing On the Trendlist..Like are U Joking With Ur Vulvas or What.. Kwkkakakakskskskskakkakwkwkkwkwk |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 6:58am On Jul 31, 2020 |
Tatiana4u: Mumunaries,how market?
Kwa kwa kwa kaa
This friendship will never end! They Will Want To Die Ooooo..
Kwkkakakkskaakkakskakkawkwkk |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 6:58am On Jul 31, 2020 |
Tatiana4u: If I were a mumunary,i would bow my head in shame! Tueh! They paid a bleaching old hag with a horrible skin with exposure and small change to influence their brand and they deeply regret it! Tueh! It's so obvious that she slept with the oga to get the deal and oga doesn't want her anymore because she couldn't bring traffic to the brand! Lmao! No wonder they refused to use her to advertise their cheap soap on bbnaija! Kwa kwa kwa They cant wait to sign a beautiful girl with a beautiful skin to do the needful!  Erica please come and help this brand! I want to check something! Kwa kwa kwa kwa Asin ehnnn.. Let Them Know.. They are Nowhere To Be fOund... Tacha To Take Over From Inception.. |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 6:49am On Jul 31, 2020 |
Kimbrielle: So Tacha is still trending 
Today is 30th July  As In Ehnn..30th Oooo They are shook With Agony n Severe Pains That Tacha is still in their faces.. No wonder They Quickly Came back To Stan Their Mgbeke Fave..Cos shame Nor gree Them.. Kwkkakakskakakwkwkwkk |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 6:46am On Jul 31, 2020 |
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TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 6:42am On Jul 31, 2020 |
doziefrank07: Someone people will just wake up and wish the downfall of another person just because she's associated with Tacha Asin Ehnnn.. It Pain Them Oooo.. Even Shattawale That's Support Tacha Is Doing Very well With Beyonce .. Which Of Agama Supporters Can...Pls Who.. Ooh I Forgot..No One does Sef |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 6:40am On Jul 31, 2020 |
SirUmtiti: meaning mumunaries + Agama = book of lamentations   Gbas Gbos |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 7:53pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Kimbrielle: Titans are buying oppo phones because of Tacha.
Oppo phones are quality.Tacha I stan Yes oooo..
They would Never Come close..
Their Fave would Never...
Only Tacha Stands With Her Head Held High..
We Stand Gelebold |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 7:50pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Kimbrielle: You get time to dey exchange words with mumunaries ooo.
I don tell you before engage Titans and ignore trolls you nor wan hear.
Leave them to their delusions I could careless  hey boo..I missed yalll ooooo..
y'all still showing them they mean nothing..
much lov |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:42pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: You are in Denials... 
Pele! Your teammates have new faves now... Go figure!  Tacha Tacha Tacha Periodttttt |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:42pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Elekdec: Mercy Eke a winner that keeps winning. The rest should move on already. It's game over for y'all. Mercy has already taken the cake. Yes ooo She Should Have The cake..Who want A Cake Filled with Audio Lillies anyways... kkikikikikikkk |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:40pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: The one you visited and commented last...  Ohh The One Agama was Weeping archer lack of engagement lately bah...
Mehn It Not My Fault oo..I had To...
I Love Karma |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:39pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: I dey laugh at yur gullibility..  I am Laughing at Ur Delusions..
It's so Unique |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:38pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
cindyspice: The winner don't need to force her fans to Trend her because she's effortlessly Trending on her own. Pay a visit to news blogs and see for yourself. ohh u mean Cinsurratu Blogs kwkakakakwkakakakwkakkwkwkk |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:36pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Amya: I honestly have to come to this thread to see Trasha still exists. The whole world have moved on You delusional trashcans should still live in the past. No one absolutely cares. Damn..Like I asked The same Question About Agama ..cos I've been on twitter steady... Not even A word about her... I'm still here Nothing Just Tacha Tacha Tacha..Tacha is Queen Abeg |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:34pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: Yeepa!. 
Amya your gbas gbos dey enter bone marrows. Acenavy and baddyb is the same person as Kimbrielle..  Loll..Yen Yen Yen... Delusions Of The Dumbos |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:33pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: Bbnaija know how to twist their brains and call their bluff.. I thought they all chorused they won't watch. Go to the other thread and see the fighting for their new faves.. 
Inside life!..  Exactly N that New Fave Is Tacha Tacha Tacha.. Heads Up..New Partnership Coming Ooo!!!!!!!! |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:31pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: While watching BBNAIJA and Engaging in the other thread.. kwàaaaa!..  Pls which Thread did Agama Open That U saw Me abeg..?
Kikikikikiikikikikikikiikiiii
Oya Recieve Sense |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:28pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: Hehehe! Don't go mental o..
I'm just laughing at yur gullibility..  Kikikkikikikikikikiiiiiikii My dear U have To Laugh oo..After Thinking of Ur thought before u type U know say Na Ogi |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:25pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Monsuratulatu: They always pick trash wheneve mercy reject them
Go figure!..  Kwkakwkakwkwkwkkwkw..
Dear Alice In Wonderland..
kikikiki |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:24pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
cindyspice: If that's true, they are winning, because all Titus people are watching the show and Engaging.. Eg..Elozonam ,Ventura N Co na.. Anyways Titans Are still Trending Day In day Out.. Can't say the same For the Audio winner sha.. *shaking My head In Pity* |
TV/Movies › Re: BBNaija 2019 Live Updates (Big Brother Naija 2019 Thread) by Hummel94: 5:22pm On Jul 29, 2020 |
Amya: You're BaddyB and AceNavy. You've been hurt beyond your imaginatiion on this thread that you now have to deny your own identity. Bring in 10 new monikers and all of them will recieve their national cake of hot burning pepper. Kwkakwkwkwkakwkkw.The Joy Of Tacha Being A Partner with Two Brands The Week Of BbN Is A Misery To The world ..N that Would Be Noted Forever..so Eat Ur Heart Out..Dullest Dimbinary |