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Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 11:26am On Mar 13, 2018
Aguia:
I have answered you on my previous posts. Yes i do hope people go check themselves out, if Nigeria had a place i could go do so and you were ready to pay for it, why not? More than happy to do so.
Lol gladly
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 11:26am On Mar 13, 2018
Aguia:
Once again you dismissed my own points and left me to concede with your own point of having autism. You know funny thing about this claim of yours is this,all the educational institutions I went to, i was always put forward to a leadership position. If i failed in communications, or bad in communications, why will they put me forward to lead them? Even by people who were just caretakers of the hostel, she herself said i will make a good leader. Right from high school.


Then you sit all the way across the Atlantic ocean forming psychologist. What i say about you is fact, go check it out. You never just want to see or understand what i say.

Have a good day.
Lool sure

Thanks, you too
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 11:23am On Mar 13, 2018
Aguia:
Read up on autism and the sort of people diagnosed with it.. It has to do with them having older parents, family history of them having the condition and genetic factor.

So when i say so about people, how does that relate to their parents or genetics or running in the family? Please tell me the similarities between the two.
Me telling you to check if you have autism wasn't me trying to insult you or your parents, I still think you should get checked out, but I'm not trying insult you, if anything I'm trying to help, if you can tell people they're demons and should go checked out you should have no problem being told about yourself too.
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 11:17am On Mar 13, 2018
Aguia:
I didn't study you for ten years, your posts over ten years. Nope i didn't have a meltdown over that, i had a meltdown over personal stuffs I was going through and i needed someone to share it with but you never cared thought it had to do with you but it was i that needed someone to speak to, so i decided to employ the tactic to get you back so we could talk because i needed someone to talk to but still ended up with nothing happening. I remember you making fun of me that i was lonely and had no one to talk to. Don't mix it up.


Which had more to do with you than me if we are to be honest about it, plus you do know i needed someone to talk to given all I was going through at the time. Though you never asked which I was hoping you do despite the cues i gave so it doesn't seem I am dropping them on you. Me being needy has very little to do with me but more with the circumstance and you. So far, you the only female that has said so to me. At least spoken with other females and i never came across that way to them.

You always tend to shift things to other people rather than look at it if it isn't from you. First you shifted I to be extremely needy, then shifted the 50calls to being a norm for naija guys, keep shifting it onto other people.



I don't have autism, i just see things people don't see and sooner than later the truth will come out. It always does.

I know it's a saying but it still is wrong especially in the manner at which he said it. A good person who has the fear of God in her heart of his heart will never want someone to say such to herself or himself. I repeat again, if you light up his life, does that mean his life was in darkness before he met you where did he put his God? Why does it come across in a way that looks as tho he is worshipping your presence in his life? It's a sick thing for anyone to tolerate such being said to his/her person.

God is the creator of everyone, no one should say or feel like the sun in anyones life and such person must do well to correct such mentality else a terrible obssession is on the way. That can never be a healthy relationship.

When i referenced panties, i was referring to the sod guy whom they were making a jab on about him washing your panties. I found that very distasteful more so that i know you can never subject yourself to such charade even as you try to pass it off as 'joke'. I remember someone making a joke of you being stupid and you quickly called him to ask if he is okay? But there you are laughing over another dude being made fun of washing your panties and telling him not to mind them.
Lool we'll just agree to disagree. Still get checked out for ASD though.
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 10:48am On Mar 13, 2018
Aguia:
Oh by the way do you know you just sort of insulted my parents by alluding to I possibly having Autism? Or you just pulled it out without reading up on it...
undecided

Cc ibkayee
Insulted your parents how? undecided

Lol so what do we call it when you go around telling people they have certain things too? Is it different when you do it as usual?

Lol this guy
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 10:46am On Mar 13, 2018
Aguia:
But at the same time called me a chronic assumer for something i too saw for myself. You are also making conclusions from things not based on facts but just your own perception.

Oh no, you didn't expect it. It knocked you off pretty bad. It's the truth tho and one day you will find i was right the whole time.

No my obsession with you wasnt normal, i knew that but i had other permutations but each one has been struck out and i then find, it wasn't an issue with me especially the sort of dreams i had with you during the time we chatted. It was serious but i kept making excuses i shouldn't have. It's not looking deep into things that has repeated the cases so far. They can't all be obsessive lovers or needy ones, especially if it's something reoccurs with you. It's for you to go check it out. At least the last babe on here got involved with can never term me an obsessive lover. I am very much informed before i made such assertion on you.
Bruh, you're a chronic assumer, from 'studying me for 10 years', to the near meltdown about people you thought I spoke to off here, to taking everyone's words literally, they're all things that have happened and aren't just perceptions lol

Lol knocked what off? Lol you're just draining.

- 50 calls? That was a one off and is actually not unusual for a Naija guy to be honest (no offence)

- guys I said are needy? I didn't say 100 guys, neither did I say every or all guys, not sure where you got that from, I could've been talking about 2 people, funny enough I found you to be extremely needy.

Panties? (don't even know what you're talking about here lol).

Sun and lighting up his life? It's a saying, sheesh, and not to be taken literally. Do you know what a saying is? Or even a proverb? Lol guy the same way you ask people to get checked out, you yourself please go and check if you have autism spectrum disorder (I'm not even trying to be funny, it may explain why your mind functions the way it does). Ontop of that, do you socialise or have first hand experience in a proper mature relationship? If not, this may explain some things too.

Lol your one sef was just creepy
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 10:13am On Mar 13, 2018
Aguia:
People on here, how do you know so? Did they tell you so or you assume so? Irrespective, i drag whatever issues for reasons best known to me. One day they will prove very useful to me, today they don't make sense one day they will surely do.


Yeah right. I have told you before offline to go chec yourself when you spoke of dudes being unnecessarily clingy to you. First it was the dude who called you 50 times even though he met you just once, then a number of dudes who you said were needy, them there are those who make jabs on washing your panties( this is you a slight jab on your person gets you defensive) i am.confused as to why you will want someone to tolerate something you yourself won't(yes i knw its a joke but can you subject yourself to such joke?). I guess not but there you watch others do something you will never subject yourself to and relish the attention you get from such things.Then there is a dude who says you are his sun and you light up his life, answer me this, is that normal to you? Where does he put his mother, is that one the moon? Where does he put his God if you are the one that light up his life? Why do all the dudes you meet get clingy and are overly obsessed with you?

Do you think it's normal or there isn't something more to it? You can't deny its a reoccurring pattern.
They don't need to tell me when I can see it for myself

Lol can't even be bothered to address this, more taking things literally, looking too deep into things etc etc. Do you have friends in real life and how often do you socialise? Do you think you may have autism spectrum disorder? Is english your first language? Also, do you think you're one of the 'dudes' that have at one point been obsessed with me? If so, do you think it's normal? cheesy
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 9:43am On Mar 13, 2018
Aguia:
We both know that's not true else we wouldn't be here. cheesy

Yeah, i see you know her well offline...cheesy

Usual? I will address it another time, obviously you dodging it.
Lol guy I'm being honest, you can be very longwinded, random and go off tangents, na your way, that's why some people on here avoid long convos with you, it can be draining lol
Lol I can never dodge, I genuinely don't know lol and this won't be the first time you talk about some random thing I have no clue about. Anyway, again my bad, shouldn't have interjected.
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 11:53pm On Mar 12, 2018
Heartsbane:
Random guy that she offered to treat right or was it suck his electricity? Or one time refereed to as her personal person? Madam, poco and i were mutual friends, if she didn't see mein that light she wouldn't have wanted to have something with me offline.


I have also spoken about gay and insinuated being gay too with that same guy, you do see why i needed to bring that in and further more it was to make him settle in with me so i can find out some info which he alleged to have had but didn't. There is a reason for every of my move. What did i tell you that isn't on that diary, are you referring to porn? Come on i have posted porn videos on that thread and my motive for doing so. It may sound strange to.you but there are a myriad reasons i watched it. That aside, that was in the past,we are talking of you not being sober enough as to tell yourselves the truth than to come on here defending what isn't defensible but sensible enough to whistle at dicks. You can possibly fail to grab the logic in thishuh


I see you laughed out about that, wouldn't want to get into that for sure. I am certainly not hypocritical. You will have to post strong facts to back that up.
Lol conversations with you and the word logic are lines that rarely meet to be honest. I'm even at fault for interjecting myself into the situation, it was none of my business so I can't even complain, my bad for interjecting. Lol I laughed about that because as usual I don't know what you're talking about. Never mind again, my bad
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 11:31pm On Mar 12, 2018
Heartsbane:
She wasn't being sarcastic if you know her that well offline you will know she wasn't being sarcastic but she is your friend keep defending her. I don't know her offline haven't spoken to her before yet she could never give me a definite answer on that matter for months!

I don't take things literally, i see what others fail to see. Just I have seen yours too as far as i have known so far, no one has proved my assertions wrong. Everything i have said is being proven gradually to people i haven't even seen face to face sef. Like i said, time will tell....

I brought that in based on how you lots failed to tell yourselves the truth, if you do tell yourselves the truth, you won't be whistling at dicks, it will leave you lots too sober than such superficial filthy talks. But time will tell, God is very much around the corner.
She was being sarcastic/joking, sheesh lol. Give a definite answer to who and about what? Some random guy chasing her on an online forum asking if she's a 'demon', do you read what you write/listen to what you say this guy? huh undecided

Lmao

Whilsting at dicks how? undecided And if you want to go there haven't I seen you talk about breasts before? Posting girls' names on that ashewo thread for that guy 'Jack' to look at? And there's another thing you told me which I won't mention here lol sweet Lord I've never come across anyone as hyprocrital as you, It's hilarious grin
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 11:08pm On Mar 12, 2018
Heartsbane:
Sarcasm ko moccasin ni undecided

You guys better learn to tell yourselves truth rather than whistling at random dudes dick. First she changed her dp and made some downcast post and then logs out. You then talking of sarcasm.

You kno nothing about her life nor do have any spiritual experience yet you making assertions without any basis but something being obvious. Continue...
Lmao she was being sarcastic, it's cool though, I've noticed you don't grasp things most people do sometimes and can takes things very literally so it's not your fault I guess

What's dick got to do with anything? lol random

How do you know I don't know anything about her life? I actually know her offline so who is the one now making baseless assertions? cheesy
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 10:49pm On Mar 12, 2018
aroundnaija:
The alphabetical order even correlate with ladies first grin
Haha cheesy
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 10:46pm On Mar 12, 2018
Heartsbane:
She told you so or you assumed so?

Plus you speak as though you know much about her life than herself.
I think it was very obvious to everyone except you tbh lol

Did you really not catch the sarcasm? Lol wow
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 10:43pm On Mar 12, 2018
aroundnaija:
Yeah ur rite even tho we share a tin in common he's my second favourite,but bebe kiss shld we send him home so u can join the Teddy A Nation wink
You say?

If I flog you grin grin
Dating And Meet-up Zone › Re: Nairaland's Off Topic Chat Room + Derailers Paradise by ibkayee(f): 10:41pm On Mar 12, 2018
Heartsbane:
I noticed you quoted me, evidently it was hidden because otherwise was the case.

Posting it here so they don't ban me.
I quoted you saying poco was being sarcastic/joking when she said she was a demon
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 10:40pm On Mar 12, 2018
For anyone who doesn't know, this is how to spell your fav's name when voting

https://s17.postimg.org/okkm9i0a7/Screen_Shot_2018-03-12_at_21.39.30.png
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 10:34pm On Mar 12, 2018
aroundnaija:
Bebe kiss Tot you are one of us tongue
I like Teddy but I've always maintained Tobi is my fav embarassed kiss
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 10:29pm On Mar 12, 2018
DonPiiko:
So that's how there want to steal my love
Have you voted Tobi yet? huh undecided
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 10:28pm On Mar 12, 2018
Tabh:
Wow... kiss kiss.
If only I was still in the sugaraunty business.
Lol!
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 10:23pm On Mar 12, 2018
jibs4lv:
how wish my favs are not up,wud hv throw some votes kiss to tobi just for you bae
kiss
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 9:36pm On Mar 12, 2018
Anto filing Lolu's nails is triggering my asmr
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f):
Send Vote Tobi to 32052 now

Tobi looks beautiful here

https://s17.postimg.org/sgtcrib8v/DYHDxc_CXUAAx_Xxe.jpg
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 8:41pm On Mar 12, 2018
Missed Alex' session, she's crying about Leo basically
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 8:40pm On Mar 12, 2018
Willexmania:
cc ; ibkayee

you're such an angel. i love you for your bbn updates..... keep up the good work kiss kiss

i mean, how do you do it? your epistles are always so long ! nice job.
Thanks dear embarassed
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 8:40pm On Mar 12, 2018
Sorry for mistakes, typos etc

Teddy feels good as usual, says ‘another day another nomination’, he feels good though, says he was kind of thrown a curveball with the unpairing but of course they had to expect the unexpected but he’s alright

BB: Did you see it coming?

Says he did but not at this point, thought it would be later in the game but of course they know they get these curveballs thrown at them so it’s cool, doesn’t have a problem with it so it’s alright

BB: What about nominations? Who did you nominate?

Tobi and Miracle

BB: Why?

Says Tobi because he feels he’s a strong competition and he’s sure he feels the same way about him

Says it was his first time putting Miracle up because he was paired with Nina but now that they’re unpaired he wants to test his little ‘star power’ in the house, he feels he’s coasting in the house so he wanted to test him and see what the fans think of him

BB: Who do you think nominated you?

Says he’s sure half the house if not the whole house did, maybe 1 or 2 didn’t but they all did, he’d be surprised if they didn’t

BB: Your thoughts on the Chance cards?

Says ‘that level na die’, but he likes it because for every HOH challenge it’s always been fair and about fate (mumbles that it’s not about luck because we direct our luck), says this new HOH format is kind of funny because they all felt that Nina deserved to win because she was the only one who got the O and all she needed was ‘H’. Says the ninjas kept reshuffling and she was the only one who needed just that letter (O) to win, says he felt that was fair.

Says the second part regarding thew the cards is crazy, feels like right now its not just about being HOH anymore because there are things that could happen eventually that are out of their control, so either they’re still ‘regular’ housemates if they don’t pick the right one. Says he lives his life in the house like its his last, makes sure he has a good time. says he keeps getting wild during the parties, shoutout DJ Neptune, Exlucive and Jimmy. Says HOH or not he’s happy in here, whoever wins, it’s meant to be, if you’re not meant to be here you’re not meant to, you may be HOH and pick the wrong card. Reiterates that the chance cards are a great format but it’s dicey and jokes that it is making their chest pump hard

Says it may seem as though Bb has it in for them, but at the end he loves it, it’s great, says anyone who made it this far should enjoy their time. Says hopefully BB doesn’t change the format because because they will start getting high blood pressure and heart attacks, says he needs to check his but it’s fun

BB: Anything else?

Thanks everyone for allowing him to stay this far because even though he knew coming in here he would be a fav or strong contender, ‘nothing is given’. Says it’s like his sole purpose going into the house was being heard, his music too. Says he’s worked hard and every Saturday he’s been completely wild, says this last one was part of the hype for him, says prostrating for Jmmy Jatt came from a humble place, says he doesn’t know whats’ happening out there but if viewers think he deserves it they should keep voting, if not it’s just fate. Thanks the viewers again
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 8:30pm On Mar 12, 2018
CC feels good, says there's nice weather, it’s a good day, she feels good

BB: Partnerships have ended, how do you feel?

Says part of her is excited, she will get to know who viewers like the most amongst she and her partner, wants to know if she’s strong so she likes that it’s been dissolved. Says however her partner knows how she thinks so she doesn’t know if he'll use it against her which is scary but she’s more excited

BB: Who did you nominate and why?

Alex - She doesn’t know, she’s a handful for her, at this moment she’s in her space trying to annoy her...*mumbles and doesn't finish sentence*, says she doesn't know

Anto - She thinks she’s competition in the house

BB: What do you think about the chance cards?

Says she thinks it’s cool, she likes difference, says this is different to the usual HOH, likes that they don’t know what to expect and that way people will be motivated or laid back when it concerns HOH since there will be surprises

BB: Anything else?

Says she sants to rant, says housemates should give her people (fans) time to rest, jokes about the viewers probably going broke from voting
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f):
BB asks Lolu how he feels

Says he has mixed feelings, he was Cee Cs’ partner for 5 weeks, says if he knew it would be that long he would’ve been very very worried, says in the span of that a lot of good things happened, got to know someone who people don’t think is amazing. Says he’s Happy he doesn’t have to be ressponbilbe for another person, doesn’t know whose votes amongst them kept them in the house, says it’s what the game brings and he has to deal

BB: Did you see it coming?

Says yes, says he thought about it on sunday and told Cee C if they did survive sunday he was expecting the partnership to be dissolved, thinks other caught wind of it, not sure if people heard them talking but they also started to think it would be the case. Says he’s happy he guessed it correctly

BB: BB is not going to complement you Lolu

He laughs and says he sasn’t looking for a compliment, says there have been vibes in house telling him people don’t think he’s as smart as he thinks, that people have been thinking he’s fake or dumb so that’s where that came from

BB: Very little is continent on what people think of you

Says he knows but people have a right to their opinions etc etc

BB: Fair enough

BB: Were you surprised by the nominations?

Says he thought housemates would think he needed a rest after being put up so many times, but when he heard both he and Anto were up, he realised people have switched game mode and are trying to get rid of those they consider threats. Says when he realised how many people were up, he had a feeling it may not just be one housemate leaving on sunday

BB: How do you think nominations will affect friendships/relationships?

Says they don’t know who nominated who so he cant say, however he thinks depending on who goes it could change the dynamics, right now people are still being friendly and cosy, what you don’t know won’t hurt you but on sunday people will have an idea, it may switch things up or kill things. Says because of his ‘weirdness’ he could sense it and wasn’t surprised

BB: what do you think chance card?

Says it’s interesting, could’ve been introduced earlier, says now that HOH doesnt guarantee anything it makes the game interesting and the fact that there are unknown outcomes makes people not want to be HOH, says it’s a good addition, people will show their true colours and show how people value and see people. (He also said he's interested in who people would pick if one particular was picked but I can't remember which card he mentioned)

BB: Anything else?

He asks if his 2 strikes with CC still stand

BB: Yes they do

Asks if there would there be anything to take away, pressure s steady at back of my mind and

BB: It could also drive you to be more success

Says he gets that but there are times when people upset him and he wanted to speak to them, acknowledges that he’s responsible for his words not how people perceive it

BB: If you need to say something and are concerned by your strikes you should probably seriously think about what you’re going to say

Lolu: Peoples temperaments are different etc etc

BB: Find ways to say it in a way that you don’t have to apologise

Lolu: Ok I will seriously consider

Says he feels that now he isn’t with Cee C, it could go either way, he could be an easy target (because people consider him a threat) or during the course of the following days he could make friends or enemies, asks if it’s fair to have private convos with him that aren’t public

BB: Lolu, an important part of the game is your convo with BB

Lolu: True

BB: Of course you may speak to BB

Lolu: But? *laughs*

BB: No buts

Thanks BB for the Ludo, however he felt the housemates really appreciated and could do with more, asks if they could possibly get a time limit of 24 or 48 hours, says he realised that when people have mentally/psychologically exhausting convos, they want to fall asleep and he’s not sure if BB would like them to sleep so could BB consider getting more games

BB says he'll consider

Missed a part here
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 7:49pm On Mar 12, 2018
MamBi:
I was concentrating too much on Lolu's happiness and the fleeting downcast look in Cee'c eyes when she saw him jubilating... tongue tongue
LOL! Your problem child grin
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 7:46pm On Mar 12, 2018
MamBi:
You self competitive like this? grin grin

But wait oh, you can vote?
Lol I just enjoy the banter to be honest grin

No I can't embarassed
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 7:45pm On Mar 12, 2018
makydebbie:
For you darling. kiss
Thanks sweetie kiss
TV/Movies › Re: Live: Big Brother Naija 2018 (Double Wahala) BBNaija Live Thread by ibkayee(f): 7:45pm On Mar 12, 2018
Bam's diary session

BB greets Bam

Bam greets back

BB asks her how she feels

She says she feels relieved, she didn't see the unpairing coming immediately but she was relieved she'd be judged individually by the viewers

BB: Did you foresee the unpairing?

She says yes, but didn't think it would be immediately

BB: What is your opinion?

She says this is how she's always know the game to be, so when they were paired earlier she thought the winner would be a pair so now that they're no longer paired its an individual effort, she doesn't really hold any opinion and knows BB is full of surprises, she doesn't hold any opinion on the whole system and how the game unfolds

BB: Lets talk about the nominations, who do you think nominated you?

Says she knows she's not the house fav, but she wouldn't be able to guess because everyone has a good way of putting up a facade, if she had to choose she'd say Anto and Tobi because she knows they're very competitive, says their game face and strategy is strong, though she may be wrong, she's sure she would be surprised to see who but she isn't really bothered since its a game and it's expected

BB: Are you surprised at the nominations?

She says not at all, although she was surprised Rico wasn't put up *giggles*. Says if he were to be up it would be because of her

BB: What do you think of new chance cards?

She says she likes the twist, says every phase of the game has been an amazing twist because she gets bored easily and she's sapiosexual, she likes being stimulated, predictable things bore her so every little twist does something inside her, thinks it's brilliant and it's added new spice. Says she'll get to see people's intentions, if they're fighting to lead or just want immunity

BB: Anything else?

She says she notices some things about herself, 'when you're in your world and you think you're talented but when you're put on the spot, it puts under pressure to want to do more', says she felt under pressure like she wasn't doing enough, feels overwhelmed and emotional. Says she's trying to study and stay calm around people but people misjudge her to be fake and it's getting to her, she's tired of being moved by the opinion of people, she doesn't know how to put that wall up 'like Cee C\, she admires Cee C's fire, and Khloe, says she isn't confrontational. Says she over processes people's opinions, she admires people who can do it but she doesn't know how, asks BB if he has words of advice, she doesn't want to be that person whose button is aways pushed

BB asks why she think theres something wrong with being emotional, Bam is in tears at this point

References a time when she broke down when Koko left, says she's used to putting up a tough facade. Says she grew up with strict parents who taught her not to show her dirty linen but she's with people who are constantly looking out for them, since she grew up thinking it was a weakness she feels vulnerable. Says its good to embrace femininity and vulnerability but she doesn't like that perception in a way place like this

Says she's sweet cute and charming but sometimes she's tough, sometimes she wants to wallow in her own space and not be social, wants to be able to do what she can sometimes, but the pressure gets to her

BB: At some point in the future, everything ends for everybody, what you want to do is arrive at that place knowing you lived your life to best of ability, emphasis on best of YOUR ability

Says she gave her best during games but feels like it isn't enough

BB: You're not going to win everything overtime, maybe you should try to stop controlling the moment and actually live in it

She says ok

BB: The world isn't going to stop throwing punches at you, if you think of the things you have as weakness, they will be weaknesses, if everyone else thinks of them as weakness and you strength, you turn the tables, the game isn't over yet. Do you feel better?

She says a bit, not everyone will understand you I guess and I don't need to make them, I just need to let them be entitled to their opinion and just be

BB: Good start and you know where you should begin?

Bam: No

In the house, with your housemates

Bam: For the first time I was tired of seeing everyone's face, ok big brother

BB: Bam you're not weak, now go back to the house and prove it

Bam: Thank you

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