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Fashion / Re: My Crochet Fantasy by lovemaths(f): 1:37am On Jun 05, 2020
1 & 2 Front and back of granny square + diamond stitch top.

3 Granny square bag

4 Solid granny square bag in reggae colors.

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Fashion / Re: My Crochet Fantasy by lovemaths(f): 1:32am On Jun 05, 2020
BobiJoe:
Hello guys , its been such a long time @Ynnk so glad to find that this page is still keeping on, hi2 are you and yours? Hope great. And others like lumiadee mand Jully17

Welcome back
Family / Re: Seeing Dead Aunty In My Dreams Repeatedly. I Need Any Solutions Please by lovemaths(f): 11:03pm On May 28, 2020
charlesELIKIBA:
HELLP NAIRALANDERS

I will be brief with my writeup as much as possible so I can explain my connection with this lady.

My single mom gave me away at a tender age of 5 to her elder brother (financial difficulties i assume), this ''aunty'' happens to be the wife of this my mother's elder brother.

Aready they had 4 children, all boys.

The home was a tough upbringing with strict rules about socialising, we weren't allowed to bring friends home or go to friends places. It was pretty strict and my uncles wife i would say was the mastermind of it all, she was strict and mean maybe because it was a house of 5 boys.

Growing up in my uncles home, I wouldn't say I was treated diffrently because I always got matching outfits with my uncle's children during christmas, gifts during christmas, same portions of food BUT IN ALL I was always scared of doing somethings my cousins would do. I didn't feel free growing up, i felt diffrent from them. In some cases they attended the best schools than I (but I never attended a govt. school or a bad private school).

It's like if their school fees was 1m naira per term, mine would be 150,000 per term.

I lived with them until I was about 16 or 17 and one morning I woke up and they said i was going back to my mother at 15 or 16 like any kid, you would start to develop conscience (sense), maybe breaking some rules and being stubborn just like their own kids. This I assume was why they wanted to send me back to my mother OTHERWISE I CAN THINK OF NOTHING ELSE I DID WRONG OR DIFFRENT.

In all of these years living with them, I saw my mother as a strange person. I had no motherly connection with her. My anty to me, was my real mother. Whenever we went visiting my mother in very rare occasions, it was always awkward.

Well long story short, I found myself back in my mother's arms, to a new environment i knew nothing about and starting to learn to live with a woman called my mother. I was naive, had no choice but to accept realities on ground. Do you know that feeling of living in a pouch house and wake up next morning in a 1 room surrounded by thick bushes. Yes that was the change.

I was enrolled into a school, my uncle was repeatedly forced to send/ pay my schoolfees until i was in ss3 and i called him to inform him about waec enrolment. He told me on the phone ''all the exams i have been writing, how many have i passed'' and that was it. He never sent a dime anymore meanwhile at this point his children, my cousins were already miles ahead of me suddenly in education. When i left the home, the eldest son went to canada to school, the second who is my agemate was already in a private uni in Nigeria and the 3rd who i am senior to with a year is preparing to go to ukraine for school and years later the last born who i spoonfed and chewed meat for attended uni in Ghana.

Well long story short, since my uncle had failed me. My mother said it was time i go to my father. My father was old retired pensioner. My mother took me to him, as expected awkward encounter. I have never known this man, no memory of him. Well he said he would find my enrolment money and he did, he later passed on a year or two later.

I enrolled waec and pased in one sitting, thanks to miracle centres.

PS: i must say i was never an intelligent student. i wasn't even average but i wasn't the poorest and neither of my uncles children were better. We were all poor educationally.

Long story short another uncle sprang up and paid for my university diploma which i later acquiried.


YEARS LATER my uncle and aunty decided to move back to our home town, please note the home my mother stayed in was this my uncles home. It was the boy quarters, the main house was not even in sight as at the time i was returned to my mother. We did series of bush clearing and snakes killing lol. well my uncle returned home town after retirement and setup the main structure ( a 5 bed room duplex) and thats were they lived while i and my mother lived in the BQ.

I WAS very angry with myself that i happened to still live with them AGAIN, i needed to get out of their sight, my condition was bad. i was a mere teacher to some rickety school. In all of this my uncle's wife always ensured she knew what i was upto and she derived satisfaction when she knew i wasn't doing better than her kids who were all abroad. i turned to their errand boy again after years of neglect. i was very angry with myself and needed to save to get out of the house.

Well i did manage to save up and leave the house and i promised myself never to return to that house. i felt neglected, i felt they sent me away because the goodthings were coming and they couldn't bear to see me share in them because to me they were my parents.


YEARS LATER, my aunty was sick with cancer
please note before i left the home, my uncle and aunty always sent me to travel journeys to get them medicines from a monastry. i attended such trips severally and ran other seperate errands but i never dared to drive their car talkless ask for the key. i always washed their car in the mornings, i would never also dare to see myself in the living room of the duplex with the remote in hand. when they moved back to the hometown, that fear in my childhood started again but this time i was mature enough to know i would never m amount to anything in life if i continued this again hence the reason i needed to move out.

So my aunty sickness grew worse, the husband flew her to india and back but the sickness grew worse. in all of this cancer times i never went back to the house to see her. I only heard of her conditions from my siblings (my half siblings, my mother was married to 3 men in diffrent years and she had only me for my father, another for another man and 3 for another man, i was the lastborn of all).

Then my aunty died. The day she died, i saw her in my dreams and she was crying saying ''she forgave me''. A day or two later i went to my sisters store and she told me of my aunty death, i went to my rented apartment and cried profusely. i later summouned courage and maybe sympathy and went to my uncles house and i cried before my uncle and told him to forgive me too for all abandoning them all this while.

NOW ABOUT MY AUNTY SAYING SHE FORGAVE ME IN THE DREAM: i did not do her any wrong neither did i wish death on her. All her life her greatest fear was maybe i would become greater than her children. She loved these comparisms, i was never wicked to her, i never cursed her, i was never rude to her unless i some instances when she sends me errands and i tell her i have other things to do.... Otherwise i never was negative to her instead she is the one nobody likes, by nobody i mean my uncles family. Nobody talks good of her, they say she controls my uncle and also squandered his money but in all of this i never spoke of my experiences living with them and somethings they did wrong that made me feel diffrent, i did not even tell you guys neither have i told my mother ever. i don't see them as anything that would stop my growth in life. i hate to talk about the bad in people.

WELL BACK TO REASON THE TOPIC WAS CREATED, why do i keep repeatedly seeing her in my dreams even after her death and its always on a negative role. its either in the dream she still plays mother, or she is gossip about me in the dream or she is against me in the dream, just think of anything negative in a dream and she will be the mastermind. This is really beginning to worry me. Why is she still attached to me in the dreams?

After she died, her husband, my uncle started his own sickness but has been sick for years now, he is bed ridden. The family has repeatedly asked him if there is anything he and his late wife did in the past to amount such sickness were he is living in pain but refused to die and he would not answer. One time they said, he said ''it was out of ignorance'' and thats all he ever said about anything.

It will also be good to note that of all my 4 cousin brothers and i today, i am the most successful by far.

i just finished my house (a 3bedroom, 2 bedroom, 1 bedrrom bungalow)
january this year i bought my 3rd car.
i travel round the world effortlessly.
YES I DID TURN OUT FAR BETTER THAN MY COUSINS WHO YOU KNOW HAD THE BEST EDUCATION.

I don't want to talk of their conditions, lets concentrate on me.


So this is my much writeup... I had to skip many things so you can bear to read but please be free to ask me questions.

Why do I repeatedly see my aunty in my dreams.... just before this writeup, i had just woken up from another dream she was present in, she was whispering to the ears of a very good friend of mine and then the friends turned to me and was like '' ah cahrles na so you be''?...and i was angry and was like '' how can you believe something someone you just met told you against i your best friends word'' and minutes later dream ended and i woke up.

At this point i am thinking of going spiritual to know why this is happening but this will be a first in my life. There are two popular places i have never being in my life until lately last year... One is a shrine and the other is a police station. Last year was my first time to be in a police station.
I was driving my unregistered car. That was my offence.

Post on this thread and your dreams will be interpreted.
https://www.nairaland.com/5674328/share-dreams-holyspirit-interpret/38
Religion / Re: Share Your Dreams And The Holyspirit Will Help Interpret by lovemaths(f): 12:22pm On Mar 29, 2020
yinkaadesegha:


Go and sow that same amount of money given to you in the dream as a seed in your church for your blessings to be activated. Expect financial blessings soon. Thanks


Thanks �. Our church is on lockdown due to corona.
Religion / Re: Share Your Dreams And The Holyspirit Will Help Interpret by lovemaths(f): 5:02pm On Mar 24, 2020
I dreamt that we were in a place like a stadium. There were many masquerades performing. It looks like my dad's burial ceremony. A powerful man of God spoke under annoying that I was the one who took the most care of my dad when he was sick. He praised me to the envy of my sister. When my manager at work heard this, he presented to me a cash of #5,000 as a form of appreciation and I was very happy. Then I woke up.

P.S I lost my dad in January after he was sick. He was in the hospital for six days. His burial ceremony comes up in April.
Please interpret. Thanks
Career / Re: What Skills Have You Learnt That Can Earn You Money? by lovemaths(f): 4:07pm On Mar 21, 2020
optional2016:
1)I can train you on different IT courses (I have been training for more than five years even with Multinational IT Training Institutes and personally) e.g.

- Web Development ( PHP, JAVASCRIPT, HTML)
- Web Design (HTML and CSS)
- Graphics ( PHOTOSHOP, ADOBE INDESIGN, ADOBE ILLUSTRATOR)
- Microsoft Office ( Word, Excel, PowerPoint, Access, Outlook)

Note: I teach most of the IT Courses above without using notes.They are all part of me.

I just started training on YouTube, just one video for now.

1b) I handle corporate training, one-on-one training, home training, office training etc.


2) IT Consulting and Support ( I can consult for you or your company as an IT Expert)

3) Web development using PHP and Bootstrap


I can help you design and develop your business, company and personal websites


4) Social Media Marketing


I can help you promote your business, ideas and company online and on Social Media

5) Help people to start their Blog Websites

I have Blog Websites also, but I have never been serious about them.

6) Plus other things.


Please can you teach me
Graphics ( PHOTOSHOP, ADOBE INDESIGN, ADOBE ILLUSTRATOR)
European Football (EPL, UEFA, La Liga) / Re: Manchester United Vs Manchester City (2 - 0) On 8th March 2020 by lovemaths(f): 4:56pm On Mar 08, 2020
Man u 0 - 5 Man city

Manchester is blue.

Vamos city

Come on city!

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Fashion / Re: Akela Crochet Luxury-Baby photo costumes, Ball gowns, Baby outfits & Accessories by lovemaths(f): 9:04pm On Mar 04, 2020
Akela, you are doing well smiley

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European Football (EPL, UEFA, La Liga) / Re: Sheffield Wednesday Vs Manchester City :FA Cup (0 - 1) On 4th March 2020 by lovemaths(f): 8:58pm On Mar 04, 2020
donoro:
Hopefully city or Chelsea win the trophy cheesy but guardiola no try o see the team he carry go FA cup match for god's sake grin grin

Is it not good?
Come on City
I am city till I die.

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Religion / Re: Share Your Dreams And The Holyspirit Will Help Interpret by lovemaths(f): 2:44pm On Mar 04, 2020
Greetings sir.
Two days ago, I was lying on my side. I had a dream that someone held me and was suppressing me. I could feel the hand on my back. I started screaming "Jesus!", "psalm 23!" Then I woke up.
This happened by 9 p.m
Thanks in advance.
Business / Re: Deleted by lovemaths(f): 3:01pm On Feb 28, 2020
successdotcom:
I asked for a loan.. Which i intend to pay back..i have collateral to back it up..Even Dangote takes multi- million dollar loans..well..I don't know whats eating you up...Honestly you need a total rehabilitation of your attitude.. Try to look at things from other points of view before you start ranting like a psycho patient..I wanted to ignore you and your pathetic sorry judgement.. But..then I think your condition is worse..Don't end up drinking sniper o

Then go get a loan from a microfinance bank since you said you have a collateral. Case closed.
European Football (EPL, UEFA, La Liga) / Re: Real Madrid Vs Manchester City: UCL (1 - 2) On 26th February 2020 by lovemaths(f): 9:17am On Feb 27, 2020
That's why I love my city. #cmonCity
Blue moon rising.
I am city till I die.
Madrid out.
Ha ha Madrid!

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