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I know that i have God, though when troubles overwhelm me i cried and forgot that he existed. You would remembered, i told you in my first post on this tread that one of my uncle, the second one ( they are three) claim ownership of the land that was given to me. He vow never to allow me use it because i do not belong to his father . Just last week, the third one summon him still over land issue. They have argue that even the land that is in his possesion do not belong to him and so should be hand over to me. I have made up my mind never to involve in fighting for property. I know if God help me, i will afford one. I feels ashame telling about myself. The way my uncles treated me makes my mum's husband to be unfair to me. Y ou would be surprise, if i tell you that my mum's husband used to lock the kitchen whenever he sees me coming, so that my mum can not bring out food for me. He said, my uncle did not tell him to marry me together with my mum. To me, i had always believe my case is worse than that of an orphan. My biological father is late, my mum is in another home, my uncle rejected me. I'm like a stranger on the surface of the earth, even an orphan lay his head in his late father's house at night. Right now i'm living in the mud house constructed by my late grand mum. My third uncle's wife has been giving me sign to leave. In my primary sch days, i could remembered when my second uncle's wife told me this " you are going to see suffer in this world" as a kid i didn't understand this statement, but now i understood why she make that statement. Since man is not the one that brought me into this world, i know my redeemer liveth. keep praying for me please.

@chiejik i've send a mail to your box

@cvibe i want to send the cv to u, but do not k

@Thecongo i am still grateful to you. i didn't know that my little post that sunday will turn out to be my help. There are many that wish to help even in ther own difficult situaton too but have limited resourceS. the God of favour will definitely open door for you. @Thecongo you would never understand what u did in my life. The God of favour will definitely locate u where ever u are. Do u know that it was, i know my redeemer liveth, i will not continue to share a sad story. sooner than expected my story will change. I will be more comfortable sharing it in a testimony. It is my humble wish you keep praying for job with me.

@r231, i'm still here. thanks alot. i've send a mail to u

Oh, thank u all for the wonderful

@thecongo, i dont know were to start thanking u from and were to end, till tomorrow i will still be thanking u. It all shock me. u amaze me alot. It is only God that can reward u. Nl pls keep thanking him for me. The money is approx. 45k. to said that i've never had such amount in my account may sound funny, but it's the truth. I think of it most time and my eyes became wet. My uncle that i've fixed my eyes on for help has never render such help. Yet here, was someone that i've never met me before coming to my aid. The God of creation will definately reward u. On my part, i've decided that; this money must be a part of what ever i shall become in life, ( cos i've known what it means to leave with nothing). @AOMJ4 and CHAIRCOVER, i'm very happy u guys are still here with me. Chiejik told me she's still on her feet persuading her boss to consider me. You know it is not so easy picking someone all of a sudden, especially when no vacancy existed. It is my humble wish u keep praying for me as she continue to intensify effort. I know the God that holds the heart of kings and queen will persuade her boss to accept me soon. It is already weekend, i hope that, during or before next week runs out i will be able to get final details from her then relay u. i'm very happy knowing that u are still here with me. thank u so much brother AOMJ4 and CHAIRCOVER. til tomorrow when i will come back to the cafe.

I am so pleased by your effort, comment and reactions. I have hope now. I can feels someones prayer.i know that at dawn my story will never remain the same. God, what i ask of is wisdom. Wisdom to tap from what ever is entrusted into my care to become relevant in the society. As you lock fingers with mine to lift me out of the dust. Let the angels in heaven lock theirs into yours, to lift you also. On my own, i may not have much to pay back. It is only God, the owner of the life that is (in me) about to be transform that can reward you all. @thecongo u are so instrumental to my success, i feels happier after i read your mail. Let God not only bless but melt your difficulties when they arises.u are so nice to me. I promise never to put your hard earn notes to shame. I will maximize and let it form part of the rent, on confirmation, i will let u know. Heaven rain favour on you.bless

@KG naira, i was not even seeking for the job nor accommodation. People read my post and felt like helping me. Why not just leave me alone. Even though i ended up selling sachet water along the road, with encouragement i know i will survive. Pls i'm begging u to leave me alone. If u doubted me, why not call me? I will take u to home.

No. No,  That's not the direction i'm going. I meant, i actually push it to some that did not request it just to proof i'm authentic. U know when your details becomes flooded on the net is not good.

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Thanks so much for your concern,i didn't know it will turn out this way. i believe God has a way of helping every man may be this is the way he has chosen to help me. Many spend money to called me, even when i can't hear what they were saying, they did not get angry at me. I'm grateful. I do not have low self-esteem as some said, if you were in my state. There is no way it will not tell on your psychic, may be that reflected in d way i sounded but it's not low self-esteem. The mere feeling that i'm a graduate will never let that set in. Again, i wasn't coherent. I was always making effort to correct impressions. I'm confident, i can do well verbally. Just imagine the way i handle some (present and past tense) words all was because of my psychological state. Notwithstanding, the person that i called in abj told me, he is accommodating someone at the moment, but if i finally get the offer he will contact someone that can help me, atleast for the first one month. Pls don't turn your back at me. I will not let u down. I will be the most foolish person on earth to mishandle any opportunity giving to me.

Thanks so much for your concern,i didn't know it will turn out this way. i believe God has a way of helping every man may be this d way he has chosen to help me. Many spend money to called me, even when i can't hear what they were saying, they did not get angry at me. I'm grateful. I do not have low self-esteem as some said, if you were in my state. There is no way it will not tell on your psychic, may be that reflected in d way i sounded but it's not low self-esteem. The mere feeling that i'm a graduate will never let that set in. Again, i wasn't coherent. I was always making effort to correct impressions. I'm confident, i can do well verbally. Just imagine the way i handle some (present and past tense) words all was because of my psychological state. Notwithstanding, the person that i called in abj told me, he is accommodating someone at the moment, but if i finally get the offer he will contact someone that can help me, atleast for the first one month. Pls don't turn your back at me. I will not let u down. I will be the most foolish person on earth to mishandle any opportunity giving to me.

So i can now post with mobile.what was wrong then?

Trial post

almost exhausted airtime

aisha2 check ur mail

aisha2 i want to send to your id

jazz(at)ymail.com system refuse sending

i scattered the cv in the course of sendin it with mobile. i've sent now.pls don`t call me a fool i have to tailor it

@ radiant am in the cafe

@ radiant am in the cafe now.

@radiant i`m in the cafe now. wait for me pls, still typing

Thank God i finaly posted tonight.i've been making frantic effort to no avail. God helping me, I will make more post

Pls nl, i'm not a scam. I'm living in the village were i do not get free a

i am not a scam pls verify

U makes this take the frontp

I'm shock at the kindness and favour been shower at me. Bim4u when i first saw your post i was overwhelmed with joy that i didn't know what to say. Within me i experience what could be refer to as tears of joy. I took a minute and was pondering on "what manner of love is this" Only to come back and met another one.This is an unmerited favour,i had never been favour like this before. Is this what they use to say, the rejected stone becomes the corner stone. I have hope now, i can feel a sense of belonging returning to me. Moderator (aisha2) pls thank them for me. I don't think thank u is the proper word to use here,i wish i can go for another word that has more strength and weight than thank u. May d a

@Bim4u, God! u mean me. My God, i .

@chiejik, that would have been nice. My sister, i do not have where to stay over there. The only time i came close to abj was during my nysc on my way to nasarawa state. Once i have hope of a better tomorrow, i wouldidn't mind to lay my head anywhere provided it's a place were i will not be mistaking for a criminal at night. My predicament will not remain forever. I had slept in a construction site before and still survive. I feel ashame telling people about myself because it may sound unbelievable. Nevertheless, i will call someone that accommodated me when i was still in sch, i learnt that he is working in abj at present then get back to u. Thanks

@radia

Nl i need your encouragement, my case is so critical that i soakd my pillow every night with tears. If possible i should have question my God for creating me,but i knew he created me for a purpose. If you were born with silver spoon in your mouth be grateful to God. I grew up as a child in one village in state. my dad died when i was not even a year according to my mum. I am the first and only child, because of his dead the marriage broke up. My mom re-marry leaving me with my grandmum (a widow). Worse was that my uncles have a misuntanding over land, these further make life difficult as her first son drive us out of his house. I can remembered vividly when we us to sleep in the church at night and woke up very early in the morning to go back to work on our farms. She would always tell me that one day i shall be great.  There are times that we would use just pumkin leave, pepper, and salt to cook (soup) on the farm. My uncles never care about this poor widow nor me til date, seeing our situation my mum decided to help by giving me some money for my education, though her husband was against it. I struggle to finish my o' level and finally secure admission. My mum endeavour to pay my fees, i was determined to succeed. I struggle til graduation in 2007. You would never undastand what it meant to attend school without fund. It was tough,  while my colleaque were using labtop to do assignment, i was begging transport to go home so i could do some menial jobs to buy text book.Thank God i'm through anyway. I did my nysc las yr. Since them, i've been searching for job. Now it became done on me that i did not study a professional course. I've not seen jobs advertised for physiologist since. I'm sad. My mum is not happy. I persuaded her to buy D.E form for me so i can go back to study another course but they ate our money, no admission. Now my grand mum is late. my mum told me she has tried i should go and cater for myself, i thought it's a joke. But she meant it.For d past 4wks i've been battling with hunger, i'm jobless. My uncles never care. I don't know were to start from. no fund to start anything. God pls help me. I need your encouragement and prayer pls