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It's been 39 days without betting. I should be celebrating this feat, but I am not. Waking up, taking a poo, showering and going to work is premeditated and adverse.

My old self was wayward, risky and on the highline, yet being in trouble, then palpitating and thinking hard on how to solve the problem, placated/thrilled me.

Like when I bet, there is a futile dream of winning someday that keeps you dreaming. Now I am just resigned to fate, waiting to meet my Waterloo August 16th.

Who else feels this way? Is the normal way of life boring to you?

Lollittaa:
poor baby. Are you sick

Lollittaa my baby

You've quit betting.
Good for you.
Keep it up.

Lollittaa:

My baby is mad at me.

You never die??!

I wish you'd just shut up already, about keeping everyone abreast of your ever changing scheduled dates to commit suicide. Just shut up.

The normal way of living isn't boring to me...Infact, I enjoy myself even more...



I wake up and do my house work and zoom off to work...Spend hours and return home and wash movies and sleep...


I see movies alot and I read online alot...I go on YouTube to watch comedies skits and it'll kill my time till I sleep off ...


Why engage in betting and losing the little money you could use to give your self a good treat?

Nature as they say abhors vacuum. I must commend you for at least taking that step to quit betting or gambling as it were. I understand the thrills and the endorphin rush that comes with gambling. But it is about that time you replace it with a worthwhile hobby. Something that is productive and at the same time very thrilling.
For me i gym alot, that is my source of endorphin/adrenaline rush.

Rocktation:
I wish you'd just shut up already, about keeping everyone abreast of your ever changing scheduled dates to commit suicide. Just shut up.

hmm. So you are the admin always pushing my threads. All I ever wanted was to express my feelings on the platform. My death postponed to August 16th is in reference to when WAEC will start. It was shifted. Do your research on it. By then, my secrets will be revealed

You're always killing yourself .
There are thousands and millions of Nairaland users ...all of us have our different problems ,EVERY SINGLE SOUL!
Financial, spiritual, mental, emotional , fighting demons and destroying bad habits .

Stop trying to emotionally blackmail people to raise funds or sympathize with you Bro.

I'm not a mean person but you can go AHEAD AND DIE!!!

This boy again