This shit is really hard don't even know where to start from being in a great pain since coming back from work I didn't even know what triggered the crisis .
I sometimes feel like cursing people when they said we love each other even tho our genotype doesn't match and I want to marry her it's f**king tough literally have been denied so many things cuz of just being a sickler I feel like ending everything by sucide . Bleeding deep inside. people says life isn't fair but what about us suffering from someone else mistake it hurts .
This shit is bigger than you think it comes with emotional crisis financial crisis family crisis ,
Please if you know anyone who is has such try to show them love the might not open up to you,
Right now am in deep crisis it been bad falling sick 4-5 times in a month of course I do go to hospital monthly for check up but it do little or nothing to my pains. Am dying slowly and painfully
Imagine everyday taking drugs and injections which had little or no effect. Living life with a note you gonna die anytime it's the worst feeling no matter how much you try u can't go a day without pain
Today I could be having the best moments of my life only to wake up at midnight with unimaginable pain
Please your advise and help is appreciated👇👇
https://www.nairaland.com/7544095/bone-marrow-transplant-suggestions

Please do all well to remember me in your prayers I have been through a lot I wish I could change the hand of time

No matter how I tried to describe the pains to they doctors can know what it feels like

I pray you find the peace that you’re looking for my friend

Be strong man... Insha Allah God shall heal you

I heard bone marrow transplant works, but it's extremely expensive

Ireportlive:
Be strong man... Insha Allah God shall heal you

I heard bone marrow transplant works, but it's extremely expensive

Yeah that's the only thing holding me plus is difficult getting a match

EastAlchemist:
I pray you find the peace that you’re looking for my friend

I hope so too imagine people seeing you as a burden especially family I feel like ending everything but I lack the courage

Blake755:

Yeah that's the only thing holding me plus is difficult getting a match

I pray God gives you favor and helper... Adekunle Gold and Laycon also goes through this

Sad it's not your fault

Try Access bank Health Loan.. they finance major surgery, IVF and other expensive procedure

Please am using this medium to tell everyone no matter how sweet the relationship is go for genotype test you might not know the favor u are doing yourself and your unborn children
Imagine everyday I have to struggle to complete a task

Blake755:
No matter how I tried to describe the pains to they doctors can know what it feels like

am really sorry bro

Easy man, it is beyond the physical, find your peace within.

Sadly I have a friend who had the same shit I remembered him dying I was sacred because I thought I might be next

Patriotsleague:
Easy man, it is beyond the physical, find your peace within.

How do I find that sadly nothing gives me joy again I lost everything in 2011 it changed everything about me no doubts it was when I had the worst crisis of my life leading to leg ulcer, spinal injury and others

Blake755:

I hope so too imagine people seeing you as a burden especially family I feel like ending everything but I lack the courage

Everybody wants to be loved and be accepted but I think
You are allowing people get into your head too much
If you can’t find a thick skin run away from them
The sky is too big for the bird to limit itself to one part
Especially when God has given it wings to fly
You know your heart desires
Why don’t you follow them ruggedly
Life is short
One day you will look back and say you gave your best shot

Everyone with their own demons... Unfortunately some have it worst. Life is not fair. Keep fighting op.

Like someone said look at laycon
He didn’t let his condition limit him

AndroidAI:
Everyone with their own demons... Unfortunately some have it worst. Life is not fair. Keep fighting op.

Life isn’t fair

EastAlchemist:

Everybody wants to be loved and be accepted but I think
You are allowing people get into your head too much
If you can’t find a thick skin run away from them
The sky is too big for the bird to limit itself to one part
Especially when God has given it wings to fly
You know your heart desires
Why don’t you follow them ruggedly
Life is short
One day you will look back and say you gave your best shot

Hmm for instance I went to write post utme so I had to sleep in the school only for me to wake up with crisis a day to the exam

AndroidAI:
Everyone with their own demons... Unfortunately some have it worst. Life is not fair. Keep fighting op.

Yeah but at least if am suffering as result of my deed I would have been really happy

EastAlchemist:
Like someone said look at laycon
He didn’t let his condition limit him

I hope I will pull through too God help me

Blake755:

Yeah but at least if am suffering as result of my deed I would have been really happy

A lot of us are suffering as a result of other people's mistake. I, for example, was born into poverty. It wasn't my fault either. Nothing is fair!

Imagine your career suffering people seeing you as a lazy ass when it was never your fault no matter how you try to explain to them they won't understand not even sure of tomorrow

AndroidAI:


A lot of us are suffering as a result of other people's mistake. I, for example, was born into poverty. It wasn't my fault either. Nothing is fair!

Poverty is really a different scenarios at least you have a high chance of not ending being poor too

Blake755:
Please do all well to remember me in your prayers I have been through a lot I wish I could change the hand of time

Sorry. Hope you fall in love with an AA person.

SenecaTheYonger:


Sorry. Hope you fall in love with an AA person.

Who dey find love when you are still struggling with health not lucky with love

I understand your pain. My friend is also passing through what you are going through and also hinder her of somethings. But be strong, spiritually minded (closer relationship with your creator), do what you plan to do cause tomorrow is not guaranteed. I wish you success in your endeavors.

AndroidAI:


A lot of us are suffering as a result of other people's mistake. I, for example, was born into poverty. It wasn't my fault either. Nothing is fair!

You have to do what it takes to not end in same poverty so many destinies depends on your success.

Newusername:
I understand your pain. My friend is also passing through what you are going through and also hinder her of somethings. But be strong, spiritually minded (closer relationship with your creator), do what you plan to do cause tomorrow is not guaranteed. I wish you success in your endeavors.

I hope so too sad I no longer give a F**k about a creator lost my faith tho

Blake755:

I hope so too sad I no longer give a F**k about a creator lost my faith tho

You will be fine.

Newusername:


You will be fine.

Thanks I just bought a drug 5k the said it helps in managing it but it works for a while then stopped

Newusername:


You will be fine.

Please do remember me in your prayers am in excruciating pain nothing matters again

Blake755:

Please do remember me in your prayers am in excruciating pain nothing matters again

I no sabi your name wetin I tell God say your name be?