I just want to share this real-life encounter with you all.

Please read!

Before now, I hardly believed in supernatural existence but my encounter yesterday changed my view.

Let me start by saying depression is real and it's leading people to suicide. That I can authoritatively confirm. When someone becomes tired and frustrated in life due to circumstances, he gradually sinks into depression, loses interest in life and not long before suicide looks to him like the fastest way out. Only the strong and brave conquer that phase of life.

So below are some of the reasons that forced me into attempting to "end it all':

Job rejections

Unemployment

Hardship

Poverty

Health challenges

As you can see, all are interlinked. Job rejection leads to staying unemployed, unemployment leads to poverty/economic hardship and even health challenges that ordinarily would have been tackled can't be tackled due to lack of funds - a threat to life.

Let me break it down further...

Job rejection:
I have been rejected many times even for jobs I was very hopeful for and had an insider. The rejections have gripped into my mental state and made me to begin to look worthless in my very eyes - like no one can or would ever employ me. I'm sorry for sounding negative but that was the feeling.

Health challenges
I have health challenges that are adding to my predicament in life. One is vocal/respiratory problem which has affected my breath, have effect on my voice/talking ability and mostly when it comes to doing energetic work. In the case of my voice, when I open mouth to say something, people quickly turn their faces to look at who has such a voice, that perhaps shouldn't be allowed to voice especially in public. This always brings nothing but shame to me and it's humiliating!

Another is bone problem, affecting my waist and spine, a sort of shift, fracture or dislocation, with severe pains, making me incapable to stand, bend or trek for long. How can a young person not being able to do all these? Then this is no life. Other disheartening happenings around my life add to making me get so tired of life.

The rejection yesterday that led to suicide attempt.

Last week, it was an heartbreak after attending an interview. Yesterday, as I returned from an interview, a microfinance bank, it was another unsuccessful one even when I relied on an insider. I had nothing left with me and with no hope of what to eat next, was already owing people different amounts which were overdue. I became very very disturbed and hopeless. Suicide thought gripped in. I can't tell how I unconsciously lost my mind and got a robe from only God knows where. It is hard to explain. That happened on my way back from the place. However, I can remember I met one of my neighbours outside and passed whether we greeted or not, I can't say too. I entered inside my room, used a chair inside to tie the robe on the ceiling fan and just when I wanted to put my head inside the hole, some unexplainable things happened.

It is still a mystery to me till now which I can't explain vividly. Everything happened in a second or two.

Something like light flashed in my memory and suddenly I felt very dizzy and fell down from the chair, breathing heavily, screaming and rolling on the floor until a neighbour ran into the room to meet me in that position. But before I feIl down, during that flash, I could manageably see my late mother's image in the flash. Such a thing had never happened to me before since her death, and it was at that time I regained my senses and realized I was about committing suicide. The neighbour was very shocked at such attempt.

As hard as it is to explain, I would say supernatural powers intervened. It is what stopped me from ending my life.

I haven't been told of anyone in my family that quitted life through that way before, but unfortunately, unbearable situations are pushing me to break that record. It's telling me since I have no sound health, no job and no one to help me, it's better I quit life.

Finally, I would say since the attempt failed, I believe God still has good plans for me irrespective of the situation. And even in the face of hunger and unemployment, I rebuke and destroy every spirit of suicide in my life, AMEN. I strongly hope never to try that again. Thanks to God for saving and preserving my life.

Please stay strong. Nobody is having it easy this period and it only takes the grace of God for people to survive nowadays. Just be strong, no matter what, don't lose hope. Everything will be alright one day

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This one is touching. May God help you bro. People are really going through a lot.

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NairalandSon:
I just want to share this real-life encounter with you all.

Please read!

Before now, I hardly believed in supernatural existence but my encounter yesterday changed my view.

Let me start by saying depression is real and it's leading people to suicide. That I can authoritatively confirm. When someone becomes tired and frustrated in life due to circumstances, he gradually sinks into depression, loses interest in life and not long before suicide looks to him like the fastest way out. Only the strong and brave conquer that phase of life.

People really need help and I would say, please always help someone whenever you can because some of them are going through a lot. I do that whenever I can too. I'm not blowing my trumpet but even with the little sum I had in my pocket that yesterday, I still bought food for someone who really needed it. I believe that helped her a lot. Anyways, that is by the way.

So below are some of the reasons that forced me into attempting to "end it all':

Job rejections

Unemployment

Hardship

Poverty

Health challenges

As you can see, all are interlinked. Job rejection leads to staying unemployed, unemployment leads to poverty/economic hardship and even health challenges that ordinarily would have been tackled can't be tackled due to lack of funds - a threat to life.

Let me break it down further...

Job rejection:
I have been rejected many times even for jobs I was very hopeful for and had an insider. The rejections have gripped into my mental state and made me to begin to look worthless in my very eyes - like no one can or would ever employ me. I'm sorry for sounding negative but that was the feeling.

Health challenges
I have health challenges that are adding to my predicament in life. One is vocal/respiratory problem which has affected my breath, have effect on my voice/talking ability and mostly when it comes to doing energetic work. In the case of my voice, when I open mouth to say something, people quickly turn their faces to look at who has such a voice, that perhaps shouldn't be allowed to voice especially in public. This always brings nothing but shame to me and it's humiliating!

Another is bone problem, affecting my waist and spine, a sort of shift, fracture or dislocation, with severe pains, making me incapable to stand, bend or trek for long. How can a young person not being able to do all these? Then this is no life. Other disheartening happenings around my life add to making me get so tired of life.

The rejection yesterday that led to suicide attempt.

Last week, it was an heartbreak after attending an interview. Yesterday, as I returned from an interview, a microfinance bank, it was another unsuccessful one even when I relied on an insider. I had nothing left with me and with no hope of what to eat next, was already owing people different amounts which were overdue. I became very very disturbed and hopeless. Suicide thought gripped in. I can't tell how I unconsciously lost my mind and got a robe from only God knows where. It is hard to explain. That happened on my way back from the place. However, I can remember I met one of my neighbours outside and passed whether we greeted or not, I can't say too. I entered inside my room, used a chair inside to tie the robe on the ceiling fan and just when I wanted to put my head inside the hole, some unexplainable things happened.

It is still a mystery to me till now which I can't explain vividly. Everything happened in a second or two.

Something like light flashed in my memory and suddenly I felt very dizzy and fell down from the chair, breathing heavily, screaming and rolling on the floor until a neighbour ran into the room to meet me in that position. But before I feIl down, during that flash, I could manageably see my late mother's image in the flash. Such a thing had never happened to me before since her death, and it was at that time I regained my senses and realized I was about committing suicide. The neighbour was very shocked at such attempt.

As hard as it is to explain, I would say supernatural powers intervened. It is what stopped me from ending my life.

I haven't been told of anyone in my family that quitted life through that way before, but unfortunately, unbearable situations are pushing me to break that record. It's telling me since I have no sound health, no job and no one to help me, it's better I quit life.

Finally, I would say since the attempt failed, I believe God still has good plans for me irrespective of the situation. And even in the face of hunger and unemployment, I rebuke and destroy every spirit of suicide in my life, AMEN. I strongly hope never to try that again. Thanks to God for saving and preserving my life.

This year is going to be good for us.. Suicide is never an option..

Be strong!
You will be fine soon.

RoyalUc:
Be strong!
You will be fine soon.

Only if he knows now tomorrow may be bright for him.

Carmanbiz:


Only if he knows now tomorrow may be bright for him.

Very bright indeed!

I understand his plight though.
I just wish someone would reach out and help him.

Another lamentation of an unemployed youth. This country na wa.

This story get as e be.

I don't even know what to say

May be the mods should help him get more views.

Lalasticlala, Seun, Mynd44, Dominique, nlfpmod etc

RoyalUc:
Be strong!
You will be fine soon.

God is my strength.

CuddleBerry:
Please stay strong. Nobody is having it easy this period and it only takes the grace of God for people to survive nowadays. Just be strong, no matter what, don't lose hope. Everything will be alright one day

God is my strength

NairalandSon:


God is my strength

Good to know you're alive. There is hope for you regardless of whatever you may be facing right now, just hang on this too shall pass.

Send me a DM.

Send me your account details. Let me send something pls. God will make you smile soonest

NairalandSon:
I just want to share this real-life encounter with you all.

Please read!

Before now, I hardly believed in supernatural existence but my encounter yesterday changed my view.

Let me start by saying depression is real and it's leading people to suicide. That I can authoritatively confirm. When someone becomes tired and frustrated in life due to circumstances, he gradually sinks into depression, loses interest in life and not long before suicide looks to him like the fastest way out. Only the strong and brave conquer that phase of life.

So below are some of the reasons that forced me into attempting to "end it all':

Job rejections

Unemployment

Hardship

Poverty

Health challenges

As you can see, all are interlinked. Job rejection leads to staying unemployed, unemployment leads to poverty/economic hardship and even health challenges that ordinarily would have been tackled can't be tackled due to lack of funds - a threat to life.

Let me break it down further...

Job rejection:
I have been rejected many times even for jobs I was very hopeful for and had an insider. The rejections have gripped into my mental state and made me to begin to look worthless in my very eyes - like no one can or would ever employ me. I'm sorry for sounding negative but that was the feeling.

Health challenges
I have health challenges that are adding to my predicament in life. One is vocal/respiratory problem which has affected my breath, have effect on my voice/talking ability and mostly when it comes to doing energetic work. In the case of my voice, when I open mouth to say something, people quickly turn their faces to look at who has such a voice, that perhaps shouldn't be allowed to voice especially in public. This always brings nothing but shame to me and it's humiliating!

Another is bone problem, affecting my waist and spine, a sort of shift, fracture or dislocation, with severe pains, making me incapable to stand, bend or trek for long. How can a young person not being able to do all these? Then this is no life. Other disheartening happenings around my life add to making me get so tired of life.

The rejection yesterday that led to suicide attempt.

Last week, it was an heartbreak after attending an interview. Yesterday, as I returned from an interview, a microfinance bank, it was another unsuccessful one even when I relied on an insider. I had nothing left with me and with no hope of what to eat next, was already owing people different amounts which were overdue. I became very very disturbed and hopeless. Suicide thought gripped in. I can't tell how I unconsciously lost my mind and got a robe from only God knows where. It is hard to explain. That happened on my way back from the place. However, I can remember I met one of my neighbours outside and passed whether we greeted or not, I can't say too. I entered inside my room, used a chair inside to tie the robe on the ceiling fan and just when I wanted to put my head inside the hole, some unexplainable things happened.

It is still a mystery to me till now which I can't explain vividly. Everything happened in a second or two.

Something like light flashed in my memory and suddenly I felt very dizzy and fell down from the chair, breathing heavily, screaming and rolling on the floor until a neighbour ran into the room to meet me in that position. But before I feIl down, during that flash, I could manageably see my late mother's image in the flash. Such a thing had never happened to me before since her death, and it was at that time I regained my senses and realized I was about committing suicide. The neighbour was very shocked at such attempt.

As hard as it is to explain, I would say supernatural powers intervened. It is what stopped me from ending my life.

I haven't been told of anyone in my family that quitted life through that way before, but unfortunately, unbearable situations are pushing me to break that record. It's telling me since I have no sound health, no job and no one to help me, it's better I quit life.

Finally, I would say since the attempt failed, I believe God still has good plans for me irrespective of the situation. And even in the face of hunger and unemployment, I rebuke and destroy every spirit of suicide in my life, AMEN. I strongly hope never to try that again. Thanks to God for saving and preserving my life.

bsalawu:
Send me your account details. Let me send something pls. God will make you smile soonest

Good morning to you sir. Please check your mail. I have sent you a mail. Thank you.

Abcruz:

Good to know you're alive. There is hope for you regardless of whatever you may be facing right now, just hang on this too shall pass.

Send me a DM.

I have sent you a DM sir. Please check and reply.

Quite disheartening reading through. May God see you through.

This is why God has to bless me, because there are so many people to benefit from it. Oluwa do it for me please.

May God be for you bro. I know it's not easy but please try and stay strong.

Just be strong. Don't kill yourself no matter what. Tomorrow may be brighter than you think.

None

NairalandSon:


Good morning to you sir. Please check your mail. I have sent you a mail. Thank you.

bsalawu:
Send me your account details. Let me send something pls. God will make you smile soonest

bsalawu:
None

Ok. Thanks.

NairalandSon:


I have sent you a DM sir. Please check and reply.

Replied.

bsalawu:
None

Hello sir, I did forward the details to you.

Abcruz:


Replied.

I have replied you

I cried.
Years ago,I was fucking depressed eeh,no be everything dem dey talk online

I was crying out loud to my significant half of bn depressed,but sadly enough he never understood what depression was.

To everyone going thru depression,I m always available to listen n help you pull thru.
Lots of luv


I see you getting a breakthrough from this post.

ahnie:
I cried.
Years ago,I was fucking depressed eeh,no be everything dem dey talk online,a family meeting was held because of me.

I was crying out loud to my significant half of bn depressed,but sadly enough he never understood what depression was, honestly I was overwhelmed and the ceiling fan looked fanciful.

To everyone going thru depression,I m always available to listen n help you pull thru.
Lots of luv


I see you getting a breakthrough from this post.

Depression is very real. Thanks for your kind words and sharing your motivation as well.

Good morning to you all. I'm still alive, waxing better and stronger by the grace of God.

@OP, may God come through for you soon. I can imagine the feelings especially when you keep praying and trusting God but don't see anything. I will advise you still try to find things that can keep you distracted when that feeling of depression sets in.
I don't want to accept or believe that I have experienced after I researched on what depression is but I can what I can tell you is that I tried to discover things that lifts back my spirit whenever I feel so down. It could be speaking to a special someone either family or a friend, eating that food that excites you or looking out for things to be still grateful.
Sometimes when I move around and see so many people with disability trying to still survive. I tell myself that I have got no reason not to be grateful.
Be strong, soon everything will be fine.

mylove4God:
@OP, may God come through for you soon. I can imagine the feelings especially when you keep praying and trusting God but don't see anything. I will advise you still try to find things that can keep you distracted when that feeling of depression sets in.
I don't want to accept or believe that I have experienced after I researched on what depression is but I can what I can tell you is that I tried to discover things that lifts back my spirit whenever I feel so down. It could be speaking to a special someone either family or a friend, eating that food that excites you or looking out for things to be still grateful.
Sometimes when I move around and see so many people with disability trying to still survive. I tell myself that I have got no reason not to be grateful.
Be strong, soon everything will be fine.

Thank you for your great words.