₦airaland Forum

JESUSchoice: My name is Idorenyin Umoh,am d only son of ma parents,a boy of 17yrs of age,a jambite, i stay with my step uncle who is a pastor in River state, he is married with 3kids and a maid 2 take care of dem. I came 2 live with dem in 2010,with all my stay wit dem i wud confess they are nice people. As a young christian i cleavd 2 pleaze God, in all wayz ,i always attended S.U fellowship,prayd,fast alot and also promisd God i will be cleanin his church and preachn d gospel unfailingly every saturday. because of dis level of commitment i had, d devil has tried unsucessfuly in divers manners 2 shift me away frm God, but i kept on overcoming.......until the day dat i lost my trust& faith in God.................... .........,.... ....,...... .... it all startd in 2012 , everytime i pray,my mind keeps telling me dat i Dont have faith,and dat God doesn't exist so my prayers won't be answerd....it borderd me 4 like a days ,i couldn't tell my uncle, cos i dnt knw wat his reactn & mindset will be,evn ma mum dat i luv and trust so much,cos i dnt want her 2be worried sick abt me, my dad is not spiritual ,he doesn't even go 2 church,so i can't tell him,my Aunty is d 1 i shud have told,but am afraid her family pple.or probably d whole church wil hear abt it.. ...i only told my freind,Frank, in S.U ,he is a bit spiritual.. .he told me 2 rebuke d thoughts which i did ,but it kept cumin and cumin agn ,only it has bcom part of ma mind. It Has affected a whole part of my life , i know longer pray,fast ,worship,serve and preach again, in short, it has taken my heart away from God, if sum1 talks abt church|bible tins especially Hell fire, coldness,(i don't care)mindset and sumtimes(hatred) emerges in ma heart, i no longer have d fear of God again,evry morning i go out for family prayrs which is compulsory 4 all membrs of my houz,i pray with coldnes in ma heart. .... now all i think of is joining cults, getting rich fast,becoming a badboy and havin fleshy lust & behaviours.....i write dis with tears in ma heart, i don't want 2becom an (ATHIEST)..... Pls comment ,i need ur help(advice)!!!

alexleo: It is not being in a church that takes people to heaven. It is being in Christ Jesus. Always be like the Bereans in the book of the Acts of the apostles. After Paul's teaching they go back and search whether what he taught them was in line with the scriptures. Make the bible and the Holy Spirit your guide. After listening to teachings pls pray God to guide you on the truth. This is where you need the Holy Spirit. His work is to guide you into all truths. Man cannot lead you into all truth. So dont rely only on the books that people wrote or sermons. Ask God for the Holy Spirit and make your personal research in the bible. Forget about if you are in the right church. When the Holy Spirit takes full control he will guide you and if you are in the wrong place you will know.

PastorOluT:
Why do u think d tots are coming n the resultant effect is to be bad, n why not to be good?

I tell u d devil is playing tricks with u n d earlier u rebuke him the better, else u will be entangled n coming out would never b again.