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Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by adegunwa4real(m): 8:55am On Mar 22, 2017
MODs, please help me move this to the right section. everyone needs this


Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and sissy won’t wake up.” Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they’ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can’t handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They’re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She’s in shock. She can’t believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can’t cry, she can’t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It’s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone’s crying, your little brother still doesn’t know you killed yourself, he’s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn’t stop for days. It’s two years later. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn’t know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn’t succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don’t just affect you. They affect everyone. Don’t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can’t get better if you give up. I’m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we’ve NEVER talked before, I’m here for you. Copy and paste this as your status to show people there are people out there that care.let's see who actually read all of it.
For anyone that feels this way,We are trying to demonstrate that someone's always listening.
# SuicideAwareness

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Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by BlackDBagba: 9:02am On Mar 22, 2017
I can't believe I just read this.

When your little brother is murdered ; his 20 yr old life is snuffed out of him the emotions are the same.

Life goes on. We all have but a short time to live.
Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by BabyGirl114: 9:08am On Mar 22, 2017
adegunwa4real:
MODs, please help me move this to the right section. everyone needs this


Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don’t answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you’re asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She’s screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that “Mommy is crying and sissy won’t wake up.” Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what’s going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there’s an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they’ve said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can’t help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can’t handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They’re sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She’s in shock. She can’t believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can’t cry, she can’t feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It’s a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone’s crying, your little brother still doesn’t know you killed yourself, he’s too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn’t stop for days. It’s two years later. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn’t know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn’t succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don’t just affect you. They affect everyone. Don’t end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can’t get better if you give up. I’m here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we’ve NEVER talked before, I’m here for you. Copy and paste this as your status to show people there are people out there that care.let's see who actually read all of it.
For anyone that feels this way,We are trying to demonstrate that someone's always listening.
# SuicideAwareness


Thanks,lovely write up
Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by Nobody: 9:26am On Mar 22, 2017
Hmmmmmmmmnnnn

I can relate with this writeup sooo well not because have given suicide a thought but have thought of giving up on so many things but like Op said, what my siblings, friends and family will go through if I ever execute those thoughts keep me in check.


Just yesterday... I wanted to break my simcard, deactivate my account and some shii but I'm glad I didn't. Just cried my eyes out, my diary and I prayed. grin cry grin cheesy


So if you are out there thinking of taking your own life, quicquic abort that yeye mission because you mean the world to someone. kiss kiss
Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by adegunwa4real(m): 9:41am On Mar 22, 2017
Aderola15:
Hmmmmmmmmnnnn

I can relate with this writeup sooo well not because have given suicide a thought but have thought of giving up on so many things but like Op said, what my siblings, friends and family will go through if I ever execute those thoughts keep me in check.


Just yesterday... I wanted to break my simcard, deactivate my account and some shii but I'm glad I didn't. Just cried my eyes out, my diary and I prayed. grin cry grin cheesy


So if you are out there thinking of taking your own life, quicquic abort that yeye mission because you mean the world to someone. kiss kiss

*good one... glad you've not given up yet! keep being strong for all of us!

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Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by adegunwa4real(m): 9:41am On Mar 22, 2017
BabyGirl114:
Thanks,lovely write up
thank you...
Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by Nobody: 9:46am On Mar 22, 2017
Aderola15:
Hmmmmmmmmnnnn

I can relate with this writeup sooo well not because have given suicide a thought but have thought of giving up on so many things but like Op said, what my siblings, friends and family will go through if I ever execute those thoughts keep me in check.


Just yesterday... I wanted to break my simcard, deactivate my account and some shii but I'm glad i didn't. i just cried my eyes out, my diary and I prayed. grin cry grin cheesy


So if you are out there thinking of taking your own life, quicquic abort that yeye mission because you mean the world to someone. kiss kiss
why didn't u?
Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by wahles(m): 9:51am On Mar 22, 2017
Nice
Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by Nobody: 9:55am On Mar 22, 2017
beardlessdude:
why didn't u?

Read my comment again.

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Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by KennyID17(m): 10:03am On Mar 22, 2017
I have been thru depression as a teenager, but never given suicide a thought, the thought of it scares me, I used to think nobody cared about me, coz i was naive and selfish, I wanted everything to be about me and me alone. But as i grew older, I came to realize that life doesn't work that way, ppl also have their challenges and one should learn to respect that.

Op thanks for d write up, u just gave me Anoda perspective to view life from, we are part of ppls lives, we being alive keeps ppl complete, both d good and seemingly bad ppl. Stay strong for them coz u never know what they are doing to stay strong for u.

Good morning.

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Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by adegunwa4real(m): 10:08am On Mar 22, 2017
KennyID17:
I have been thru depression as a teenager, but never given suicide a thought, the thought of it scares me, I used to think nobody cared about me, coz i was naive and selfish, I wanted everything to be about me and me alone. But as i grew older, I came to realize that life doesn't work that way, ppl also have their challenges and one should learn to respect that.

Op thanks for d write up, u just gave me Anoda perspective to view life from, we are part of ppls lives, we being alive keeps ppl complete, both d good and seemingly bad ppl. Stay strong for them coz u never know what they are doing to stay strong for u.

Good morning.


awww...this is a sweet one! 1000000likes for this
Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by KennyID17(m): 10:35am On Mar 22, 2017
adegunwa4real:



awww...this is a sweet one! 1000000likes for this

Thanks bro. Though i am still trying to understand life, it can still get very frustrating even as a young adult.
Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by AgbenuAnna(f): 10:47am On Mar 22, 2017
The truth is we can never always have what we want.



Where you are is somebody's prayer point



soon the storm will pass and you will smile again
Re: Do You Want To Kill Yourself? by AgbenuAnna(f): 10:48am On Mar 22, 2017
The truth is we can never always have what we want.



Where you are is somebody's prayer point



soon the storm will pass and you will smile again

say no to suicide,wrong thought,murder etc

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