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i usually dont keep bad experiences in my brain,have had many, including living with a possessed sister,dead little sister,raped by both a male and female not once not twice when i was 5 or so .lived with an abusive mum, i think my love for reading helped me diagnosed that i could be sick psychologically( i basically cant talk,extremely nervous ,i hardly keep friends,though people always try to make me their friends,have not kept relationship straight 3months,through questions to my mum,while i grew older, i found out i was always smiling when i was a kid kinda extrovert,( i smile now though,but i used to never smile,right now dont know if im an extrovert or an introvert,)i go out alot nowadays though,have alot of friends, still struggling with keeping girlfriends for 3months, we never break up, i just stop picking their calls,

cult or riot ?? seenthat shiiiit but only in kaduna / jos riot

alexistaiwo:
Was once caught in the middle of a very intense shoot out during my secondary school days.



If you have ever seen bullets drop multiple humans in the flesh, you will never pray for war

finalboss:
how is that even possible ? please shed more light on this. Ghost dont exist. Maybe you were i dunno hallucinating

They do exist.

Wizywiz:
Mine was late last year went for a course in asaba the hold up to onitsha was so terrible. I and my friend including a lady my friend was chickin had to treck a lonv distance to niger bridge to get a car to onitsha town. It was already late 10pm. We manage to get to d bridge ..when some bad niggas about two came out from no where wit a knife to harass us. And demanded our phones and cash..as a ph guy includin my guy..we had to act fast. D babe was already. Fidgetin. I had to remember all d wwe i ve watched..shout out to d big dog Roman reigns....i had to quickly attack d one in my front. While my guy attacked d oda hiting dem so hard. Dey screamed in pain before dey could realize themselves we ve zoomed off.. D babe even run pass me and mh guy..i always laugh wenever i remember that incident.so funny..d guys were learners

Lolz

A gang turf war (junction and toll fee shitt) and a little bit of cultism is involved.


They were shooting themselves and police was also shooting at anything that move.

Come and see bodies dropping like the holocaust.

RevenGeMission:
cult or riot ?? seenthat shiiiit but only in kaduna / jos riot

prettysassygirl:
I have stayed with her previously for 1 year,and nothing like that happened,lemme complete the story anyways, when I went back to the room,we both prayed then call our mothers and they prayed too. Then we lay down to sleep,I pretended that I was sleeping till she slept off,she snores so I knew the exact time she slept.when she slept I sat up and sat down at one corner of the room watching her. I stayed like that for about 40 mins,but I cldnt take it any more so I went to the bed to sleep . by 4 she woke me up again startling me,shaking and crying,I was scares and I asked her what was it again,she said when she slept a man and some group of girls walked into the room and the man was asking her why she came to his environment and is disturbing him. and that she is verylucky because he tries to possess me to kill her for disturbing but he couldn't penetrate me so he decided to possess her to kill me so she can be put into trouble. I wanted to disbelief her story until she described where I was sitting when the man and his group came in,I could swear that she didn't know where I was sitting as she was sleeping and her back was to me. Life is indeed strange

well shir is a very strange life my dear, at night hours lots of demons,unclean spirits,witches,entities are most active, we that have this gift to see the other side and sense their presence know well when they are roaming about..your friend got possessed by such things I just mentioned,girls are easily possessed, for reasons I would explain latter..that's why sacramentals like blessed cross and rosary are good to be around us especially at this vulnerable night hours.As for your case GOD just saved you, you were almost gone..so live a life that GOD cherishes..

Arysexy:
Nah, it echoed from the air. If someone was being mischievous, he will come and tell us later. Not a normal laughter, louder like an amplified voice

Besides there were security lights on, we could have seen d person

thats not enough to scare me though

clownship sounds familiar , i was at cssj hoping to join NDA , it didnt hppen as i moved back with fam to SW

Gracesofar:
My first day in a military academy... I had to run back home in kaduna and i was bundled back the other day. Kai clownship was hell am glad its now history sha

matex97:
thank you bro
I thank God there isn't any scar on my back despite the incident
It is a miracle I can't phantom

Baba go sit down, the oil nor hot...

Jetland:
The year I lost my 3 brothers, that was in 2016.

Same year?
That's saddening mehn.

God is with you , he won't leave you IJN , i've had about 4 accidents , came out unscathed this one i had in november almost cost me my arm , its still in POP , i cant work atm , May heavens never let us experience such again

MissRaine69:
Dislocated jaw
Fractured eye socket
4 broken ribs
My legs are held together by metal hardware

like NURTW fights lol

alexistaiwo:
A gang turf war (junction and toll fee shitt) and a little bit of cultism is involved.


They were shooting themselves and police was also shooting at anything that move.

Come and see bodies dropping like the holocaust.

logan2:
i usually dont keep bad experiences in my brain,have had many, including living with a possessed sister,dead little sister,raped by both a male and female not once not twice when i was 5 or so .lived with an abusive mum, i think my love for reading helped me diagnosed that i could be sick psychologically( i basically cant talk,extremely nervous ,i hardly keep friends,though people always try to make me their friends,have not kept relationship straight 3months,through questions to my mum,while i grew older, i found out i was always smiling when i was a kid kinda extrovert,( i smile now though,but i used to never smile,right now dont know if im an extrovert or an introvert,)i go out alot nowadays though,have alot of friends, still struggling with keeping girlfriends for 3months, we never break up, i just stop picking their calls,

Have you thought about seeing a professional therapist? It may help your achieving total healing emotionally and psychologically.

Edusouls:
well shir is a very strange life my dear, at night hours lots of demons,unclean spirits,witches,entities are most active, we that have this gift to see the other side and sense their presence know well when they are roaming about..your friend got possessed by such things I just mentioned,girls are easily possessed, for reasons I would explain latter..that's why sacramentals like blessed cross and rosary are good to be around us especially at this vulnerable night hours.As for your case GOD just saved you, you were almost gone..so live a life that GOD cherishes..

seconded to the bolded ,i have always wondered why a well dressed lady will decide to fall under the anointing and roll on the floor,my sisters experience too

finalboss:
you really think its about facing fears boldly ? i have be living with both anger and hate for sm years now. At least he visited a therapist. I healed my self with those two things.

So you good now?

Mankiso:
Mine is a sad tale. We used to live in a large extended family compound at the village. There were always intra-family fracas and wars, so this often repelled my emotions. There was this family, living right side of us whose children and their mother fought my mother constantly. One day, I was going out of the compound and I was met at the gate by one of their sons who was older than me. Suddenly, Aneke pulled me and dragged me by the hand into the bush. I was five and he was about thirteen. I got thrown to the ground and he lay on my body facing me, his rising dick touching my penis. He tore through my dirty and sweat soaked knicker and brought out my small dick. He began to lick it, and would move gently and forcefully up and down the length and breath of my full body, his penis rousing mine up. When he finished, he said I should suck his dick which was bigger. Afraid and shocked and my heart pumping fast, I licked his dirty and smelly penis. He would cloth himself and ask me to zip back my untidy knickers. I was dumbfounded by the whole act. I would not tell my mother because Aneke had warned me, saying we would be beaten if I exposed what he did. Since I couldn't talk, afraid of what could happen to us, for I was already tired of the constant wars and fights and afraid for my poor mother, I lived through my childhood and teenage and now as an adult emotionally and psychologically bruised, tormented and traumatized. I almost ended up a homosexual since I thought it was the norm, but my close relationship with God early in life had helped me to be able to control myself whenever the urge comes. I hardly keeps a relationship and my communication pattern is poor, if not none-existent. I always feel that people suspect me and I am impetuously angry and pained by my experience. However, I have not had anal sex with anyone and nobody has done that to me. I also have not had penetrative sex with the female. I will be thirty-nine soon. I am not married.

I am thinking all the time. I hate my village and I do not like to go there. I hate Aneke and I do not like to see him.

In the last recent years, I started experiencing a very troubling health challenge: a distressing mouth and body odours. I have gone to hospitals, clinics, and to herbal homes and others, all to no avail. A lab scientist kindly suggested I go to a neuropsychological hospital and I was referred. I was shocked to learn that the odours are psychologically functional, being the chemical and hormonal results of increased and unabated sexual identity tensions, fears and thoughts expressed by me through thinking and anger. I go to a prophetic church and I am often advised to stop being angry and to stop hating and avoiding people. I don't visit people at their home, I am afraid of re-experiencing my childhood rape and abuse. I have no friends and I worry constantly about who would be my best man during wedding. I am trying to settle down with the help of very nice medical psychologists and psychiatrists and it has not been easy. They advise that I should learn to forget and forgive, that my sexual abuse wasn't my fault. They say I should learn to move on with life. I get dragged in my dreams by handsome males and abused.

I am.learning to understand the horrors of life and why there are many homosexuals in Nigeria. When people say they should be killed and thrown into jail, I do not share this opinion as they may be victims of child sexual abuse. What they need is therapy to overcome the trauma of their violations. I am writing about my experience and how I nearly got disoriented sexually. It is a story of anger, apprehension, and self-hate. I constantly worry about how to publish such a controversial topic and where to get the money to do so. My therapists diagnosed that my experience affected every facets of my life: relationship, communication, career, thoughts, including physiological growth and maturity.

I.am shakened by my experience and my response to it is with a story of understanding of tragedies as this and how not to be a homosexual in Nigeria, in a letter to my friend who has run away from Nigeria.

Child sexual abuse is a crime. Your boy child who gets abused by a male could become a gay tomorrow. Watch out!

I pray you overcome all eventually, that you forgive both the perpetrator and yourself and you move on with your life as you ought to. You don't need all that heavy load hanging on your shoulders.

BlindAngel:
Baba go sit down, the oil nor hot...

who told you the oil wasn't hot? I had scars at first but currently none is visible again

my back is currently scar-fee

Iya bashira jazz strong gaan

AllenSpencer:
Got to an Amala spot at exactly 12.00pm and was told Amala has already finished

It was like my whole world was crashing right on my face.

Never will forget the experience

Now I have to resume to the spot by 10.am if Amala is ready or not. I will just wait there so same does not repeat itself

You garrit.

Na dem dem

RevenGeMission:
like NURTW fights lol

hoseao:
baba it was the very first day I took weed lol. I nearly ran mad, I was seriously observing everything, everything was in slow motion.choi lmao

everytime i try weed thats what it does , idiot guys were jingering me that its because its first time after a few tries i gave up

i like my benson .. trying to quit though

NwanyiAwkaetiti:
So you good now?

nah.

matex97:
who told you the oil wasn't hot? I had scars at first but currently none is visible again

my back is currently scar-fee

OK, i understand perfectly well now... I thought you had no scars right from the day of the incident till date.

Gracesofar:
My first day in a military academy... I had to run back home in kaduna and i was bundled back the other day. Kai clownship was hell am glad its now history sha

You later graduated from NDA?

BlindAngel:
OK, i understand perfectly well now... I thought you had no scars right from the day of the incident till date.

Yes bro

kushercain:
That's quite a list, which means metal detectors go crazy whenever you're around.
Glad you survived tho.

I have to carry a condensed booklet that shows how many plates & screws I have and where they are located and yes metal detectors at airports are not my friends.

prettysassygirl:
mine happened years back when I was still in school,I stayed with a rommie in my year 2,then in yr 3,we decided to look for another house, I got the house myself and packed in,she couldn't join immediately as she was doing her it for 3 months. the day she joined me,was in march,so I stayed in the house for 3 months alone. That day I was so happy as she bought so many thing for me from abuja including kirishi. I ate plenty plenty things then slept off. she was praying when I did, i didn't even utter a word of prayer that night. she brought back anointing oil which her mother gave her, she mixed it with water and sprinkled it round the house,when I woke up around 11 pm,she was still praying,I was surprised then went back to my sleep, that was the last day I slept facing the ceiling. The next time I was waking up by 1 am ,my roomie was sitting astride me with her two hands on my neck choking the life out of me,I was calling her by name but she was like a demon on top of me,there was light so I could see her clearly, then I saw death,everywhere was dark and I could feel my spirit was leaving my body,then strength from no where came into me and I pushed her off me,I ran to the door and she ran after me clawing at my back,the door that used to be easy to open became hard,she clawed my back and tore my dress and there was blood everywhere, my hands and back. Finally I succeeded in opening the door and breeze came into the room and touched her,it was then she got herself and started calling my name and asked me where I was going,I told her that she wanted to kill me and she is asking me where I was going. she begged me to stay telling me she didn't know what came over her. I closed the door and stayed back. we now prayed together and called our mothers. That event has forever remained in my memory

Omo!!!! U stayed back?

LadyJasper:
Have you thought about seeing a professional therapist? It may help your achieving total healing emotionally and psychologically.

honestly no,i usually hide the fact that something is wrong with me psychologically,

logan2:
honestly no,i usually hide the fact that something is wrong with me psychologically,

It's no use hiding it, and I'm not telling you to announce it to the public. Just find a professional as I suggested for a one-on-one counseling session. Another option is a group counseling if you're comfortable with it.
All I'm saying is that it's important you seek professional help so you can move on with your life fully.

Kendrick80:
I remember when I was in ss2 with my guy,we spz dey skool when police burst us for Game Center....D Game Center operator Japa leaving us wif the cops,Na so dem carry us for danfo 2 station but b4 we got there my guy was sitted close to the door and it was opened.Na so my guy fly comot escape,as I wan follow am Na so dem block me.
Omo 4 station I just dey see different faces of hardcore criminals with scars....I almost pissed my pants.
Anyway, my guy wey escape sharply ran 2 my house and explained the situation 2 my folks who called my dad(@work) who called my uncle(army officer) who came 2 bail me out.
The kind beating wey I receive that night no be here.
Cops lied they caught me smoking weed...Fxck d police

Lol...

Legend

RevenGeMission:
clownship sounds familiar , i was at cssj hoping to join NDA , it didnt hppen as i moved back with fam to SW

Shout thank God.

Clownship would have been your worst nightmare

The day I'll never forget...

My sister prepared Semo and Vegetable for dinner...

Everyone at home ate and slept..

In the night, i started purging....

This might seems funny but i believe i was very close to death that night....

The first time i had to use the toilet, i pushed out everything in my bowels i mean everything...

I was so weak...

I didnt know more was coming.

The second time was teribble...

Have you been so tired you couldnt even open your mouth and shout for help...

There was nothing in my bowels , so what was i trying to push out?

At a point, i asked God to receive my soul in Heaven...

I finally slept off on the toilet seat for some time...

Then i got some strength and cleaned up .

The next morning, nobody else purged.

Just Me. My Pops still made me go to school...

Chai..

Sh.it Kills

LadyJasper:
It's no use hiding it, and I'm not telling you to announce it to the public. Just find a professional as I suggested for a one-on-one counseling session. Another option is a group counseling if you're comfortable with it.
All I'm saying is that it's important you seek professional help so you can move on with your life fully.

i will,i wonder what 'moving on with life fully" is,