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This is about my porn Addiction

* How it started
* why i quit
* how i quit
* the effects of the addiction

DISCLAIMER;

I was implored by someone to do this & yo i think this is the hardest thing i ever done in my life & i hope someone learns from my story. I started watching porn when i was 17. Fascinated by this world of mad sexual expression and fantasy, I couldn’t get enough of it and bam! i was addicted. I thought i could manage my addiction & quit anytime i want but it was a lie! I could not tell anyone because i was in denial. I didn’t realize how much watching porn manipulated my mind, warping my sexuality, numbing my feelings, and impacting my relationships with women until i was about 20 years old. I knew i had a problem but fixing it was impossible and porn took over my life. �

One of the effect porn had on me was not respecting women.This includes an obsession with looking at women rather than interacting with them (voyeurism), an attitude in which women are viewed as objects of men’s sexual desire. I saw women as sex objects.The trivialization of rape and widespread acceptance of rape culture – fueled by fake depictions of women in porn videos often pretending to desire violent and abusive sexual acts messed with me. I thank God i got out because this would have deatroyed my life.

Another effect was Numbness & Disembodiment.i was always Hot, inability to cum during sex, detachment from my physical body, emotional unavailability and numbness, i lacked focus and patience, poor memory, and general lack of interest in reality. gosh i was a mess. The last effect porn had on me was fear of intimacy. I wanted an intimate r/ship so bad but porn instead taught me that all i needed was have sex and keep it moving. Porn glofied a man's desires over any for of intimacy. I was trapped, i was unhappy but i could not help myself. Quitting porn is actually one of the greatest achievements of my life. I got to a point that porn had taken over my life and it controlled me. When i was 22, the addiction had gotten so bad that if i don't watch porn in a day i fall sick. It was a shame

One day while watching porn, i was disgusted at the whole thing and i made up my mind that i was gonna quit. I packed all my DVD's in bad and burnt them, i deleted all the files on my computer and threw some hard drives away. Why this happened is not by my will.. its GOD

After that day, i never looked back. If you have a porn addiction, please get out before it destroys your life. If you are a begginer please stop it. Porn is not reality and it messes our reality and lives up. I pray God helps everyone that needs help.

Thanks & God bless

Holy shit bro..!!! Bro u jos anoda version of me, a lower one to be more precise, after watching porn I masturbate even around 3am..am just tired of the own thing...I can be alone even for once, if I do boom the porn thought comes in...

I really need your advice on how you over came that shit...#porn destroys life

even after deleting the porn videos in my phone.. I still downloaded them back.. so here's what I did, I stopped subscribing.. I only do whatsapp and this Freemode stuff for Nairaland.. at least I am safe now..

Porn is ruining me....I know if i stop watching porn and masturbating God will carry me high.... I always feel bad when i do it because what will i tell God again.. Sorry the 1089th time.... Since i first saw porn when i was in primary 3 or so I've not left it and it's fucking me up cus i feel dirty and worthless when i do.... It's like over 13years now... I just wish all this network can ban pornsites in Nigeria

Until you have data on your fone which can Access every site and Even porn but decided not to watch it and stay focus then you are not free..
And you can only be free by accepting Jesus in ur life because after accepting Jesus...he gives you the holy Spirit that controls your thoughts and mind from watching porns..he will begin to educate you on how to stop...
I used to be an addict....But God helped me
I don't watch it even If i have data on my phone presently...
You must be logical and spiritual about it..
Porn has no gain...get Jesus..get the holy ghost working for you...

Did you copy this from Twitter or you posted it there too. This is exactly what I read on Twitter some minutes back.

Pascopele:
This is about my porn Addiction

* How it started
* why i quit
* how i quit
* the effects of the addiction

DISCLAIMER;

I was implored by someone to do this & yo i think this is the hardest thing i ever done in my life & i hope someone learns from my story. I started watching porn when i was 17. Fascinated by this world of mad sexual expression and fantasy, I couldn’t get enough of it and bam! i was addicted. I thought i could manage my addiction & quit anytime i want but it was a lie! I could not tell anyone because i was in denial. I didn’t realize how much watching porn manipulated my mind, warping my sexuality, numbing my feelings, and impacting my relationships with women until i was about 20 years old. I knew i had a problem but fixing it was impossible and porn took over my life. �

One of the effect porn had on me was not respecting women.This includes an obsession with looking at women rather than interacting with them (voyeurism), an attitude in which women are viewed as objects of men’s sexual desire. I saw women as sex objects.The trivialization of rape and widespread acceptance of rape culture – fueled by fake depictions of women in porn videos often pretending to desire violent and abusive sexual acts messed with me. I thank God i got out because this would have deatroyed my life.

Another effect was Numbness & Disembodiment.i was always Hot, inability to cum during sex, detachment from my physical body, emotional unavailability and numbness, i lacked focus and patience, poor memory, and general lack of interest in reality. gosh i was a mess. The last effect porn had on me was fear of intimacy. I wanted an intimate r/ship so bad but porn instead taught me that all i needed was have sex and keep it moving. Porn glofied a man's desires over any for of intimacy. I was trapped, i was unhappy but i could not help myself. Quitting porn is actually one of the greatest achievements of my life. I got to a point that porn had taken over my life and it controlled me. When i was 22, the addiction had gotten so bad that if i don't watch porn in a day i fall sick. It was a shame

One day while watching porn, i was disgusted at the whole thing and i made up my mind that i was gonna quit. I packed all my DVD's in bad and burnt them, i deleted all the files on my computer and threw some hard drives away. Why this happened is not by my will.. its GOD

After that day, i never looked back. If you have a porn addiction, please get out before it destroys your life. If you are a begginer please stop it. Porn is not reality and it messes our reality and lives up. I pray God helps everyone that needs help.

Thanks & God bless

temmy6996:
Did you copy this from Twitter or you post it there too. This is exactly what I read on Twitter some minutes back.

Na our ashewo brother o....
No worry we go caution am from copy and paste...he dey jobless so na wetin dey keep am company