It appears my life is stagnant and I am really depressed.

In 2017, a colleague of mine said to my face that I have never succeeded in anything in my life. I have been pondering on it since that time and I see the manifestation of this.

Recently, the laptop I use to write code got damaged, I managed to sell it since then I have not gotten another one.

I applied for a mobile app developer role in a company, after all test I did online couple with sample project and voice upload and all that. September 29, I was invited to come for a written test and interview on October 1, I was prepared for it. The following day, I got a mail that the interview has been put on hold till further notice. In the middle of October, I got another email telling me that they can not proceed with my application(imagine) I was depressed.

Anytime I am near success, one thing or the other will come and thing will turn upside down.

I have prayed, fasted. I am really frustrated. I need help. If you check my profile you will discover that I am just desperate to get any small job to do that I may sustain myself with but all is frustrating.

In August, I got invited for an ICT teaching job in Lekki, the school owner has agreed on the salary in fact, she was ready to offer me the job. Then the issue of relocating came up no accommodation for me around Lekki.

I have been having this recurrent dream that I always see myself in places I have been many many years ago. Like seeing myself in secondary school uniform I have left over ten years ago.

I need help, I need to be freed from all of this turbulent. I don't want to waste my life achieving nothing. I am typing this in tears. Most of the time I don't use to have money on me for a very long time. Sometimes I will be invited for an interview but I will be short of cash to travel to the venue.

Please, I seriously need help. Please. If it is white garment church or alfa or pastor that will help me figure my problem I will be grateful.

dayo2me:
It appears my life is stagnant and I am really depressed.

In 2017, a colleague of mine said to my face that I have never succeeded in anything in my life. I have been pondering on it since that time and I see the manifestation of this.

Recently, the laptop I use to write code got damaged, I managed to sell it since then I have not gotten another one.

I applied for a mobile app developer role in a company, after all test I did online couple with sample project and voice upload and all that. September 29, I was invited to come for a written test and interview on October 1, I was prepared for it. The following day, I got a mail that the interview has been put on hold till further notice. In the middle of October, I got another email telling me that they can not proceed with my application(imagine) I was depressed.

Anytime I am near success, one thing or the other will come and thing will turn upside down.

I have prayed, fasted. I am really frustrated. I need help. If you check my profile you will discover that I am just desperate to get any small job to do that I may sustain myself with but all is frustrating.

In August, I got invited for an ICT teaching job in Lekki, the school owner has agreed on the salary in fact, she was ready to offer me the job. Then the issue of relocating came up no accommodation for me around Lekki.

I have been having this recurrent dream that I always see myself in places I have been many many years ago. Like seeing myself in secondary school uniform I have left over ten years ago.

I need help, I need to be freed from all of this turbulent. I don't want to waste my life achieving nothing. I am typing this in tears. Most of the time I don't use to have money on me for a very long time. Sometimes I will be invited for an interview but I will be short of cash to travel to the venue.

Please, I seriously need help. Please. If it is white garment church or alfa or pastor that will help me figure my problem I will be grateful.

Send me your email if you are ready to break free from such disappointment.... Or if you are on Instagram kindly reply with your handle, I will ensure someone contacts you.

I was once where u are many people years ago. Before December if you follow the simple instructions things will change drastically.

The problem is yourself. Free yourself from all form of pessimistic. You dwelt so much on what people say about you. Free yourself from that negative thought, I bet you, things will turn around for your good.

Ladylite:


Send me your email if you are ready to break free from such disappointment.... Or if you are on Instagram kindly reply with your handle, I will ensure someone contacts you.

I was once where u are many people years ago. Before December if you follow the simple instructions things will change drastically.

kaybiel4u@gmail.com please, help me.

Solowande:
The problem is yourself. Free yourself from all form of pessimistic. You dwelt so much on what people say about you. Free yourself from that negative thought, I bet you, things will turn around for your good.

thank you sir, I have been optimistic, just that when things turn out to be what one does not espect one could be thinking the other way.

can you imagine. its the words your friend told you that makes you think you're a failure
Abraham Lincoln that lost election 16 times didn't think he was a failure.
see as you carry another person word for head, leave your thoughts in the ground.
baba change your perspective of life and all will change.
before you change the world, change your midset

Ladylite:


Send me your email if you are ready to break free from such disappointment.... Or if you are on Instagram kindly reply with your handle, I will ensure someone contacts you.

I was once where u are many people years ago. Before December if you follow the simple instructions things will change drastically.

My story is quite similar to this, kindly include me: oyedoyinp@gmail.com
Thanks in advance.

Ladylite:


Send me your email if you are ready to break free from such disappointment.... Or if you are on Instagram kindly reply with your handle, I will ensure someone contacts you.

I was once where u are many people years ago. Before December if you follow the simple instructions things will change drastically.

u mean am?

TrollKiller:
can you imagine. its the words your friend told you that makes you think you're a failure
Abraham Lincoln that lost election 16 times didn't think he was a failure.
see as you carry another person word for head, leave your thoughts in the ground.
baba change your perspective of life and all will change.
before you change the world, change your midset

if she did not say it, why is that anytime I am near breakthrough rejection comes in?down the write up I narrated my ordeal.

Let me tell you what I experienced this week. I waited for two months in Lagos for job interview from one of the outsourcing firms when I did not hear from them again, I left Lagos for my state with the last money on me on Monday. Today, 2 hours ago, I got an invite from the outsource firm I had waited for to come for an interview tomorrow morning. Can you get what I am saying?. The friend I mentioned seems to have seen something of this nature in me for him to have said that.

TrollKiller:
can you imagine. its the words your friend told you that makes you think you're a failure
Abraham Lincoln that lost election 16 times didn't think he was a failure.
see as you carry another person word for head, leave your thoughts in the ground.
baba change your perspective of life and all will change.
before you change the world, change your midset

The archetypal religious mind seeks patterns and tries, as much as possible, to attribute these to the spiritual. It also doesn't help matters that such mind thinks it isn't the master of it's destiny and there are higher powers that shapes it's destiny.

Ladylite:


Send me your email if you are ready to break free from such disappointment.... Or if you are on Instagram kindly reply with your handle, I will ensure someone contacts you.

I was once where u are many people years ago. Before December if you follow the simple instructions things will change drastically.

I have someone that are in need of your service and knowledge too,can you reach me on my email at my signature?

Regiomontanus:
The archetypal religious mind seeks patterns and tries, as much as possible, to attribute these to the spiritual. It also doesn't help matters that such mind thinks it isn't the master of it's destiny and there are higher powers that shapes it's destiny.

what then should I attribute it to if not spiritual sir?

dayo2me:
what then should I attribute it to if not spiritual sir?

Ever had about coincidence?

Op, I quite understand your situation, but I will advise you don't go to where they will see visions without solution or where more dangerous covenant will take place.

Do click on this link for online deliverance: https://www.nairaland.com/4746122/online-deliverance-dreams-interpretation-god

Regiomontanus:
Ever had about coincidence?

Yes. It is coincidence you mean?

This is not a personal problem. it is a national disaster. There are millions of Nigerian youths like or worse than you. It is not your fault you are just a victim of a failed institution.