Badboibipo:
You see I'm sited here and I'm just reminiscing on my life in perspective. I am looking at the whole rollercoaster of my reality, trying to figure out how or when I got it all WRONG!
You see when people see potential in you, I mean a quality that makes you stand out from the crowd..a quality that's so glaring that anyone who lays eyes on you gets easily drawn to you. That to me is a very scary thing! I mean it could also be a very beautiful thing but in my case it became scary and now sour. I have two friends, two very attractive Male friends who have very identical realities as mine. They often get complimented about their looks, people gaze at them unerringly in the midst of a crowd, and everyone easily wants to start a conversation with them because at first glance they look like that one person you would love to hang out with daily. Now that is exactly my experience and perhaps why we are all friends because we all see that quality in each other when around each other. But here is the thing, that same quality to me is why we have all become delusional, lazy and very narcissistic in nature. We feel the world revolves around our feats and lack any real desire to become better. We often dream of a life of wealth, fame and adventure while doing almost nothing relevant about it. We all have no skills, talent or dregree. We just dream and because we look like what we dream about naturally we almost get lost in the idea that we are living our dreams each passing day..and yes society do their part in fuelling our delusions of grandeur. I am a fucking loser, a dreamer, a very intelligent and passionate Male who has got his whole life all wrong because he couldn't harness his potential for good.
Now what the Bleep is "potential", I wont bore you with the definition but u can look it up yourself. People often said I have potential, everyone saw something in me..everyone wanted to be around me or have a conversation with me. I got lost in all the attention and did nothing productive with my life, rather I dreamt of a life where I was king! Now look at me, sweating like a goat in my bed and wondering where the hell I got it all wrong at 30 years old. And the funny thing is people still treat me the same but these days I feel too old and wretched to even raise my stupid shoulders high. Bleep me, Bleep my stupid life.

IceColdVeins:
Though we have had our differences in the past and we've been at loggerheads so many times before, I still must confess that this is the most intelligent article of yours...It deserves the FP. Its not too late buddy, you can still be everything you ever dreamt of. Kindly send a PM if you are interested in information tech. I'm also not perfect but I feel like I'm just an inch away from my prophesies.
Regards bro.

healthserve:
This is a deep thread only deep people can understand

Badboibipo:
You see I'm sited here and I'm just reminiscing on my life in perspective. I am looking at the whole rollercoaster of my reality, trying to figure out how or when I got it all WRONG!
You see when people see potential in you, I mean a quality that makes you stand out from the crowd..a quality that's so glaring that anyone who lays eyes on you gets easily drawn to you. That to me is a very scary thing! I mean it could also be a very beautiful thing but in my case it became scary and now sour. I have two friends, two very attractive Male friends who have very identical realities as mine. They often get complimented about their looks, people gaze at them unerringly in the midst of a crowd, and everyone easily wants to start a conversation with them because at first glance they look like that one person you would love to hang out with daily. Now that is exactly my experience and perhaps why we are all friends because we all see that quality in each other when around each other. But here is the thing, that same quality to me is why we have all become delusional, lazy and very narcissistic in nature. We feel the world revolves around our feats and lack any real desire to become better. We often dream of a life of wealth, fame and adventure while doing almost nothing relevant about it. We all have no skills, talent or dregree. We just dream and because we look like what we dream about naturally we almost get lost in the idea that we are living our dreams each passing day..and yes society do their part in fuelling our delusions of grandeur. I am a fucking loser, a dreamer, a very intelligent and passionate Male who has got his whole life all wrong because he couldn't harness his potential for good.
Now what the Bleep is "potential", I wont bore you with the definition but u can look it up yourself. People often said I have potential, everyone saw something in me..everyone wanted to be around me or have a conversation with me. I got lost in all the attention and did nothing productive with my life, rather I dreamt of a life where I was king! Now look at me, sweating like a goat in my bed and wondering where the hell I got it all wrong at 30 years old. And the funny thing is people still treat me the same but these days I feel too old and wretched to even raise my stupid shoulders high. Bleep me, Bleep my stupid life.