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dumahi:
This post has again revealed how WICKED most Nigerians are. Someone had the gut to expose himself so much because he is in dire need of help but not a single compassion from many commenters here.

As for you OP, my first advise to you is to STOP cursing yourself. For instance, your moniker alone is self-curse. Again, the title of this thread is self-curse.

I understand you are a very HONEST person due to your Catholic (I bet) background. It makes you to have very honest attitude but you are now honest TO A FAULT if it now leads you to a negative self-image which is very clear from your post.

Know this: Negative self-image is not a virtue. For instance, it's not genuine humility. It is the function of subconscious ingratitude towards your Creator who made you so fearfully and wonderfully! It doesn't lead to repentance rather, it reinforces bad habits SINCE YOU THINK YOU ARE WORTHLESS ("after all, worthless things should be treated dishonorably" is how your subconscious puts it to you CONSTANTLY.

So, what should you do about this situation?
1. Start NOW to change your self-communication from negative to positive. See how: In your privacy, always tell yourself "I am a handiwork of the Most High. Therefore, I am great. I am honorable. I am grateful to my Maker for making me so great" and more like this. As you are doing this, DON'T STRUGGLE WITH YOUR BAD HABITS. Instead, they will go away by themselves. Think of what happens to a drowning person: if he struggles with the water, he gets drowned finally. But if he lets go and relaxes, he gets saved. So, don't struggle with your bad habits. For instance, if that girl comes and you find yourself sucking her as usual, don't worry about it. BUT DON'T BE OBSESSING ON SUCH THOUGHTS. Instead, spend your thoughts on being grateful for how great you are (which is NOT EVEN A LIE, judging from your writing ability). As your self-honor increases, YOU WILL NATURALLY STOP THOSE BAD HABITS. But, be warned: they are going to ease off on their own as you continuously impregnate yourself with POSITIVE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS.
2. Don't listen to Devil's voices telling you how useless you are via other people (like your boss or colleagues or Nairalanders or Facebookers talking down on you.
3. I will introduce you to an audio that will help you to IMMEDIATELY start transforming your finances by transforming your mindset. You will see that EVERYTHING about you actually depends on your mindset. Let me get the link (I'll be right back).

Randy100:
Diary of an indiscipline man. You are not going to die. Brace up, cos you will pay all that you owe.

ChildOfDoom:
unhygienic behaviour

in a bid to impress, I do thoughtless things. three days ago I caught up with an old friend. in order to seduce her, I sucked her vagina. she hadn't taken her bath and was sweaty when we met. I even rubbed petroleum jelly cream on her boobs and sucked it off intermittently. naive and naughty me! I currently have issues with my larynx, abi windpipe. probably a growth.i can't breath well.

I also expose food and plates, despite knowing there are rodents and cockroaches in my room. sometimes I don't wash the plates before I use. I do not wash hands from the toilet before feasting. Lost passion for etiquette. I do eat roadside food regularly, exposed to flies (na Dem cheap pass). the list is endless. gamblers hardly pay attention to their health or well-being. I feel bad though that all Mama's advice and admonishment while growing up failed to reflect in my life.

I will stop here for now

durasome:
.you writing all these is because you want to change to be a better person. Put in more effort and call on God for he will see you through, always make the devil the lier he is.

dumahi:
Really? So, I'm possibly the fool.

MrEazi223:
That’s the surest place to get your phone charge for free since our country is of no use and has failed us all in providing her citizens good power supply

agbangam:
He needs somebody that will help him pay off his debts.
He needs someone that will constantly visit him and encourage him to go to church.
He needs a good girl with good lubido in his life.
Finally he needs to talk to himself to put a stop to his unholy ways.
Someone should first of all assist him to clear all his debts.

ChildOfDoom:
exactly. You must be a psychiatrist. The thoughts of how I will pay back the money I owe, drives me into more gambling 'to recover'. Someone please save me and help me pay my debts (or parts of it). I promise to be good henceforth. 'a clear conscience knows no wrong.'

My thoughts keeps pushing me to stake more. At times, I am woken up at nights by scary dreams of the people I owe, hunting me down.

dumahi:
[color=blue] This post has again revealed how WICKED most Nigerians are. Someone had the gut to expose himself so much because he is in dire need of help but not a single compassion from many commenters here.

ChildOfDoom:
exactly. You must be a psychiatrist. The thoughts of how I will pay back the money I owe, drives me into more gambling 'to recover'. Someone please save me and help me pay my debts (or parts of it). I promise to be good henceforth. 'a clear conscience knows no wrong.'

My thoughts keeps pushing me to stake more. At times, I am woken up at nights by scary dreams of the people I owe, hunting me down.

Michelle55:
Eww, please be nice!

OgwuEgo:
Preshy561?

dumahi:
This post has again revealed how WICKED most Nigerians are. Someone had the gut to expose himself so much because he is in dire need of help but not a single compassion from many commenters here.

As for you OP, my first advise to you is to STOP cursing yourself. For instance, your moniker alone is self-curse. Again, the title of this thread is self-curse.

I understand you are a very HONEST person due to your Catholic (I bet) background. It makes you to have very honest attitude but you are now honest TO A FAULT if it now leads you to a negative self-image which is very clear from your post.

Know this: Negative self-image is not a virtue. For instance, it's not genuine humility. It is the function of subconscious ingratitude towards your Creator who made you so fearfully and wonderfully! It doesn't lead to repentance rather, it reinforces bad habits SINCE YOU THINK YOU ARE WORTHLESS ("after all, worthless things should be treated dishonorably" is how your subconscious puts it to you CONSTANTLY.

So, what should you do about this situation?
1. Start NOW to change your self-communication from negative to positive. See how: In your privacy, always tell yourself "I am a handiwork of the Most High. Therefore, I am great. I am honorable. I am grateful to my Maker for making me so great" and more like this. As you are doing this, DON'T STRUGGLE WITH YOUR BAD HABITS. Instead, they will go away by themselves. Think of what happens to a drowning person: if he struggles with the water, he gets drowned finally. But if he lets go and relaxes, he gets saved. So, don't struggle with your bad habits. For instance, if that girl comes and you find yourself sucking her as usual, don't worry about it. BUT DON'T BE OBSESSING ON SUCH THOUGHTS. Instead, spend your thoughts on being grateful for how great you are (which is NOT EVEN A LIE, judging from your writing ability). As your self-honor increases, YOU WILL NATURALLY STOP THOSE BAD HABITS. But, be warned: they are going to ease off on their own as you continuously impregnate yourself with POSITIVE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS.
2. Don't listen to Devil's voices telling you how useless you are via other people (like your boss or colleagues or Nairalanders or Facebookers talking down on you.
3. I will introduce you to an audio that will help you to IMMEDIATELY start transforming your finances by transforming your mindset. You will see that EVERYTHING about you actually depends on your mindset. Let me get the link (I'll be right back).

ReligionofPiss:
you dey learn work.
My 30 year old friend is a university dropout, his uncle gave him 900k to go get a shuttle bus and use it to make a meaning for his life but dude used the money on virtual at bet9ja and lost all the amount.
Today he's still addicted and I couldn't let him stay with me again

qtguru:
It is because we have advised him time and time and time, he takes pleasure in pity and writing about this woes than changing so no point having compassion for him. For all we know he could be lying about his addiction and just romanticizing issues for poetry

richmond500:
check his first threads and posts on NL, the guy is a troll

https://www.nairaland.com/4286290/wont-believe-what-did-father

ChildOfDoom:
hmm. We (Bet9ja virtual addicts) have something in common - misery. Since 2015 I started, I have lost over five million naira. Money I would not have made ordinarily if I were honest. Bet9ja addicts make money through whatever means (including dubious means) to feed their addiction

ChildOfDoom:
unhygienic behaviour

in a bid to impress, I do thoughtless things. three days ago I caught up with an old friend. in order to seduce her, I sucked her vagina. she hadn't taken her bath and was sweaty when we met. I even rubbed petroleum jelly cream on her boobs and sucked it off intermittently. naive and naughty me! I currently have issues with my larynx, abi windpipe. probably a growth.i can't breath well.

I also expose food and plates, despite knowing there are rodents and cockroaches in my room. sometimes I don't wash the plates before I use. I do not wash hands from the toilet before feasting. Lost passion for etiquette. I do eat roadside food regularly, exposed to flies (na Dem cheap pass). the list is endless. gamblers hardly pay attention to their health or well-being. I feel bad though that all Mama's advice and admonishment while growing up failed to reflect in my life.

I will stop here for now

ChildOfDoom:
unhygienic behaviour

in a bid to impress, I do thoughtless things. three days ago I caught up with an old friend. in order to seduce her, I sucked her vagina. she hadn't taken her bath and was sweaty when we met. I even rubbed petroleum jelly cream on her boobs and sucked it off intermittently. naive and naughty me! I currently have issues with my larynx, abi windpipe. probably a growth.i can't breath well.

I also expose food and plates, despite knowing there are rodents and cockroaches in my room. sometimes I don't wash the plates before I use. I do not wash hands from the toilet before feasting. Lost passion for etiquette. I do eat roadside food regularly, exposed to flies (na Dem cheap pass). the list is endless. gamblers hardly pay attention to their health or well-being. I feel bad though that all Mama's advice and admonishment while growing up failed to reflect in my life.

I will stop here for now

tosan245:
What I can tell you is this, If you truly make the decision to change and save your life (because you are dying slowly) you would be a beam of light and hope to alot of people who are going through what you are going through presently.
Make that decision today, look for someone to that would be willing to take the walk of change with you, someone who would be patient with you and not judge you even when you fall. Change bro and when you do, there are a multitudeof people who would see your story as Hope to save theirs.

kel94:
OMG