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jesusjnr2020:
The Shocking Thing That Happened While I Was Masturbating Many Years Ago

Masturbation is something I really struggled with during my final years as a teenager while still living a life of sin. But this didn't stop even after i had become saved, as the habit for some strange reason stubbornly refused to leave me, as some others which I also struggled with beforehand, like stealing and cheating that immediately left, to prove that a remarkable change had taken place in my life.

It was a function of the sexual lust that yet persisted and took me quite a while to overcome even as believer. But although I seriously struggled with the act, it wasn't that I really liked it, because I can't remember ever liking masturbation even as a sinner, but how i was desperately praying to God at the time to help me out as i was fed up the habit.

So if I was already uncomfortable with it as a sinner to the extent that I was asking God for help, how much more after I got saved?
However because it was a result of sexual lust, my mindset after I got saved was that instead of me to fornicate, it was better I masturbated because I saw fornication as a sinful act involving two persons while masturbation was just one.

But something happened one day while I was masturbating that shocked me to my bone marrows.

It was while I was ejaculating, that I suddenly heard a bird's voice uttering sounds in sync with me and the emotions I was going through at that same point, as though it was climaxing with me. And it started once I started ejaculating and also stopped immediately It was over.

It was then it began to dawn on me that contrary to my belief at the time concerning masturbation, that I wasn't really alone in the act even though it appeared so, but there was at least someone else sharing that moment with me even though the person wasn't visible to me.

This was really an eye opener for me and could explain why at the time I used to find myself having sex or fornicating in dreams which eventually leads to my ejaculating in the physical. I could remember that it was a thing of concern for me then because it obviously didn't feel right, but I appeared too powerless to prevent such an outcome in the dream.

But what I've come to learn about dreams is that it's more less a reflection of what takes place in the physical. In order words, someone to a large extent determines the outcomes of his dreams by what he does in the physical realm.

So the reason I was completely powerless to prevent myself from having sexual intercourse with a lady or ladies in the dream at the time, was because of what I was doing in the physical. For instance, the sex I found myself having with a lady in the dream was pretty much the same sex that was taking place when i was masturbating in the physical realm. Only that in the dreams, the person or persons I was having sex with while masturbating were now visible to me.

Hence there's no way I could stop that outcome of having sex in my dreams without stopping masturbation in the physical realm, because the physical realm was the only place I had power to stop the sex that was taking place in the dreams.

Hence i had to stop masturbation, because I already detested the act, but this realization now made it even more urgent. However it wasn't really easy to achieve that but I was determined, and didn't allow God to rest on the matter. I so badly and desperately needed to defeat that habit and eventually God granted me the desire of my heart as I became completely free from masturbation. That is, I was free indeed!

Also the sex in the dreams completely stopped, to prove that it was really the masturbation that exposed me to such attacks and devices of the devil which also caused me to be having sex in the dream world.

It felt really good to see myself walk in the victory over such a sinful habit that held me bound for quite a while, something I had desired for a long time. Hence when I hear of people yet struggling with masturbation and sexual sins, I understand what it feels like having been where they were in the past, but my experience tells me that if God could do it for me that today i am completely free of such a habit, He could also do the same for them.

I pray that God would help as many as are earnestly desiring to overcome this habit even as He helped me. In Jesus name. Amen!

God bless.

Cc. Lalasticlala

If you are not having real sex, you will surly masturbate.

Make una leave masturbaation alone.

Na una talk say, sex na sin.

No man/woman fit hold body.

Make you rest.

YEN,YEN,YEN.

People keep blaming masturbation for all dia set backs.

Most Africans dont want set backs in their youths, but want too become a billionaire.

Having set backs in your youthful period is a normal process, that will build your for your future.

No obstacles, no miracles.

Set backs and failures are yiur gate way to success. Dont doge dem, pray agianst them, etc.

Here is a good advice from JFK(Fmr POTUS) that will help many African. "Gentle men, do not pray for easier lives,pray to become tougher men"

We are on this planet to learn, but its unfortunate many ppl don't want too learn.

Watch all these set backs and rejections disappear as you age .

LikeAking:
If you are not having real sex, you will surly masturbate.

Make una leave masturbaation alone.

Na una talk say, sex na sin.

No man/woman fit hold body.

Make you rest.

YEN,YEN,YEN.

People keep blaming masturbation for all dia set backs.

Most Africans dont want set backs in their youths, but want too become a billionaire.

Having set backs in your youthful period is a normal process, that will build your for your future.

No obstacles, no miracles.

Set backs and failures are yiur gate way to success. Dont doge dem, pray agianst them, etc.

Here is a good advice from JFK(Fmr POTUS) that will help many African. "Gentle men, do not pray for easier lives,pray to become tougher men"

We are on this planet to learn, but its unfortunate many ppl don't want too learn.

Watch all these set backs and rejections disappear as you age .

The life I live now is a proof that the bolded is nothing but a big lie. If you cannot live without having sex or masturbating, that means you're yet living in bondage even if you're ignorant of that truth and have been fooled to believe that you're free. As you can see, I have been where you are, so I'm speaking from experience, but you'be never been where I presently am, so you can't speak from experience concerning it but a point of ignorance. But of course, it's your choice to keep living in bondage, because true freedom is a choice not by force.

If you no wan masturbate no fornicate either..no dey carry fornication dey cover masturbation..

jesusjnr2020:
The life I live now is a proof that the bolded is nothing but a big lie. If you cannot live without having sex or masturbating, that means you're yet living in bondage even if you're ignorant of that truth and have been fooled to believe that you're free. As you can see, I have been where you are, so I'm speaking from experience, but you'be never been where I presently am, so you can't speak from experience concerning it but a point of ignorance. But of course, it's your choice to keep living in bondage, because true freedom is a choice not by force.

Say the truth.

Can you do withous sex, and etc?

Stop lying, bro.

Body no b firewood.

Its either sex, or mastur, or etc,etc.

Try and rest small.



Rest.

LikeAking:
Say the truth.

Can you do withous sex, and etc?

Stop lying, bro.

Body no b firewood.

Its either sex, or mastur, or etc,etc.

Try and rest small.



Rest.

Ignorance as I said. The Truth is the Truth whether you believe it or not.

Enjoy your life of bondage though, since you're not ready to become truly free like me.

jesusjnr2020:
Ignorance as I said. The Truth is the Truth whether you believe it or not.

Enjoy your life of bondage though, since you're not ready to become truly free like me.

You are the one leaving in bondage here.

No body go flog if you leave life like a human being.

Stop setting impossible standards for human beings.

LikeAking:
You are the one leaving in bondage here.

No body go flog if you leave life like a human being.

Stop setting impossible standards for human beings.

I don't blame you though because the only thing you've know is bondage, so you've become addicted to it.

I have been in bondage like you, been a slave to fornication and masturbation, so I understand where you're coming from. But you've never been where I am where masturbation and fornication become slaves to you instead and no longer has any power over you.

You don't have any idea what it feels like to have complete control over such feelings. I'm living my dream and absolutely loving it, but you wouldn't understand since you've never tasted this feeling of freedom before. It's exclusive to those who are free!

Bro you have a spiritual wife and she is always feeling the urges that moment you masturbate too cos she is always feeling it like you are fucking her at the moment and once you are done she feel it too where she is and about that bird just made it confirmed that you not doing it alone bro!

jesusjnr2020:
I don't blame you though because the only thing you've know is bondage, so you've become addicted to it.

I have been in bondage like you, been a slave to fornication and masturbation, so I understand where you're coming from. But you've never been where I am where masturbation and fornication become slaves to you instead and no longer has any power over you.

You don't have any idea what it feels like to have complete control over such feelings. I'm living my dream and absolutely loving it, but you wouldn't understand since you've never tasted this feeling of freedom before. It's exclusive to those who are free!

Go rest.

Freestainworld:
Masturbation is a very stubborn addiction, if you are able to overcome it, there's nothing you won't overcome in life.

Thanks much.

With God nothing shall be impossible.

x123xlolls:
I have a friend that experience worse than this...

Because he can deeply feel under his skin someone rubbing his manhood (during the act) ...

Hmmm... Interesting.

Solsix:
Masturbation is having sex with a demon like u rightly pointed that someone u didn't see was sharing that moment with you. You were not having sex in the dream because u were masturbating. The same demon that made masturbate is the same the demon coming to have sex with you in dream. When God saved me From masturbation, I kept on having sex in the dream for more than a year. The demon was very wicked that it never wanted to let go off me. But thank God for Jesus who gave me victory at last. The devil wants to keep the children of God in sin so as to accuse them before God and in the process deny them the benefits of being the children of God. Those who have not encountered Jesus I pray he meets u in very point of need. Those who are battling with one sin or other and geniuenly wants to stop he Jesus meet you today.

Thank God for your victory and mine.