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Jkyoung:
I type this with tears in my eyes. I decided to share say this here because if I need somebody to hear my voice, as I approach my end.
If I write this on Facebook, family and friends will see it and panic will set in, I don't want that. Devoid of our differences, Nairaland is also family to me.
The choices I made in life are mine, but the forces at work are overwhelming. I was weak to their manipulations.
All I ever wanted was to be an Engineer, to make mama proud and take care of my siblings.
Believe me I have Love in my heart. I wanted to just be a better version of myself but nothing seems to work.
When it seems like I am making a little progress, my desires are there to remind me that I am only but a prisoner.
It appears to me that I was created a failure. I failed my family once again, myself, Society and God almighty.
Now I am not afraid of death, I am only sad as I picture the face of Mama, Papa, Brothers and sisters crying while I lay motionless oblivious of everything( I know I will surely hear their wailing from the other side)
I don't want to be judged, but that isn't really my choice to make.
The next 3 weeks will be very crucial to my existence, if I survive it, then I will know that I will grow old and reach 95( I have always told anyone that cares to listen that I will live to 95).
I know they are not reading this now, and nobody that knows me personally is; I just want to tell mom that I love her. To dad; All I wanted was to make him proud. To my brothers and lovely sisters: I love you guys, take care of mom and dad and succeed where I have failed.
To my Nairaland family, God bless you all. I will miss the Afonja's, Ipobs, Nyamiris, Brown roofs, red mud, Arewa's(do they even have any special insulting name like the rest of us?)Lala and his snakes, the feminists( feminists are wonderful people, thank God they don't breed well). Lol

I sincerely pray I survive this. Precious Blood of Jesus Christ, Save Us and the whole world.

Wats wrong bro?
Wat ever it is, it has a solution, please don't give up, look for some one to confide in. God will see you through

aliucity1:
I applied for medicine and was offered Zoology at University of Benin.I took the offer with the inclination that I will transfer to Medicine in 200L.

I did everything humanly possible to make the best out of the course in my first year so that moving to medicine would be seamless.Mysteriously,I had a missing script in GST and that got me stuck in the department.

Initially when it was obvious that I was going no where,I felt depressed because Zoology was never an option for me at all.I was always ashamed to tell friends the department I was in the university.I remembered couple of times I had to lie in different foral about the true status of my discipline in the university.

When it became Dawn on me that I was in the department to stay,I had to dust myself and configure my mind to make the best out of the department.I eventually graduated with second class upper division and this in no doubt spurred my chances in the labour market.

Today,I work in one of the federal agencies occupying an enviable position that even engineers and other professionals take directives from me.I am indeed grateful to God that I studied zoology at the end.

I took my time to write this in order to encourage someone who might be in this same shoe I was years back.I advise you to make the best out of that situation you are in now and focus on God at all time.The best is yet to come,trust me.

Please can I have ur contact
I really would use one or two advice from you

iCauseTrouble:
Have you heard or seen the result of Geology department, Obafemi Awolowo University before?

Please don't go there ooo :[color=#990000][/color] :

franchasng:
congrats great SOMEC.

While you apply for multinational company jobs which usually recruit graduate trainees every year; shell, ExxonMobil, Schlumberger, Saipem, Mantrac, Oil Test, Nestlé, NBC via one engineering agency like that, I think AETI, Guinness Diageo, etc, go to Google now and Google free masters degree in Finland, Norway, Sweden....It's free and will give you a good exposure.

South Korea is also running a free all expense sponsored scholarships for foreign graduates and it's an awesome opportunity that you will forever grateful to ever participate if you are finally selected.


Any undergraduate currently in 1St class or 2.1 should quote me for details because there is same opportunity for undergraduates.

My small firm never reach to employ more than 10 staffs I would have offered you a job to start life with

Please I need details on the undergraduate scholarship

Go to Ebonyi state..
U will be mesmerized at what GOV umahi is doing there..
Despite their small allocation from FG..
The state is fastly becoming a business hub

oloriooko:
Pharmacy department has always been the most dreaded department in OAU even medical students fear that department

Really?
God help us oo

ekestic1976:
University of Maiduguri can take you straight to the doctorate level with that kind of result and their fees are comparably low. For example, a 2-year Master course is only N25,000. Asking fees for Ph.D in any course for the whole length of study is not more than N75,000, including all handouts, feeding and hostel accommodation. They're really having it cool in Maiduguri.

Not with the disastrous state of security in that state...
Going there is suicidal

Only a democratic controlled state will allows such privilege to foreigners never Republicans