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omoadeleye:
Who ask you?

Same goes to u

INTROVERT:
Vanity upon vanity

Marisol911:
by hollyannriordan
He hasn't answered me for three days straight, so I claim that I'm finished with him. That I don't want anything to do with him anymore. That I deserve better than scum like him.
But then his name pops up on my phone screen and I forget all about the promises I made myself. The butterflies eclipse my anger, making me forget that I was even upset in the first place.
Maybe I forgave him because he used an excuse about how he lost his phone or how he's been swamped with work and I forced myself to believe his lies.
Or maybe he didn't even acknowledge the fact that he's been MIA and we both played pretend, acting like everything was fine, like everything was normal.
Either way, I don't care, because he's here now and the now is all that matters. Now, he's paying attention to me. Now, he's interested in me. Now, I'm happy.
But that happiness doesn't last for long, because he keeps doing the same damn things over and over again. He talks to me. Flirts with me. Wins me over. And then he disappears. For one week. Two. Comes back. And the cycle starts again.
Part of it is my fault, because I let him do it, I let him get away with his vanishing act without calling him out on it.
I keep giving him chances that we both know he doesn't deserve, because I have hope that he's eventually going to stay. Because I like playing pretend as much as he does, acting like we're headed toward something serious, like maybe we're meant to be.
The problem is that I have too much faith in people. They make promises to me that everyone else knows they can't keep, but I believe that they can. That they're being authentic and are actually going to do what they say they're going to do.
I've been screwed over so many times that you'd think I'd be a cold hearted skeptic by now -- but I'm not. I'm still as hopeful as ever. I still believe in the goodness of people. I still think positively
But now, i think maybe i shouldn't, i would not be walked over. I should stop giving chances to guys who would still screw me over.. It stops now

LordOfNaira:
1. I like watching movies in the midnight (horror movies).

2. I enjoy cooking in the midnight while watching these horror movies.

3. I am a very thoughtful person and might come across as boring. I am also a very homely person. I enjoy being home. I work from home and I enjoy it. I don't go to the cinemas, or the beach or the restaurants or anywhere. I stroll or drive around in the evenings.

NOTE: I am not expecting anyone to cope with these. They are things I may be able to adjust or if not, I may never have a spouse.

Check my signature and get REALLY, REALLY scared!!!

Dracula sighted..

youngest85:
Disgusting.......

Go and learn from Bobrisky

What exactly? ..As if one is better.

Astuteleader:
I came to check those that wept after reading... Unam ikot.