Miracletech: I really didn't ask for money a terrible thing happened to me and I share it with you guys but alot insulted me, called me names and even laughed at me but in the end the results came out to be that I wasn't lying about what happened to my shop. But please apologize to God if you mock me or called me a scammer.
Favricc and enjoykoko thank you very much for taking time to comfirm my geniuity. @animationagency may God bless you for even trying to help before fake people changed your mind.
too many bad people on this forum you take pleasure in the suffering of others. Sorry for what happened and God will replenish you
Supremedrizzy: Someone gave me a simple job of making an existing static site template responsive within 24 hours and I blew it. A simple task that should take few hours, it looked all good on my localhost only to test it on netlify and it turned out to be a disaster. I'm just so ashamed of myself.
I've been learning web dev since mid last year though its been a case of one month on three months off, I've been grossly inconsistent due circumstances beyond my control. I haven't even coded this year because I come back from my menial hustles with battered bones and weak muscles. You can imagine trying to code after offloading a trailer load of cement all day. I even had to use bet shops around for the gig amidst the pangs of hunger I felt while working coupled with the noisy and distracting environment I was working in which contributed to my legendary blunder.
At the age of 30 and unemployed I've always seen programming as my way out of poverty but it seems I'm not good enough. I'm painfully watching that little flicker of hope fizzle out before my tearful eyes. Which other skill can I dabble into product design?? I suck at designs reason why my frontend skills is below average... should I try backend?? I'm just confused, frustrated and down casted not knowing the next step to take while time is no longer on my side.
Life currently has no meaning and direction to me, I just seem to be flowing aimlessly with the flow. My situation is giving me sleepless nights and I now rely on drugs to sleep for even three hours a day.
I really need someone to talk to, I'm really tired of trying to work out things on my own. I'm 30, broke, lonely and depressed, single has been a constant in my life's equation cos I don't even like myself for who I am presently so I don't expect someone's daughter to like me in this my miserable state.
Someone should please show me the way, this dark tunnel is fast turning to a maze that I can't navigate on my own.
go into cloud computing. your life will change for sure
I wrote it once. Lucky me. I remember the chaos at the center that day. It's a miracle I passed. Nothing like CBT back then. Na paper and pencil ooo. It was a big battle to submit that day. Till now I don't know how I passed. Lol
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CriticMaestro: So my girlfriend wanted to use my phone to call her mom last week during the brief black out, While going through the phone she saw apps that were to prepare someone to migrate as a skilled worker into some european countries.
She immediately got pissed and was just shouting that i was planning on leaving her without informing her. The truth is i downloaded those apps to see if i could get a better opportunity abroad but have never opened any of them.
It took some explaining before i was able to convince her that i wasnt planning to leave or atleast anytime soon. I deleted those apps and will just browse stuff about it on my PC when i'm free, if i get the chance to go i will maybe help her to work her way when i am comfortable.
you be mumu. So she's more important than your future