What do you want to think of them? My last two jobs didn't give any chance to attend Sunday service. With the first one being a customer service job with two off days but not fixed while the second job I had just one off day which was Wednesdays. The latter, I was earning not less than 600k and it's a company job. When you see money wey meet your need, you go surely work

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Lone Survivor

mariovito:
Aviator shades.

It's an addiction.

There's a thrill you feel at the point of staking, that uncertainty and hope of hitting jackpot or whatever the prize to the stake is, that dopamine thrill is what brings you back every damn time.

Now that I have shrunk it down for you, go find the solution yourself.

Hmmm..very true.

mariovito:
Aviator shades

What is Aviator shades please.

Good evening guys. All I am about to say right now is true and based on what is currently happening in my life. I am a vibrant 28years old guy, completed school, has worked good jobs over the years, spent some couple of years abroad also.

However, something seems to be killing me deeply which is BETTING. I started since the inception of bet9ja and have grown over the years to become a staunch addict. I am so addicted to the extent I constantly used my salaries and even went to the extent of taken several loans to play bet. I try to balance between my salaries and the debt I owe.

I left Nigeria and travelled abroad, all through my stay abroad I could not save a dime due to betting even as I was earning a very cool salary. Recently I came back to Nigeria and I arrived to stay at my parents place for like 2 months and you know what, I came back with barely nothing . I have now taken my addiction to an extent of even taking money from my mum and sister's bank account to fund my betting lifestyle only for me to lose all this money with no means to refund them back.

. Tonight my mum called me to talk about the money and I truly felt so bad, we all know how sharp the words of African mum can be. I don't know what to do anymore, maybe I am being possessed or I am having a spiritual attacks I can't really say. I just can't get it straight anymore.


Honestly, I have been feeling depressed and having mood swings recently to the extent of even contemplating suicide but I am trying to stay strong. Instead of committing suicide I am planning to leave the house without notice and move on with my life somewhere else. I have failed my Family woefully .