Am a 17yrs old boy,to start with,am a sickler,i've lived all my life with it,it ain't easy to live with such disorder.everyday i feel lots of pains not to talk of when in crisis.
My parents divourced when i was just a year old,dad remarried but mum didn't,i have a twin sister too,luckly she's not a sickler.
My dad doesn't care about us,i seldom see him,perhaps once in a year and when i do we don't even talk.he doesn't call,doesn't feed,doesn't pay our fees.
Lately,i've been so depressed to the extent nothing comes in my mind but just to die,life ain't worth all these pains am going through after all.
Everday is a new kind of depresstion,as if it comes in different flavours and colours.
If anybody really know what it feels to die then i think you feel me. Is just like being here is a punishment,i want to feel happy at least for a minute.LIFE IS SO BITCHY.

Pele. Pls don't kill yourself. Find a therapist and be hopeful for no apparent reason.

You're at a point in your life when life seems so complicated all TEENAGERS feel that way. The fact that you have a blood disorder is only making it seem worse.

Give yourself to a chance to mature and take extra care with your health. 3 years from now you'll be glad you're still alive.

My brother dont give up, jst hope in God and He wll definitely heal u

Dear pls don't give up, put your hope in God and concentrate on your studies, things will definitely improve with time, nothing is worth dying for, cheers and remain bless.

Hi Slim Curtis, I understand what you are going through; I feel your pain. Having suicidal thoughts in such situation as yours is normal. But, we are here for you. And we need you around.

I am familiar with sicklers. And the pains can be managed. The crises can be prevented. Talk to your doctor.

For your emotional pain and family crises, you can rise above that. You are strong; sicklers are! You are not alone; most families, more than 90%, are dysfunctional.
You are not alone.

If you need to talk to someone, call me. Contact me.

God keeps you.

Dr. 'Malik:
Hi Slim Curtis, I understand what you are going through; I feel your pain. Having suicidal thoughts in such situation as yours is normal. But, we are here for you. And we need you around.

I am familiar with sicklers. And the pains can be managed. The crises can be prevented. Talk to your doctor.

For your emotional pain and family crises, you can rise above that. You are strong; sicklers are! You are not alone; most families, more than 90%, are dysfunctional.
You are not alone.

If you need to talk to someone, call me. Contact me.

God keeps you.

thanks for your concern.i quiet appericiate it.how do i contact u?

Slim curtis:
thanks for your concern.i quiet appericiate it.how do i contact u?

Ok.
07036635348 [say you would love to speak with Dr. 'Malik]
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