Plenty of foolish deeds
A stabbing in the back a pain more than the most malicious wars
i could carve out my heart and squash it
because its what i done to yours
A whirlwind of emotions floods my heart
I cannot understand how i feel
Pains like alchohol to an open wound
i Am to be rid of my future is doomed
aches and pains
flow as a river throughout my brain
I cry to myself
and yell to nothingness
is this all i'll ever know
even the one i truly loved
i destroyed because i am so low

Speed the racer and afterwards "something" the defender of the universe.