Yeah, that's right
I'm an old fashioned girl
you got something to say about it?
Not that I don't feel it and see it
every day of my life
old fashioned just don't fit
in this modern world
hastily by-passing a "home" girl
yeah - I love to be at home
at home chillin
or in the kitchen making homemade bread
or making my own clothes
that make folks marvel
"where'd you get that !!"
"you dress so nice!!"
yeah, that's right
homebody
washing dishes by hand
would plant a huge garden if I had some land
, lounging in the backyard
on sunny afternoons
just listening to birds chirp
bees buzzing through the flowers
peaceful moments turned to hours
or sitting on the front porch
on cool pleasant nights
staring at the big dipper
or some stars in flight
yeah, that's right
peace within - peace without
no unwelcome dramas skirting about
"he said - she said"
"he's sleeping with - she's sleeping with"
why don't he/she get a real life
instead of calling a good time
getting drunk or high on Saturday night
hangover headache Sunday morn
yeah, is that how's it's done?
Sorry I can't hang with that type of thang
I'd rather be at open mic
hearing rhythmic flows and the like
or at home watching videos
or laughing over old photos
That's how it goes
for this old fashioned girl
traveling through this modern world
where so many folks are out of their minds
looking for just a pin drop of happiness
but unable to find
you can see it in their eyes
or their hardened face
or bitter spirit
or lifeless smile
or their empty lives
haunted by unanswered "whys"
yeah, that's right
seems to me living in the fast lane
trying to keep pace with a world
that's going down the drain's
not worth the heavy price
, think I'll be an old fashioned girl
for the rest of my life

I might appear
As someone
Who is so selfish
I may appear as someone
So cold
I come across as a woman with no feeling
But you miss the meaning, you still don’t know me
You cant see my pain.
There was a time
When in this life
Things were so hard
I never saw what was coming to me
Couldn’t handle the pain
Or my eternal flame
But I dealt with it
Like anyone else would.
So, here I am
Trying to tell my story
And now I smile
but at times I worry
That the shield I own
Has actually grown
To mimic the real me.
And it really hurts that you don’t see
The person I am.
If you take the time, you will see
There is so much more inside of me
And if you get closer
I am not half bad.
But I am still healing
So please forgive me
I have made mistakes
Like the best of you
And at times I fall
Like the rest of you
But still I see another way to make it
I’ve had to be strong
Like so few of us have been
But I get along
With the help of my dear friends
And then I say a prayer to remind myself
Over and over and over and over again
The freshness comes in the morning
The new day has a new hope for me.

THERE’S STILL HOPE FOR ME!!!

If you don’t understand me
just ask me
If you can’t figure out what’s got me down.
You may have the right word I need to hear at that time,
So understand me
Now and know that I am fine.
If you don’t understand me
Don’t brush me off like I’m not here
Try to understand me
Try to let me know sometimes you care
Maybe it’s a hug I need
Or maybe just sweet hello, but whatever it is understand I still must grow

An Imaginary Picture

When I painted that picture, it was an imaginary scene
Just you and me - no one gets between
a scene that felt so real
it's like I can feel you breathe
Can we make this picture a reality
Please, please, please, I beg you please

If we lay down together
Can we walk side-by-side tomorrow
Or will I have to walk alone
Because your presence is a no-show

If we lay down together
Do we earn society’s title
You know, boyfriend and girlfriend
Or shall I remain lonely and idle

If we lay down together
Will I suddenly look different
Would you never come near again
Or could we still chill and kick it

If we lay down together
Does my reputation change
Would you give me a new label
Or would my name remain the same

If we lay down together
Will I awake with you missing
Or will I turn on my side
And awake to feel you kiss me

If we lay down together
Will you look into my eyes
And if I look back into them
Will I see that your heart doesn’t lie

So if we lay down together
Would the love inside you rise
Or would you take advantage of me
And cause my love inside to die?

Cayon:

If we lay down together
Can we walk side-by-side tomorrow
Or will I have to walk alone
Because your presence is a no-show

If we lay down together
Do we earn society’s title
You know, boyfriend and girlfriend
Or shall I remain lonely and idle

If we lay down together
Will I suddenly look different
Would you never come near again
Or could we still chill and kick it

If we lay down together
Does my reputation change
Would you give me a new label
Or would my name remain the same

If we lay down together
Will I awake with you missing
Or will I turn on my side
And awake to feel you kiss me

If we lay down together
Will you look into my eyes
And if I look back into them
Will I see that your heart doesn’t lie

So if we lay down together
Would the love inside you rise
Or would you take advantage of me
And cause my love inside to die?

Feeling this. . . . . nice write up.

Ibime:


Feeling this. . .

Visions of relationships
in a communicative field
produces love and blissful blessings
on grounds of me and you can build
and feel
The love that is reciprocated
from me into you,
Kiss away all the lonely nights
for all of that is through
Visions of me and you together
Me and you as one -
making butterflies in my stomach run-
missions impossible, is possible
Visions of us

where have I been?
I've been in the air.
I've been everywhere you can imagine.
I am what you are.
, what you see.
, what you eat.
, what you smell.
, what you feel.
I was in that blank beckoning stare,
that neither of you cared to answer.
Yet I stood there holding your eyes
drumming you hearts
letting loose my biological butterflies
to tie the ties,
But while lighting the torch
your skeptical personality
enabled you to brake free
disabling me from transcending your reality.

But I didn't quit there,
like I said - I am everywhere.
I am in the air.
I am in the earth
I am the reason earth exist in the universe.
I am the reason men and women TOGETHER give birth
to life - I am and will always be
in your life - and to the degree of your
realization of me,
I will touch another life
to bond with your life
for life, I AM,

Haven't seen your face since yesterday
I checked twice, hope you are alright
Let me know by taking a peep
In that way, I can go back to sleep

My dream, my fantasy, my Mon Chéri
How long must I wait - abeg come to me
What you see is what you'll get
A love so true, you won't regret

Like Cathy from Wuthering Heights
Love so strong yet hiding it inside
But when you got a love so strong
How can it be wrong now - Please come along

I want you to wine me, make love to me
I am tired of these dreams and fantasies
Can we make it happen, yes we can
Two souls entwined together as one

Ride on, Cayon. We may be keeping quiet, but that don't mean we ain't feeling your lines. I+be+watching.

kay9:

Ride on, Cayon. We may be keeping quiet, but that don't mean we ain't feeling your lines. I+be+watching.

Wonderment of love
could you be the one?
That Ive been dreamin of wakin with
to see the glistening sun
Cause you the vision of my heart

A man of very little words

But what Id like to know
How could a man like you
exsist so beautiful
Can it be
that you are real and you are mine
Formed from a vision of my heart

Alright Cayon, spill it: where you getting those pics from? _{The last one was . . .was . . . ehmmm!}

Cayon:

I might appear
As someone
Who is so selfish
I may appear as someone
So cold
I come across as a woman with no feeling
But you miss the meaning, you still don’t know me
You can't see my pain.
There was a time
When in this life
Things were so hard
I never saw what was coming to me
Couldn’t handle the pain
Or my eternal flame
But I dealt with it
Like anyone else would.
So, here I am
Trying to tell my story
And now I smile
but at times I worry
That the shield I own
Has actually grown
To mimic the real me.
And it really hurts that you don’t see
The person I am.
If you take the time, you will see
There is so much more inside of me
And if you get closer
I am not half bad. But I am still healing
So please forgive me
I have made mistakes
Like the best of you
And at times I fall
Like the rest of you
But still I see another way to make it
I’ve had to be strong
Like so few of us have been
But I get along
With the help of my dear friends
And then I say a prayer to remind myself
Over and over and over and over again
The freshness comes in the morning
The new day has a new hope for me.

THERE’S STILL HOPE FOR ME!!!

If you don’t understand me
just ask me
If you can’t figure out what’s got me down.
You may have the right word I need to hear at that time,
So understand me
Now and know that I am fine.
If you don’t understand me
Don’t brush me off like I’m not here
Try to understand me
Try to let me know sometimes you care
Maybe it’s a hug I need
Or maybe just sweet hello, but whatever it is understand I still must grow

do u know me?

Cayon:

Yeah, that's right
I'm an old fashioned girl
you got something to say about it?
Not that I don't feel it and see it
every day of my life
old fashioned just don't fit
in this modern world
hastily by-passing a "home" girl
yeah - I love to be at home
at home chillin
or in the kitchen making homemade bread
or making my own clothes
that make folks marvel
"where'd you get that !!"
"you dress so nice!!"
yeah, that's right
homebody
washing dishes by hand
would plant a huge garden if I had some land
, lounging in the backyard
on sunny afternoons
just listening to birds chirp
bees buzzing through the flowers
peaceful moments turned to hours
or sitting on the front porch
on cool pleasant nights
staring at the big dipper
or some stars in flight
yeah, that's right
peace within - peace without
no unwelcome dramas skirting about
"he said - she said"
"he's sleeping with - she's sleeping with"
why don't he/she get a real life
instead of calling a good time
getting drunk or high on Saturday night
hangover headache Sunday morn
yeah, is that how's it's done?
Sorry I can't hang with that type of thang
I'd rather be at open mic
hearing rhythmic flows and the like
or at home watching videos
or laughing over old photos
That's how it goes
for this old fashioned girl
traveling through this modern world
where so many folks are out of their minds
looking for just a pin drop of happiness
but unable to find
you can see it in their eyes
or their hardened face
or bitter spirit
or lifeless smile
or their empty lives
haunted by unanswered "whys"
yeah, that's right
seems to me living in the fast lane
trying to keep pace with a world
that's going down the drain's
not worth the heavy price
, think I'll be an old fashioned girl
for the rest of my life

Jeez, that's me.

bluespice:

do u know me?

Exactly.

By: Melissa R. Bickel

Race

Whats the color of my Skin
If I tell will that determine the person
I am?
If so then maybe for today
I am pink, red, green, or gray.
I am for the most part
the same as you,
When I am sad then I am blue.
If I call you my sister or brother,
does that have to reflect a certain
color?
Our covering is a gift from the Divine,
so are you mocking this gift of mine?
Instead of judging by what you see,
why don't you try looking
at the inner me.
If the color of my skin determines
the person I am,
then I am invisible to you.
For I am who I am

Is my worth a function of my skin tone

Just asking. . . . . . , 

Can I state my case
with a kiss upon your face
and a taste of those sweet lips
and be guilty of Freudian slips?

So, can I?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7pVWBKqFFLw&feature=related

when i look upon the little stars
i wish for you to know - i'll be in the land where you are
there is nothing else for me to do or say
only to pray for you to come my way

I told the little stars that I was so blue
cause i have been dreaming and wanting you
since the time before yesterday
apple of his eyes

I'd give my life to kiss those fine lips
kissing them passionately while you grind my hips
then I'll work my way to your mouth
easing my tongue into your mouth - bet i can make you shout

I wanna know
how good you would be
My dream lover
My fantasy, my my my mon cheri

. . . , . . . .come feel my body heat

Come to Me,

You Know,

Look into my eyes
let me lure you're mind
I want you totally focused on me
all else is blind.

Come to me baby
let me show you how much I care.
I wanna turn you into an animal
let me strip you bare.

I love it when you lust for me,
Let our bodies be intertwined into one.

I want you to come and attack me
make love to me
set me free
let you're sex tell me how you feel.
With each thrust
let it be you're passion
reaching deep inside of me
following my inner path to my soul.
To a place where I can't let you go.
It’s fascinating
I'm infatuated,

Look into my eyes and tell me
is this a place you're ready to explore?

Come to me baby
let me show you how much I care
I wanna turn you into an animal,
Let me strip you bare.

I love it when you talk dirty to me.
The deepness of your voice
the vibration sends warm
tingles through me
I could listen to you all night.

Close you're eyes
breathe deep
let me take you to ecstasy.

This exotic; unusual
feeling you bring is to blame.
It's electrifying
I can't deny it
its because you this
I can't sleep,

Come to me baby
let me show you how much I care.
I wanna turn you into an animal,
let me strip you bare.

Copyright: SultryRose

kay9:

Alright  where you getting those pics from? [/sub]

@kay9

Its a  shopping site i sub to.   You are going to go crazy when you see it
send your email so i can forward the link to you.
mines is epitome1978@aol.com
You can forward the link to StephenP too. he'll find them these pics better than what he use

Peace

Cayon, you are great, don't stop.

He always
keeps his identity so well hidden
this unknown foreign knight
roams the distant hills and valleys
of his beautiful home land

He weaves
enchanting tales
of passion and brazen intrigue
drawing his mighty steel sword
many times in battle and slew

Scores of fire breathing dragons
for the elegant ladies in distress
in times of camelot past

But this fair lady with
wildfire copper hair was both dangerous
yet irrestiable to the naked eyes
so feminine and yet so impetuous
such an exquisite raw
precious jewel
uncut

She unknowingly
had made love to his conjuring
imaginary mind straight to his wishing
and hopeful romantic heart

She slept with his pulsated soul daily

She lifted her sweet liquid wine lips
for his very own ravishing
her saucy tongue clinging
possessively loving him

She yielded only to his
sensual thrilling embrace
his nightly arousing dreams

He wanted
to take her with the passion
of a wild summer rain storm

As lightning flashed in his commanding
eyes of naked sultry flames

A cry of rapture erupted
from his tormented armored soul

Always with surging waves sensation
submerged tantalizing him with
this melody rhythm of love words

She dipped her fingers into his wine glass
his waiting lips licked it feverishly
tracing her wet thirsty lips
arousing him

Her come hither dark sultry eyes
that whispered to only him

A hint of her charmed enchanted smile
ruby lips creamed his struggling heart
with velvet soft kisses

With such adoration leaving him
a gamut of dazzling manly emotions
racing within his excited heart

He must have her at any cost

Copyright: SultryRose Sigs

how do i tell you exactly how i feel
would you believe me when i say its for real
or would you walk away from me
without even trying to see,
i've felt like this for a while now
but i never told you i don't know how
its very hard for me to explain
but you always stopped me from going insane
for me you have always been there
you were the only person that would care
but my love for you continues to hide
my friend, without you i would have died
i am afraid you won't feel the same
and you'll think its some game
but its not, this isn't from me head
its from the heart, not some book i read
i like you more than just a friend
but you probably wouldn't understand
that's why i haven't told you about this feeling
rejection is what i'm afraid it will bring
so i continue to have this "secret crush"
i want to tell you but the voices say hush
so i keep it deep down in my heart
and take it with me as i depart

This I'm loving already. Haven't even finished reading it yet, but I'm so feeling the rhyme 'n' everything.

Eyes Wide Shut

if i could go back to where it all began
and erase all the crushes on you that my brain had scan
Butterflies in my stomach, telling you was a must
Not realizing I was loving you with my eyes wide shut

I guess you felt uncomfortable because I am so ashamed
for letting my heart play that twisted game
foolish of me to tell you that I had a crush
while fantasying with my eyes wide shut

Have you ever wanted something so badly
and making yourself a fool for love
fooled by your own emotions, that you had to blush
Only to realize you were loving with your eyes wide shut?

Day dreaming, fantasying, resting my head upon your chest
Yes, I am guilty for wanting you and I have no regrets
Here's a dirty little secret "i wanted so much to ***k
Now you know what I was thinking with my eyes wide shut

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .I have moved on and I hope this stay as a hush
Mind over matter - no longer my eyes wide shut

Throw me
Catch me
Up Me
Down Me
So I can be a ball for you baby

Rub me
Lick me
Wet me
Oil me
So I can be an eel for you baby

Front me
Back me
Bounce me
Spin me
So I can be a fan for you baby

Whip me
Pinch me
Scratch me
Spank me
So I can be a slave for you baby

Squeeze me
Milk me
Pull me
Stretch me
So I can be a spring for you baby

Love me
Kiss me
Touch me
Marry me
So I can be your wife baby

Cayon:

Throw me
Catch me
Up Me
Down Me
So I can be a ball for you baby

Rub me
Lick me
Wet me
Oil me
So I can be an eel for you baby

Front me
Back me
Bounce me
Spin me
So I can be a fan for you baby

Whip me
Pinch me
Scratch me
Spank me
So I can be a slave for you baby

Squeeze me
Milk me
Pull me
Stretch me
So I can be a spring for you baby

Love me
Kiss me
Touch me
Marry me
So I can be your wife baby

Cayon:

Eyes Wide Shut

if i could go back to where it all began
and erase all the crushes on you that my brain had scan
Butterflies in my stomach, telling you was a must
Not realizing I was loving you with my eyes wide shut

I guess you felt uncomfortable because I am so ashamed
for letting my heart play that twisted game
foolish of me to tell you that I had a crush
while fantasying with my eyes wide shut

Have you ever wanted something so badly
and making yourself a fool for love
fooled by your own emotions, that you had to blush
Only to realize you were loving with your eyes wide shut?

Day dreaming, fantasying, resting my head upon your chest
Yes, I am guilty for wanting you and I have no regrets
Here's a dirty little secret "i wanted so much to ***k
Now you know what I was thinking with my eyes wide shut

. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .I have moved on and I hope this stay as a hush
Mind over matter - no longer my eyes wide shut

Dream Deferred
by Langston Hughes

What happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up
Like a raisin in the sun?

Or fester like a sore--
And then run?

Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?

Je vous veux

What springs to my mind goes on paper
So I am telling you now not later
I am thinking of you right now
Is it your voice am missing or your love?

The struggles and the pain just to be with you
It’s not a choice but because I do love you
I am thinking of your voice over the phone
The sound of Barry White, your deep bass baritone

I'm sorry if I hurt you, I repented and Pray 
It's something I must live with everyday 
Look on de brighter side, and this too will pass
Just think of my sex, my lips and my ass

As Tammy Wynette sang “Stand by your man”
I am not going to say if she was right or wrong
This I can tell you, and take it from me
You are special, charming, sensitive, and full of glee

Let me say some other things about you
Optimistic, thoughtful, humorous, fun and true
Read this poem and you know it’s more precious than pearl
Take me out my misery and let me into your world

The Intellect

I want you
I need you
I eat, sleep and breathe you
through blind eyes
I would still see you
If you were a foreign tongue
I would learn to speak you
I'd seek you
If you were gone
Any day of the week boo
Because I happen to love the mystique you
Carry,  and silly games are beneath you
And that physique you
Wear oh so well is beyond belief, you
Are incredible
And so unforgettable
All the time, I want to freak you
Let me enter your mind
So that I could reach you
Learn from and teach you
You are my sugar
And I am your sweet tooth
And without you
My future would be bleak, you
Do something to me that makes me too weak to
Think, my strength becomes meek through
Canvas's unfinished for me to complete you
I want to relieve you
Touch your heart so that I could keep you
With me,  off your feet I want to sweep you
Are my lyrics too deep to
Go that steep through
Mazes of pre-intimacy that you could never sleep through?
I want to seek new ways to please you
ease your mind and tease you
A full circle of pleasure, 360 degrees, you
Make my fantasies come true
And never make me blue,

Your love is taking me to school
But all your classes I breeze through
Because you're the type of knowledge I seize boo
Instead of Charmin, I want to squeeze YOU
If you were a film I'd want to freeze you
Frame by frame to analyze and appease you
Your love is my truth
But if you lied, I'd still believe you
To get you into something
That's a little more see through
And soon after, you would
Have me on my knee's, you
Would cause my tongue to speak Swahili
And your eyes would roll back and speak Hebrew
And that look is like my favorite book
I want to read you
And change the way people perceive you,
Your soul is like a stop sign
That I could never speed through
If I were a slave
I would STILL try to free you
Your heart is the lock
That only I have the key to
Like the brother that said, if I was cut
I would bleed you
I think he read my mind because
He said that for me too
Our love is so right
That I couldn't even deceive you
Or get stupid and try to leave you
Cause if I could, I would be you
But if you love me forever
Like we agreed to
I would never need to
Because a part of me is what
I want to feed you
And nourish that body
So that it can house my seed too
All said and done boo,
***This is just another poem about, you