Hello NL,i've been disturbed since i grew up to know more about sexual activities due to my personal experiences and feelings. From masturbation to having real sex with a girl,i've always wonderd why it is so ''the intense awareness after ejaculation''could this be linked or a justifiable means that the biblical forbidden fruit was actually sex?...the bible says immediately they ate the forbidden fruit they became aware of themselves knowing they were naked,the same experience when you ejaculate,the intense awareness can make you feel bad,some guys even go as far as never wanting to see the girl again...pls help i need clearification...

I feel relaxed afterwards. If anything, I have reduced awareness. I think what you are mistaking for awareness is that slight revulsion you sometimes feel afterwards. If it were awareness, you'd have a difficult job explaining how you can keep becoming aware of the same thing over and over, sometimes two or more times a day, on top of the fact that you are constantly aware that you keep becoming aware of it.

speak for yourself.. i feel very relaxed, good and happy