Beloved, the whole essence of your being is to serve God (Deut 11:13; Jos 22:5; 1 Sam 7:3; 1 Sam 12:24), every other thing is what the bible calls “occupy till I come” (Lk 19:13).

However, in loving God and obeying all He has commanded us to do, we run into trouble waters. It does not appear smoothly as we thought it should be. The devil throw things at you and you get deeper into troubles, full regrets of loving and obeying God (so will the enemy make it to appear). But is that true?

Sometime it appears as if God keep silent, waiting to know what you will do or what becomes of your decision. Will you give up? Will you go back to your old path of living in sins? Sometime you tend to wonder what is God doing while the evil prospers in the land. Above all God trieth your heart (Ps 7:9).